Are you ready? ~ This place inside my mind A place I like to hide You don't know the chances What is I should die? ~ A place inside my brain Another kind of pain You don't know the chances I'm so blind ~ Another place I'll find To escape the pain inside You don't know the chances What if I should die? ~ A place inside my brain Another kind of pain You don't know the chances I'm so blind ~ To burn, to burn, to burn inside 22 Live a life that seems to be a lost reality That I can never find No way to reach my inner self I stay alone, how deep can I go? In the ground that I lay If I don't find a way to Seek throught the gray that clouds my mind This time I look to see what's between the lines ~ I can see, I can see I'm going blind ~ I'm blind! ***** BALL TONGUE There you are alone With no hope of ever having Something to be proud of Something earned without begging Yes, I know you're a person A person close to me Who do you think you are? And what more do you want from me? ~ Ball Tongue!!!! You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me Ball Tongue!!!! The rag I'm on, we are justified Ball Tongue!!!! Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit Ball Tongue!!!! What have done for me? ~ Why are you at home? Buried in your self pity Why do you insist on Living the lifeling out of me Yes, I know you're the person The person that took time with me Doesn't give you the right to inspect Your life from balls around me ~ Ball Tongue!!!! You have come to take from my buddy Ball Tongue!!!! You have never hand any respecting Ball Tongue!!!! You love to make fun of me Ball Tongue!!!! The dick is fine, for the day ~ Ball Tongue!!!! You'll never take shit from me Ball Tongue!!!! The dick is fine, for the day Ball Tongue!!!! Come fucking back to save us Ball Tongue!!!! But you won't take it from me ~ You were my brother What does a friendship end? You were my.. I'm not gonna give in ~ How can you fucking doubt me but not again ~ Ball Tongue!!!! They've driven right by my friends Ball Tongue!!!! They've taken the take above me Ball Tongue!!!! They're all psychofucks Ball Tongue!!!! They've come to enslave me ~ Ball Tongue!!!! They've jacken themselves onto me Ball Tongue!!!! Your fucking gangster signs! Ball Tongue!!!! They've come not to save them, but they take Ball Tongue!!!! Fucking death from fucking me ~ You're a psycho-fuck! ~ Ball Tongue!!!! Berome's dead at the technodrome Ball Tongue!!!! You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped but who was it? Ball Tongue!!!! It doesn't have rhythm of the damn monger Ball Tongue!!!! Can I die? Can I die? ~ Ball Tongue!!!! And then the man kept kicking me Ball Tongue!!!! He gets him on, they're cool Ball Tongue!!!! He wasn't dead and then they knocked him on the head Ball Tongue!!!! No more, he's rid of you, you're a dyke! ~ NEED TO I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside don't know you, but inside I'm fucked ~ Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay but I can't help but feel the pain ~ I hate you! Why are you taken? I love you! I feel so helpless Why's it you?! Ripping my insides Each time I'm with you Why, oh why, oh why? Why do I really need to? ~ Why! Why! Why! Fuck you, bitch! ~ Need to Need to Need to ~ Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck ~ I hate you! Why are you taken? I love you! I feel so helpless Why's it you?! Ripping my insides Each time I'm with you Why do I try? Why do I fucking need to? ~ Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck Fuck, fuck, fuck, slut ***** CLOWN Anger inside builds within my body Why do you hate me? What have I done? You tried to hit me ~ Chorus: Do you want a beat me If you like Throw your hate at me With all your might Hit me cause I'm strange And mean Tell me I'm a pussy And you're harder than me What's with you, boy? Think hard A tattoed body, too I know you are scared to be honest Be yourself A cowardly man ~ I don't run around trying to be What's not within me Look into my eyes I am free, you're just a wanna-be ~ Repeat Chorus ~ To come out... ~ Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now Hit me clown ~ Clown, you ain't shit! Turn around and get your face split ~ Repeat Chorus ~ I'm just too fucking little ***** DIVINE I hide, only to defy you Take away the only life inside you I see your face through everyone Inside I've just begun ~ You think I'm out to scare you I'm only out to prepare you For when I stop and turn around Your body's going down! ~ Chorus: You're gonna waste your time Your life will soon be mine You're definately one of a kind And you're suffering cause of me is divine ~ Tell me why you never liked me Tell me why it is you fight me Pull down and wait for the perfect time To take what's rightfully mine ~ You think you're dumb to defy me You said you don't want to defy me You wait to dumb-run anyone Oh well... ~ Repeat Chorus ~ Fuck you, I'm fed up with you I'm not as good as you? Fuck no, I'm better than you ~ Repeat Chorus ~ Did you really think you'd Beat me at my own game You try to see what you've got We're ripping out your brain |
