ISSUES 

 
 DEAD
All I want in life is to be happy 
(happy) 
It seems funny to me 
How fucked things can be 
Every time I get ahead 
I feel more dead
*****
. FALLING AWAY FROM ME
Hey, I'm feeling tired 
My time, is gone today 
You flirt with suicide 
Sometimes that's ok 
Do what others say 
I'm here, standing hollow 
Falling away from me 
Falling away from me 
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Day, is here fading 
That's when I would say 
I flirt with suicide 
Sometimes kill the pain 
I can always say 
It's gonna be better tomorrow 
Falling away from me 
Falling away from me 
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Beating me down 
Beating me beating me down 
Down into the ground 
Screamings of sound 
Beating me, beating me down 
Down into the ground 
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(Falling away from me) 
It's spinning round and round 
(Falling away from me) 
It's lost and can't be found 
(Falling away from me) 
It's spinning round and round 
(Falling away from me) 
Slow it down 
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Chorus 
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Pressing me, they won't go away 
So I pray, Go away 
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It's falling away from me 
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Chorus 
*****
TRASH
How did it start 
Well I don't know 
I just feel the craving 
I see the flesh and it smells fresh 
And it's just there for the taking 
These little girls 
They make me feel so god damn exhilerated 
I fill them up, I can't get enough 
To me I'm just erasing 
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I tell my lies and I despise 
Every second I'm with you 
So I run away and you still stay 
So what the fuck is with you? 
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Your feelings 
I can't help but rape them 
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same 
My heart inside is constantly hating 
I'm sorry, I just throw you away 
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I don't know why I'm so fucking cold 
I don't know why it hurts me 
All I wanna do is get with you 
And make the pain go away 
Why do I have a conscience 
All it does is fuck with me 
Why do I have this torment 
All I wanna do is fuck it away 
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Chorus x2 
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Just throw you away 
*****
 4 U 
This shit right here is for you 
All your faces I can see 
You all think its about me 
I'm about to break 
This is my fate 
Am I still damned to a life 
Of misery and hate 
You, you will never know 
What it did for me 
What you all, put me through 
I'd do it for you 
I could have, never lived 
If it wasn't, for you 
*****
 BEG FOR ME
Everyone is looking at me 
I can't get out of bed 
There is evil in my head 
Everyone just let me be 
Because when I hit the stage 
It is gone and I am free 
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God damn you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me beg for me beg for me 
God damn you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me be there for me beg for me 
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Tell me how could this be 
I am going in shame 
And I could not have my pain 
Everyone please let me be 
Because when I hit the stage 
It is gone and I am free 
~
Chorus 
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I feel the shame 
I'm not insane 
The things I feel now 
Aren't the same 
Who gives a fuck 
If my life sucks 
I just know one thing 
I won't give up 
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Everyone just let me be 
~
Chorus 
*****
MAKE ME BAD
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation 
There's so much shit around me 
Such a lack of compassion 
I thought it would be fun and games 
(It would be fun and games) 
Instead it's all the same 
(It's all the same) 
I want something to do 
Need to feel the sickness in you 
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I feel the reason as it's leaving me 
No not again 
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling 
The flesh made me bad 
~
All I do is look for you 
And when I fix you needed to 
Just to get some sort of attention 
Attention 
What does it mean to you 
(what does it mean to you) 
For me it's something I just do 
I want something 
I need to feel the sickness in you 
~
Chorus 
*****
 IT'S GONNA GO AWAY
I got this bad cold 
And I've got a life, I live it up 
I live it up 
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I don't want this to go away 
(It's gonna go away) 
I'm so scared 
(oh so scared) 
I can't think of going on 
We all crumble 
We crumble under pressure 
Pressure 
~
(It's gonna go away) 
~
...Go live it up 
We're living it up 
*****
 WAKE UP
Wake the fuck up! 
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Each day more frightening 
All of us wanna die 
The pressure's tightening 
I don't even want to try 
Should I take all the stupid bullshit 
What makes them think they can get away with it 
I'm not happy 
I wish they'd just 
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Wake the fuck up! 
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I can't take no more 
What are we fighting for 
You are my brothers 
For each one I would die for 
Please just let it go 
All our heads are blown 
Let's take the stage 
And remember what we play for 
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No more fighting! 
I swear I'm gonna leave 
Talking shit to spite me 
I wish they'd just 
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Chorus 
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Remember what we play for... 
*****
 AM I GOING CRAZY
Am I going crazy? 
