Untitled Document

B L I N D

Are you ready?

This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide

You don't know the chances. What if I should die?

A place inside my brain, another kind of pain

You don't know the chances. I'm so blind

Another place I find to escape the pain inside

You don't know the chances. What if I should die?

A place inside my brain, another kind of pain

You don't know the chances. I'm so blind

Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey to

Live a life that seems to be a lost reality

That can never find a way to reach.

My inner selfesteem is low.

How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?

If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.

This time I look to see what's between the lines

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind...

I'm blind

B A L L T O N G U E

There you are alone

With no hope of ever having something to be proud of

Something earned without begging

Yes, I know you're a person,

A person close to me

Who do you think you are?

What more do you want from me?

Ball Tongue

-You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me

Ball Tongue

-The rag I'm on, we are justified

Ball Tongue

-Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit

Ball Tongue

-What have you done for me?

Why are you at home buried in your own self pity?

Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me?

Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me

Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?

Ball Tongue

-You have come to take from your buddy

Ball Tongue

-You have never been so funky

Ball Tongue

-The higgle got sick of me

Ball Tongue

-Ahh, the dick is fine for the day

Ball Tongue

-Your brother took it from me

Ball Tongue

-Unidetified enemy

Ball Tongue

-Come fucking back to save us and gave up

Ball Tongue

-They've come to deliver me

You were my brother, Where does our friendship end? (repeated)

I'm not going to give in

How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (repeated)

Ball Tongue

-They've driven right by my friends

Ball Tongue

-They've taken the take above me

Ball Tongue

-You're a psycho monkey

Ball Tongue

-They've come to enslave me

Ball Tongue

-They've jacken themselves onto me

Ball Tongue

-Your fuck'n gangster signs

Ball Tongue

-They've come not to save them, but they take

Ball Tongue

-Fuck'n death to fuck'n me

You're a psychopath

Ball Tongue

-Berome died at the technodrome

Ball Tongue

-You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?

Ball Tongue

-It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn monger

Ball Tongue

-Can I die? Can I die?

Ball Tongue

-And then, the man kept kick'n me

Ball Tongue

-Ino the morgue, they go

Ball Tongue

-He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head

Ball Tongue

-No more, he's rid of you. You're a Dyke

N E E D T O

I, I am confused, fighting myself

Wanting to give in, needing your help

Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch

Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine (fucked)

Can you see it in me?

Skin cold from touch

Each day confronted with what I have done

You pull me closer, I push you away

You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you

Why are you taken?

I love you

I feel so helpless

Why is it you?

ripping my insides each time I'm with you

why do I try?

why do I really need to?

Why?

Fuck you, bitch

Need to... fuck... slut

C L O W N

Anger inside builds within my body

Why'd you hit me? What have I done?

You tried to hit me

Try and hit me again, if you like

Throw your hate at me with all your might

Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me

Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me

What's with you boy? Think hard.

A tatooed body to hide who you are

Scared to be honest, be yourself

A cowardly man

I don't run around

trying to be what's not within me

Look into my eyes, I am free

You're just a wanna-be

Chorus

To come out

Hit me clown, because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown

Clown you ain't shit. Turn around and get your face split.

I'm just too fucking little (3x)

I'm just a fucking mental (4x)

D E V I N E

I hide only to defy you

Take away the only love inside you

I see your face through everyone

Inside I've just begun

You think I'm out to scare you

I'm only out to prepare you

For when you stop and turn around

Your body's going down

You're gonna waste your time,

Your life will soon be mine,

You're definitely one of a kind, and

You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine

Tell me why you never liked me

Tell me wht it is you fight me

Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what is rightfully mine

You think they're dumb to defy me

You said you don't want to defy me

You wait, you don't want anyone

Oh well...

Chorus

You know what, Fuck you

I'm fed up with you

I'm not as good as you

Fuck no, I'm better than you

Chorus

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game

You try to see what you got

Me ripping at your brain

F A G E T

Him

Here I am different in this normal world

Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset

Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads

I am ugly. Please just go away

Him

I can see inside you fine

This blessing in disguise

Him

Why do you treat me this way?

Made the hurt stay

I sound like I can never seem to escape

All the laughing, all the pain

If you were me, what would you do?

Nothing, probaly. You'd just throw me away

Chorus

Here I am different in this normal world

Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset

Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads

I am ugly. Please just go away

Chorus

Faget

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it

You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it

It keeps going on day after day, son

you fake, and if we don't want none

I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday

Who gives a fuck?

