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D E A D

All I want in life is to be happy (happy)

It seems funny to me

How fucked things can be

Everytime I get ahead

I feel more dead

F A L L I N G A W A Y F R O M M E

Hey, I'm feeling tired

My time, is gone today

You flirt with suicide

Sometimes, that's ok

Hear what others say

I'm here, standing hollow

Falling away from me

Day, is here fading

That's when, I would say

I flirt with suicide

Sometimes kill the pain

I can always say

'It's gonna be better tomorrow'

Falling away from me

Beating me down

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

Screaming so sad

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

(falling away from me)

It's spinning round and round

(falling away from me)

It's lost and can't be found

(falling away from me)

It's spinning round and round

(falling away from me)

So down

Beating me down

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

Screaming so sad

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

Pressing me, they won't go away

So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me

Beating me down

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

Screaming so sad

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

T R A S H

How did it start?

Well I don't know

I just feel the craving

I see flesh and it smells fresh

and it's just there for the taking

These little girls,

they make me feel so goddam exhilerated

I fill them up, I can't give it up

To me, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies, and I despise

every second I'm with you

So I run away

and you still stay

So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings

I can't help but rape them

I'm sorry, I don't feel the same

My heart inside is constantly hating

I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold

I don't know why its hurts me

All I wanna is get with you

and make the pain go away

Why do I have a conscience?

All it does is fuck with me

Why do I have this torment?

All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies, and I despise

every second I'm with you

So I run away

and you still stay

So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings

I can't help but rape them

I'm sorry, I don't feel the same

My heart inside is constantly hating

I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies, and I despise

every second I'm with you

So I run away

and you still stay

So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings

I can't help but rape them

I'm sorry, I don't feel the same

My heart inside is constantly hating

I'm sorry, I just throw you away

Just throw you away

F O R Y O U

This shit right here is for you

All your faces I can see

You all think it's up, not me

I'm about to break, this is my fate

Am I still damned to a life,

of misery and hate?

You will never know

What it did for me

What you are

Got me through

I've done for you

I could have, never lived

If it wasn't, for you

B E G F O R M E

Everyone is looking at me

I can't get out of bed

There is evil in my head

Everyone just let me be

Because when I hit the stage

It is gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up for me

You're the crowd, come on give it back to me

You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me

You're the crowd, come on give it back to me

You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Tell me, how could this fade?

I am going in shame

And I could not have my pain

Everyone please let me be

'Cause we're on stage

And it's gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up with me

You're the crowd, come on give it back to me

You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me

You're the crowd, come on give it back to me

You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

I feel the shame

I'm not insane

The things I feel now

Arent the same

Who gives a fuck,

if my life sucks?

I just know one day

I won't give up

Everyone just let me be

Goddam you say you'll get up with me

You're the crowd, come on give it back to me

You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me

You're the crowd, come on give it back to me

You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Be there, for me

M A K E M E B A D

I am watching your eyes

And follow my salvation

There's so much much shit around me

Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games

(it would be fun and games)

Instead it's all the same

(it's all the same)

I want something to do

Need to feel nothingness

In You

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me

No, not again

It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling

The flesh may be bad

All I do is look for you

And when I fix you

Needed to, just to get some sort of attention

Attention

What does it mean to you

For me, it's somthing I just do

I want something

I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me

No, not again

It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling

The flesh may be bad

I T 'S G O N N A G O A W A Y

Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold

And I got a life, I live it up

I live it up

(It's gonna go away)

I don't want this to go away

I'm so scared

(oh so cared)

I can't think of going on

We all crumble

We crumble under pressure

(pressure)

Pressure

(pressure)

(It's still gonna go away)

.... go live it up

We're livin it up

WAKE UP

Wake the fuck up!

Each day, more frightening

All of us wanna die

The pressure's tightening

I don't even want to try

Should I take all the stupid bullshit

What makes them think they can get away with it?

Im not happy

I wish they just...

Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more

What are we fighting for?

You are my brothers

Each one I would die for

Please just let it go

All the heads are blown

Let's just take the stage

And remember why we play for

No more fighting!

I swear I'm gonna leave

Talking shit to spite me

I wish they just..

Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more

What are we fighting for?

You are my brothers

Each one I would die for

Please just let it go

All the heads are blown

Let's just take the stage

And remember why we play for

Remember why we play for

AM I GOING CRAZY

Am I going crazy?

Come on, and say in taste

Am I too lost, to face it?

And what will it cost

To escape

Nothing is right

I'm so scared

H E Y D A D D Y

Let me see (let me see)

All my life (taken) taken

This demon (haunts me) haunts me

They are hating me

Help me

You fuck me

I'm gagged and bound

You pick me up

When I am down

I cannot live without them

I do not live without them

Hating me

They are taking me

Away

By ...

Facing me (what soul)

My soul

There ...

