:*(onfusion

My dreams are never reality

Though I wish hard for them to be
That would end this brutality

That has consumed all of me
As confused as the riddle I ask

I wander around in a daze
All the time trying to mask

That I am trapped in a maze
Confusion plagues all of my thoughts

Every thought of every day
I'm trying to take all of my shots

All in the dark and far away
I try to confront the problem

With the question of Why
Not at all to trouble em

But only so I don't cry
The questions I ask of the rain

Ones like "why do we die ?"
"Why do you bring pain ?"

"Why do we cry ?"
All in order to understand

What life has to give
The answer I can't stand

That life is only to live
Have I lived a past life ?

'Cuz I'm not living this one
Walking on a double-edged knife

Careful not to run
Living barely within the rules

And for that I cry
Good and evil in me duels

And the blood on my hands is dry
A feeling in me that I've been jipped

Dealt a fixed hand
My wings unwillingly clipped

All justice for me is banned