Here I am defriended in this normal world Why did you tease me, make me feel absurd Walking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly, please just go away ~ Chorus: I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise Why did you treat me this way? Made my hate stay ~ A cell locked, I can never seem to escape All the laughing and all the pain If you were me what would you do? Nothing, probably, you'd just go away ~ Repeat Chorus ~ Here I am defriended in this normal world Why did you tease me, make me feel absurd Walking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly, please just go away ~ Repeat Chorus ~ I'm just a pretty boy Whatever you call it You wouldn't know a real man If you saw it It keeps going on day after day son You fake! If you don't none I'm sick and tired of people Treating me this way everyday Who gives a fuck right now I got something to say To all the people who think I'm strange And I should be out of here And locked up in a cage You don't know what the hell is up anyway You got this pretty boy feeling I'm enslaved To a world that never appreciated shit You can suck my dick and fucking like it!!! ~ He might cum but he has body mighty any say He might cum but he has body mighty anyway He might cum but he has body mighty don't wanna say He might cum but he has body mighty anyway ~ He might cum but he has body mighty any say He might cum but he has body mighty going away He might cum but he has body mighty don't wanna say He might cum but he has body mighty anyway ~ I'm just a pretty boy I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy Living in this fucked-up world ~ All my life, who am I? ~ I'm just a faget I'm not a faget You motherfucking queers! ***** SHOOTS AND LADDERS Ring around the rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Chorus: Nursery rhymes are said Verses in my head Into my childhood they're spoonfed Hidden violence revealed Darkness that seems real Look at the pages that cause all this evil One, two, buckle my shoe Three, four, shut the door Five, six, pick up sticks Seven, eight, lay them straight London bridge is falling down Falling down, falling down London bridge is falling down My fair lady Repeat Chorus Nick nack patty whack Give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow (Baa, baa, black sheep have you any wool) Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow (Yes, sir, yes sir, three bags full) Mary had a little lamb! (White trash crone) Ring around the rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Repeat Chorus Nick nack patty whack, give a dog a bone! ***** PREDICTABLE Go! I can in every way Distinct the pain I feel inside It comes to me Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind Who are you to say? That I can't speak what's on my mind It runs away It's so predictable I can in every way Illustrate of something is left inside To blind to see In an essence, sorrow of a lie You run away To the cover of their pointless ties You ask me? It's so predictable I'm gonna try I'm gonna die I'm gonna try Another day Silence overwhelms my mind Who's to say If I have the time, oh why? Should I pray For all the hate to go away Another day I can never break free You wait for me I call out to you Another day I'll live forever I'm gonna try I'm gonna die I'm gonna try ***** FAKE I can't stand the sight of you I can't stand what you put me through You lie so light, but you hide Is it debt to being you inside I can't stand, oh, the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do What do you try to justify? You were just too scared to be you inside Chorus: Let - it all go I look at you all I see Is a man too afraid to really be? I can't stand what you put me through I can't stand even the thought of you Your secret lies that you hide Is it debt to being you inside? Repeat Chorus You try so hard to be wanted False emotions tells you 'fronted I feel being a person relies on one thing Be yourself, let you come through FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE!!! Fake and we with at, we with it Let - it all go! ***** LIES I would like to search inside For all the things that you would hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to search through These problems that haunt and taunt you I smile, while you're afraid You run, while you're so in pain Chorus: Do you ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears I would like to search inside For all the things that you would hide What's the problem? Can't seem to open your body And let me touch you Repeat Chorus I want you to see the life you have disguised The world of things that hurt you The bother ceased it's smiles I want you to fear the fear you wound up inside One side will suck you in I though you'd at this time I tried to win but My life is ripping your heart heart out and destroying my pain GO! Repeat Chorus ***** HELMET IN THE BUSH Hello? Esta Caco? El es Caco? Eh, you know, y-you fuckin' call me el Caco? OK? I keep asking what's your lie? It is disturbing It squeezes mine Days keep passing One notch at a time I don't feel right Please God let me sleep tonight Every day confronted Fuck off, it's giving in. I just wanna know why? Want to give it up but I can't escape I keep asking, can you please try It is haunting, this tin stone mine Days keep passing Line after line I don't feel right Please God don't let me die tonight Every day confronted Fuck off, it's giving in I just wanna know why? Want to give it up but I can't escape Please God Please God help me. Please God free me. Please God help me from my painful situation. Please God help me. Please God free me. Please God save me from my painful situation. (Want to give it up, no I can't escape) ***** DADDY Mother please forgive me I just had to get out all the pain and suffering Now that I'm done, remember I will always love you I'm your son Little child, looking so pretty Come out and play, I'll be your daddy Innocent child, looking so sweet A rape in my eyes, and of your flesh I'll eat You've raped I feel daddy It hurt As a child Tied down That's a good boy And fucked Your own child I scream No one hears me It hurt I'm not alive My god Saw you watching Mommy why Your own child It's alright I didn't touch you there Mommy said she didn't care I didn't touch you there That's why mommy stopped and stared |