Please help me

You fuck me

I'm gagged and bound

You pick me up

When I am down

I cannot live without them

I do not live without them

They say this thing inside me

Wants to get out

All it does is scream and shout

I'm trying not to let them out

They tell me to hurt myself

But I'm not gonna listen

You fuck me

I'm gagged and bound

You pick me up

When I am down

I cannot live without them

I do not live without them

Hey daddy

(waiting)

S O M E B O D Y S O M E O N E

I can't stand to let you win

I'm just watching you

And I don't know what to do

Feeling like a fool inside

Feeling all that you hide

Thought you my friend

Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone

Can somebody help me?

All I need is some pain

Not just for me

Giving you with this and that

Giving gave nothing back

It's all related to

All the things I do

Feeling like a fool inside

Seeing all the things you tried

I am nothing

I need somebody, someone

Can somebody help me?

All I need is some pain

Not just for me

I look, I sign

I need someone

Inside to help me out

With what

Im trying

I'm crying

I'm praying

In a pile of

Shit

I'm dying

I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone

Someone

N O W A Y

Lately things won't go my way

Lately everything is grey

It feels like something

It feels like nothing

So I came too far

To end up this way

Feeling like I'm God

Feeling is no way

So I'm angry for today

Anger's the only thing I've made

It feels like something

No it's nothing

So I came too far

To end up this way

Feeling like I'm God

Feeling is no way

To live this way

Hating, feeling, falling

To the place where people haunt me

I can't help but give up

Falling to the place where people know me

I can't wait

To give them these feelings of hating

Keeping in side me

For all to take

Picking at me

They're ripping at me

Ripping at me

So I came too far

To end up this way

Feeling like I'm God

Feeling is no way

To live this way

L E T ' S G E T T H I S P A R T Y S T A R T E D

When it's crying

Take me on second place

Which you don't often find

I see a family walking

Always thinking of

Being somewhere else in time

So I fall I fall face

In a rut

I can't seem to get out of

Please wake me

Please give me some of it back

The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish

I could be strong like you

It doesn't matter

Each time I wake

I'm somehow feeling the truth

I can't handle

Let's get this party started

I'm sick of begging you

You make me feel inside

Which I did to you

Let's get this party started

You make me feel inside

I want to be the one

To make myself sign

Time is ticking

It makes me feel content

With what I have inside

Constant paranoia

Surrounds me

Everyone I see

Is out to get me

So I fall I fall face

In a rut

I can't seem to get out of

Please wake me

Please give me some of it back

The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish

I could be strong like you

It doesn't matter

Each time I wake

I'm somehow feeling the truth

I can't handle

Let's get this party started

I'm sick of begging you

You make me feel inside

Which I did to you

Let's get this party started

You make me feel inside

I want to be the one

To make myself sign

You make me feel inside

Sometimes I wish

I could be strong like you

It doesn't matter

Each time I wake

I'm somehow feeling the truth

I can't handle

Let's get this party started

I'm sick of begging you

You make me feel inside

Which I did to you

Let's get this party started

You make me feel inside

I want to be the one

To make myself sign

I W I S H Y O U C O U L D B E M E

I am going insane

This shit is all of a pain

I cannot maintain

As the shit gnaws at my brain

I wish you could be me

And then the shit would see

How tired I am

And how shit got the best of me

At least you could look at me

While you are ripping me

You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe

Why should I complain?

At least it helps my pain

I am very cool now

And its... about my vein

I am going insane

This shit is all of a pain

I cannot maintain

As the shit gnaws at my brain

I wish you could be me

And then the shit would see

How tired I am

And how shit got the best of me

At least you could look at me

While you are ripping me

You fuckin pussy

C O U N T I N G

I came back

To face what's growing in my head

Please get away from me

Take advantage of what I feel

Yes you do

One day you'll beg for me

So I'm saying nothing

Each day taking that much more

As I'm scheming all my fate

You will be there counting

You just see me as something

As something you throw around

You were there for me

Beating down to the ground

Yes it always seems

You take more from me

So I'm saying nothing

Each day taking that much more

As I'm scheming all my fate

You will be there counting

It's funny how we've just started

They get the money for the things on you

They give ya money, and the girls and the fame

I only do it for the fun and the games

It's funny how we've just started

They get the money for the things on you

They give ya money, and the girls and the fame

I only do it for the fun

That's my game

So I'm saying nothing

Each day taking that much more

As I'm scheming all my fate

You will be there counting

D I R T Y

Keep knocking

Noones there

Pouring down

Near people

My head

By myself

All alone

Ripping my head off

I hurt so bad inside

At least you can see

The world through my eyes

It stays the same

I just wanna live again

Keep hoping

Nothing to spare

So my life

Isn't quite there

Feel like a whore

A dirty whore

Such a whore

Dirty

My head

By myself

All alone

Ripping my head off

I hurt so bad inside

I wish you could see

The world through in my eyes

It stays the same

I just wanna live again

I'll die again

I'll wilt again

Into you

You dirty little fuck

Dirty little fuck

You dirty little fuck

Dirty little fuck

You dirty little fuck

I will take it

I hurt so bad inside

I wish you could see

The world through my eyes

It stays the same

I just wanna live again