Faked It Too Long

Never thought I would see,

the day I just saw.

Ask myself where will she go,

Ask me why she is gone.

Memories turned to dust,

smells that lost my trust.

 

I had you,

I gave you,

all someone would want.

You burned me,

you scarred me,

now I wish you were dead.

You changed,

so you changed me,

never to be the same.

 

Now I wish you were dead,

Am I now dead to you?

Does my memory haunt you,

Like yours still haunts me?

How could someone so sweet,

rot away so fast?

 

I had you,

I gave you,

all someone would want.

You burned me,

you scarred me,

now I wish you were dead.

You changed,

so you changed me,

never to be the same.

 

Love that you used to feel,

turned black like your heart.

Now all that I see,

is hate you still show me.

Now what just what did I do,

to make you hate life so much?

 

I had you,

I gave you,

all someone would want.

You burned me,

you scarred me,

now I wish you were dead.

You changed,

so you changed me,

never to be the same.

 

So hateful...

So spiteful...

so negative...

Now I'm freed from you.

I had you,

I gave you,

all someone would want.

You burned me,

you scarred me,

now I wish you were dead.

You changed,

so you changed me,

never to be the same.

 

I'll never be so blind again.

 

2/2/02

 

 

 

 

 

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