A dark thythmic passion penciled inward and out - not three dimensional, but cowardly two - can't seem to explain the confusion of me - it's too easy to fade away into the stars - can you ever catch a glimpse of me saying, "I'm sorry?" - I knew that I needed to get away - dealing with unknowns (problems) is a blurred figure in corners of my mind - only look at this and think?
(or whatever) and then you have lost all compassion for me - but try to understand unfamiliar logic (me) would be greatly appreeciated - I cannot figure out myself - so why would you be able to? - upset is the word of the day - I'm sorry I'm an idiot, stupid, uncaring, confusion (ing), and dumb - but that is me (whois me?) - who cares - you are a special person - yellow and bright inside - I do love you - but I can't seem to break my spells that are brushed along my cheek everyday - that adds up - do yourself a favor and forget about everything - me - I don't deserve you anyway - colors fluctuate beside cool mornings breezes - ripples flow across the deep purplish lake of dried tears - I can hear the trees singing songs with leaves so gray - but today is another pain - another glorious bitch - the grind that eats away inside my brains - 
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