All I want in life is to be happy (happy) It seems funny to me How fucked things can be Every time I get ahead I feel more dead ***** . FALLING AWAY FROM ME Hey, I'm feeling tired My time, is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes that's ok Do what others say I'm here, standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me ~ Day, is here fading That's when I would say I flirt with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can always say It's gonna be better tomorrow Falling away from me Falling away from me ~ Beating me down Beating me beating me down Down into the ground Screamings of sound Beating me, beating me down Down into the ground ~ (Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) It's lost and can't be found (Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) Slow it down ~ Chorus ~ Pressing me, they won't go away So I pray, Go away ~ It's falling away from me ~ Chorus ***** TRASH How did it start Well I don't know I just feel the craving I see the flesh and it smells fresh And it's just there for the taking These little girls They make me feel so god damn exhilerated I fill them up, I can't get enough To me I'm just erasing ~ I tell my lies and I despise Every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? ~ Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away ~ I don't know why I'm so fucking cold I don't know why it hurts me All I wanna do is get with you And make the pain go away Why do I have a conscience All it does is fuck with me Why do I have this torment All I wanna do is fuck it away ~ Chorus x2 ~ Just throw you away ***** 4 U This shit right here is for you All your faces I can see You all think its about me I'm about to break This is my fate Am I still damned to a life Of misery and hate You, you will never know What it did for me What you all, put me through I'd do it for you I could have, never lived If it wasn't, for you ***** BEG FOR ME Everyone is looking at me I can't get out of bed There is evil in my head Everyone just let me be Because when I hit the stage It is gone and I am free ~ God damn you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd come on give it back to me You won't beg for me beg for me beg for me God damn you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd come on give it back to me You won't beg for me be there for me beg for me ~ Tell me how could this be I am going in shame And I could not have my pain Everyone please let me be Because when I hit the stage It is gone and I am free ~ Chorus ~ I feel the shame I'm not insane The things I feel now Aren't the same Who gives a fuck If my life sucks I just know one thing I won't give up ~ Everyone just let me be ~ Chorus ***** MAKE ME BAD I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation There's so much shit around me Such a lack of compassion I thought it would be fun and games (It would be fun and games) Instead it's all the same (It's all the same) I want something to do Need to feel the sickness in you ~ I feel the reason as it's leaving me No not again It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling The flesh made me bad ~ All I do is look for you And when I fix you needed to Just to get some sort of attention Attention What does it mean to you (what does it mean to you) For me it's something I just do I want something I need to feel the sickness in you ~ Chorus ***** IT'S GONNA GO AWAY I got this bad cold And I've got a life, I live it up I live it up ~ I don't want this to go away (It's gonna go away) I'm so scared (oh so scared) I can't think of going on We all crumble We crumble under pressure Pressure ~ (It's gonna go away) ~ ...Go live it up We're living it up ***** WAKE UP Wake the fuck up! ~ Each day more frightening All of us wanna die The pressure's tightening I don't even want to try Should I take all the stupid bullshit What makes them think they can get away with it I'm not happy I wish they'd just ~ Wake the fuck up! ~ I can't take no more What are we fighting for You are my brothers For each one I would die for Please just let it go All our heads are blown Let's take the stage And remember what we play for ~ No more fighting! I swear I'm gonna leave Talking shit to spite me I wish they'd just ~ Chorus ~ Remember what we play for... ***** AM I GOING CRAZY Am I going crazy? Come on, and say in taste Am I too lost to face it? And what will it cost To escape Nothing is right I'm so scared |
Let me see (let me see) All my life has been (taken) taken This demon (haunts me) haunts me They are hating me (Help me) help me ~ You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them ~ Hey Daddy (daddy) They are taking me Away Putting faith in my (what soul) my soul They're eating Please help me ~ Chorus ~ They say this thing inside me Wants to get out All it does is scream and shout I'm trying not to let them out They tell me to hurt myself (x3) But I'm not going to listen ~ Chorus ~ Hey Daddy ***** SOMEBODY SOMEONE I can't stand to let you win I'm just watching you And I don't know what to do Feeling like a fool inside Feeling all the lies you hide Thought you were my friend Seems it never ends ~ I need somebody, someone ~ Can't somebody help me? All I need is to be Not just for me ~ Giving you with this and that Giving gave you nothing back It's all related to All the things I do Feeling like a fool inside Seeing all the things you tried I am nothing ~ Chorus ~ I look, I sign I need someone Inside to help me out With what I'm trying I'm crying I'm praying In a pile of Shit I'm dying I'm dying ~ I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone Someone ***** NO WAY Lately things won't go my way Lately everything is grey It feels like something It feels like nothing ~ So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling there's no way ~ So I'm angry for today Anger's the only thing I've made It feels like something No it's nothing ~ Chorus ~ To live this way Hating, feeling, falling To the place where people haunt me I can't help but keep from falling To the place where people call me I can't wait To give them these feelings of hating Keeping inside me For all to take Picking at me They're ripping at me Ripping at me ~ Chorus ~ To live this way ***** LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED ***** WISH YOU COULD BE ME I am going insane This shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me Then the shit would see How tired I am And shit got the best of me At least you could look at me While you're ripping me You are taking my life and selling it Tee hee hee Why should I complain At least it helps my pain I am very cool now And it guzzles out my vein ~ I am going insane This shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me Then the shit would see How tired I am And how it got the best of me At least you could look at me While you're ripping me At least you could look at me while you're ripping me You fucking pussy! ~ COUNTING I came back To face what's growing in my head Please get away from me Take advantage of what I feel Yes you do One day you'll beg for me ~ So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting ~ You just see me as something You throw around You were there for me Beating down to the ground Yes it always seems You take more from me ~ Chorus ~ It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give ya money and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun that's my game It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give ya money and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun that's my game ~ Chorus ***** DIRTY Keep knocking No ones there Pouring down Near people ~ My head By myself All alone Ripping my head off I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see The world through my eyes It stays the same I just wanna live again ~ Keep hoping Nothing to spare So my life Isn't quite there Feel like a whore A dirty whore Such a whore Dirty ~ Chorus ~ I'll die again I'll die again I'll wilt again Into you You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck ~ You dirty little fuck I will take it ~ I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see The world through my eyes It stays the same I just wanna live again ~ I just wanna live again I just wanna live again I just wanna live again I just wanna live again |