2.15.03---i must be so full of wishful thinking, actually believing that someone is actually going to be reading this, let alone visiting this pathetic site that i only update because i'm either a)grounded or, b)like tonight, where there's so much fucking ice outside that no one can drive anywhere. neither of those two happen more than twice a year. these are the nights where i wish one of my friends lived on my street so i could just walk over. reminds me of the good old days...anyways. its february. more specifically, the day after valentines day. but that day is over and that's all that matters. i got through the day without one tear and i did receive one flower. so, not all was lost. alls that i ask is that you please just at aleast glanceat my creative writing poems and that you just take two minutes out of your toobusyforme day and sign my guestbook 'cause it would honestly make my year. thanks. -lauren