Come on, and say in taste 
Am I too lost to face it? 
And what will it cost 
To escape 
Nothing is right 
I'm so scared 
HEY DADDY
Let me see (let me see) 
All my life has been (taken) taken 
This demon (haunts me) haunts me 
They are hating me 
(Help me) help me 
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You fuck me up 
I'm gagged and bound 
You pick me up 
When I am down 
I cannot live without them 
I do not live without them 
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Hey Daddy (daddy) 
They are taking me 
Away 
Putting faith in my (what soul) my soul 
They're eating 
Please help me 
~
Chorus 
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They say this thing inside me 
Wants to get out 
All it does is scream and shout 
I'm trying not to let them out 
They tell me to hurt myself (x3) 
But I'm not going to listen 
~
Chorus 
~
Hey Daddy 
*****
 SOMEBODY SOMEONE
I can't stand to let you win 
I'm just watching you 
And I don't know what to do 
Feeling like a fool inside 
Feeling all the lies you hide 
Thought you were my friend 
Seems it never ends 
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I need somebody, someone 
~
Can't somebody help me? 
All I need is to be 
Not just for me 
~
Giving you with this and that 
Giving gave you nothing back 
It's all related to 
All the things I do 
Feeling like a fool inside 
Seeing all the things you tried 
I am nothing 
~
Chorus 
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I look, I sign 
I need someone 
Inside to help me out 
With what 
I'm trying 
I'm crying 
I'm praying 
In a pile of 
Shit 
I'm dying 
I'm dying 
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I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone 
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone 
Someone
*****
NO WAY
Lately things won't go my way 
Lately everything is grey 
It feels like something 
It feels like nothing 
~
So I came too far 
To end up this way 
Feeling like I'm God 
Feeling there's no way 
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So I'm angry for today 
Anger's the only thing I've made 
It feels like something 
No it's nothing 
~
Chorus 
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To live this way 
Hating, feeling, falling 
To the place where people haunt me 
I can't help but keep from falling 
To the place where people call me 
I can't wait 
To give them these feelings of hating 
Keeping inside me 
For all to take 
Picking at me 
They're ripping at me 
Ripping at me 
~
Chorus 
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To live this way 
*****
 LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED 
***** 
 WISH YOU COULD BE ME
I am going insane 
This shit is all of a pain 
I cannot maintain 
As the shit gnaws at my brain 
I wish you could be me 
Then the shit would see 
How tired I am 
And shit got the best of me 
At least you could look at me 
While you're ripping me
You are taking my life and selling it 
Tee hee hee 
Why should I complain 
At least it helps my pain 
I am very cool now 
And it guzzles out my vein 
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I am going insane 
This shit is all of a pain 
I cannot maintain 
As the shit gnaws at my brain 
I wish you could be me 
Then the shit would see 
How tired I am 
And how it got the best of me 
At least you could look at me 
While you're ripping me 
At least you could look at me while you're ripping me 
You fucking pussy! 
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 COUNTING
I came back 
To face what's growing in my head 
Please get away from me 
Take advantage of what I feel 
Yes you do 
One day you'll beg for me 
~
So I'm saying nothing 
Each day taking that much more 
As I'm scheming all my fate 
You will be there counting 
~
You just see me as something 
You throw around 
You were there for me 
Beating down to the ground 
Yes it always seems 
You take more from me 
~
Chorus 
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It's funny how we've just started 
They get the money for the things on you 
They give ya money and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun that's my game 
It's funny how we've just started 
They get the money for the things on you 
They give ya money and the girls and the fame 
I only do it for the fun that's my game 
~
Chorus 
*****
 DIRTY
Keep knocking 
No ones there 
Pouring down 
Near people 
~
My head 
By myself 
All alone 
Ripping my head off 
I hurt so bad inside 
I wish you could see 
The world through my eyes 
It stays the same 
I just wanna live again 
~
Keep hoping 
Nothing to spare 
So my life 
Isn't quite there 
Feel like a whore 
A dirty whore 
Such a whore 
Dirty 
~
Chorus 
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I'll die again 
I'll die again 
I'll wilt again 
Into you 
You dirty little fuck 
Dirty little fuck 
You dirty little fuck 
Dirty little fuck 
~
You dirty little fuck 
I will take it 
~
I hurt so bad inside 
I wish you could see 
The world through my eyes 
It stays the same 
I just wanna live again 
~
I just wanna live again 
I just wanna live again 
I just wanna live again 
I just wanna live again



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