Right now I got something to say

To all the people that think I'm strange

I should be out of here locked up in a cage

You don't know what the hell is up now anyway

You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved

To a world that never appreciated shit

You can suck my dick and fucking like it

He had my gun but he had to find the money any say

He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway

He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say

He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway

He had my gun but he had to find the money any say

He had my gun but he had to find the money going away

He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say

He had my gun but he had to find the money don't anyway

I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl

I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am I?

I'm just a faget

Faget

I'm a faget

Faget

I'm not a faget

What am I?

Faget

You mother fucking queers

S H O O T S & L A D D E R S

Ring around the rosies

Pocket full of posies

Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head

Into my childhood they're spoonfed

Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real

Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One, two, buckle my shoe

Three, four, shut the door

Five, six, pick up sticks

Seven, eight, lay them straight

London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down

London bridge is falling down, my fair lady

Chorus

Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone

This old man came rolling home

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow

(Baa baa black sheep have you any wool)

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow

(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow

(Baa baa black sheep have you any wool)

Mary had a little lamb

(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)

Ring around the rosies

Pocket full of posies

Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Chorus

Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone

P R E D I C T A B L E

I can, in every way

Mistake the pain I feel inside

It comes to me

Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind

Who are you to say

That I can't speak what's on my mind?

It runs away

It's so predictable

I can, in every way,

feel the stress that tangles up inside

Too blind to see,

emptiness and sorrow of their lives

You run away

To the cover of their pointless ties

You ask me

It's so predictable

I'm gonna try

I'm gonna die

I'm gonna try

Another day

Silence overwhelms my mind

Who is to say

If I have the time, oh why

Should I pray

For all the hate to go away

Another day

I can never break free

You wait for me

I call out to you

Another day

I'll live forever

Should I?

I'm gonna try

I'm gonna die

I'm gonna try

Fuck

I'm gonna try, Should I? (Fuck)

I'm gonna die, Should I?

I'm gonna try, Should I? (Fuck)

I'm gonna try

F A K E

I can't stand the sight of you

I can't stand what you put me through

Your life's a lie, that you hide

Is it that terrible being you inside?

I can't stand, oh the thought of you

I can't stand all the things you do

What do you try to justify?

You were just too scared to be you inside

Let it all go

Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be

I can't stand what you put me through

I can't stand even the thought of you

Your secret lies that you hide

Is it that terrible being you inside?

Let it all go

Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be

You try so hard to be wanted

False emotions tells you fronted

I think being a person relies on one thing,

Be yourself, let you come through

You're too afraid to really be (Be yourself, let you come through)

Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be (Be yourself, let you come through)

Fake

Fake, you'll regret it, you'll regret it

Let it all go

L I E S

I would like to search inside

For all of the things that you will hide

What's the problem?

Can't you seem to

Search through these problems that haunt and taunt you

I smile, while you're afraid

Your run, while you're so in pain

Do you ever see from outside your fears

Thinking about your life

Thinking about your inner fears

I would like to search inside

For all of the things that you will hide

What's the problem?

Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you

Do you ever see from outside your fears

Thinking about your life

Thinking about your inner fears

I want you to see the life you have disguised

The world of things that hurt you

Kept all these useless lies

I want you to fear, fill you on up inside

Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time

I tried, you win

My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain

Do you ever see from outside your fears

Thinking about your life

Thinking about your inner fears

H E L M E T I N T H E B U S H

I keep asking, what's your lie?

It is disturbing

This isn't mine (Why)

Days keep passing

A lot of time (Me)

I don't feel right

Please God let me sleep tonight

Everyday confronted circumvents giving in

I just wanna know why

Don't give it up

Don't hit my stick

I keep asking

Well, again, please try

It is haunting

This takes my mind (Why)

Days keep passing

Line after line (Me)

I don't feel right

Please God let me sleep tonight,

die tonight, die tonight, die tonight

Everyday confronted circumvents giving in

I just wanna know why

Don't give it up

Don't hit my stick

Please God

Please God help me

Please God free me

Please God save me

From my painful situation

Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God

Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God

Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die

Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die

D A D D Y

Mother please forgive me

I just had to get out all my pain and suffering

Now that I am done, remember I will always love you

I'm your son

Little child, looking so pretty

Come out and play, I'll be your daddy

Innocent child, looking so sweet

Rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

You've raped

I feel dirty

It hurt

As a child

Tied down

That's a good boy

And fucked

Your own child

I scream

No one hears me

It hurt

I'm not a liar

My God

Saw you watching

Mommy why?

Your own child

It's alright

I didn't touch you there

Mama said she didn't care

I didn't touch you there

That's why mama stopped and stared

I fucking hate you Mother fucker

Mother Fucker, I fucking hate you, Fuck You

You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life

I wanted to die

I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh

Why'd you fuck'n do it to me?

I Hate You

I Fuck'n Hate You

I Hate You

Why?

I Hate You