DD - Chris Leonard - Acerbus Domum

Acerbus Domum

All we do is wait,
for that one reason.
The one thing that keeps us pushing on.
Standing up to the torment,
the ritual abuse,
the constant put downs.
Just to leave this house of despair,
Free.
Low self esteem engulfing.
Engulfing me.
Maybe one day,
One fucking day, thats all it needs
But it wont come,
It's always one day away,
then it's
one week,
one month,
one year.
And it will never happen.
The suffering.
The abuse.
The bruising.
The bleeding.
It all continues,

I wish i was dead.