Decisions Made
Is the choice I made the best ? Always begging the question. Will it work out like it should ? I alwas worry about whatwill happen in the future, except for what is inevitable. The decision of the heart may be different from that of the mind, which could differ from the thought of the spirit, which is different than sexual reasoning. All thoughts, choices and decisions considered, there may not have been a better way to go than I did, and maybe I'll never know. Never will it factor into the past, and may not ever in the future, but the presentis undoubtedly affected by my choices. The future will in fact be changed, considering the past fact. Never have I thought that I could care as much as I do now. Why has things changed so much ? Perhaps I'll never truly know. All that is left now is to make good on my decisions and current situation. I guess that's all life is. Making good on the flow of it all. I'll stay intact until something tears us apart, clinging to the hope that maybe this is for the best. And perhaps, maybe it is certainly for the best. Only time, the lonely old man who is immortal, will tell. The heart beats, the mind reels, the spirit drifts, and the body lusts. Only now lies the question, "Which is stronger ?" It all depends on the two minds who share more than just their bodies with each other. It all depends on me, myself and my decisions.
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