Survived, tonight, I may be going down
'Cos everything goes round too, tight
Tonight, and as, you watch me crawl
You stand for more
And your panic stricken, blood will thicken up, tonight
'Cos I don't want you, to forgive me
You'll follow me down, you'll follow me down
Survive, tonight, (I see your) heads exposed
So we shall kill, constructive might
S'right, as your emotions fool you
(My)strong will rule you
I won't feel restraint
Watching you close sense down
I can't compensate
That's more than I've got to give
2. Secretly
I've been biding my time
Been so subtly kind
I've got to think so selfishly
'Cos your the face inside of me
I've been biding my days
You see evidently it pays
I've been a friend with unbiased views
Then secretly lust after you
So now he's gone rusty you're bored and bemused
You wanna do someone else
So you should be yourself
Instead of here with me
Secretly
Tryin' hard to think pure
Bloody hard when I'm raw
You're talking out so sexually
'bout boys and girls and your friggin' dreams
So no you feel lusty
Your hot and confused
(So) now you've been busted
Your caught feeling used
(You had to do) someone else
(You shoulda been) by yourself
Instead of here with me
Secretly, secretly
3. Lately
Sometimes all the moments
That we savour for the last
Get crushed between the good and bad
From pressures we have had
But you know I can't conceive the day
When feelings run too high
To work out all the stale terrain
Emotions try to hide, when I try
Lately, I can't see to colour what we've lost
It all seems like bad means When lovers turn from lust
Then I try - try to smoke alone
These shattered ties with no compromise
Fall throught the fragile hell
The drinks stay sipped 'cos we've lost our grip
Too exhausted to rebel
4. Charlie Big Potato
I awake
From blood thick dreams
Washing blame
From my knees
Softly done
So secretly
I'm awake
As Charlie sleeps
A lone brother,
A lone sister,
A home cover, alone
I awake
Dry the scream
Spit the vile breath
Till my tongue bleeds
Thinks it's all gone
Famously
Broke the hard girl
Good to please
Tell it like it is
Tell the sordid truth
Tell it like it is
Tell them
5. All I Want
All I want is a mirror
So I can see this so called brighter day
I'm watching all the world crawl back again
Watching how it blows itself away
That's all I want
That's all I want
That's all I want
That's all I want
All I want is destruction
Wanna see it crumble beneath my toes
Smell the way my sore eyes burn away
That's all I can have today
That's all I want
That's all I want
That's all I want
That's all I want
All you want is to be me
So you can screw me up and don't give a damn
('Cos I'm a) crazy
Little daisy to vile to breathe
I'm everything you want today
That's all I want
That's all I want
That's all I want
That's all I want
6. Hedonism (Just Because You Feel Good)
I hope you're feeling happy now
I see you feel no pain at all it seems
I wonder what you're doin' now
I wonder if you think of me at all
Do you still play the same moves now
Or are those special moods
For someone else
I hope you're feeling happy now
Just because you feel good
Doesn't make you right
Just because you feel good
Still want you here tonight
Does laughter still discover you
I see through all the smiles
That look so right
Do you still have the same friends now
To smoke away your problems and your life
Oh how do you remeber
Me the one that made
you laugh until you cried
I hope yo're feeling happy now
Just because you feel good
Doesn't make you right
Just because you feel good
Still want you here tonight
I wonder what you're donig now
I hope you're feeling happy now
I hope you're feeling happy now
7. Brazen (Weep)
I called you brazen
Called you whore right to your face
And watched you silently
And publicly disgraced
I didn't notice
When you strengthened like a vice
That you were trembling
And burned beneath the ice
Why don't you weep
When I hurt you?
Why don't you weep
When I cut you?
You don't bleed
And the anger builds up inside
Why don't you weep
When I hurt you?
Why don't you weep
When I cut you?
You don't bleed
And the anger builds up inside
You said a prayer
And I betrayed you with a kiss
I never realized that all
Had come to this
So keep your dignity
Don't throw it all to waste
Stronger feelings
Than you've ever learned to face
