"It's mine!" I told my sister.
"It's mine! It's mine! It's mine!
I will not share it with another
I will not share it with a swine!"
"You wouldn't love and cherish it.
You wouldn't care like me.
You couldn't know the value
I've put on it--only me!"
I yanked it from her hands
and returned it to the shelf.
A battle won--but lost
when I look into myself.
My sister sobs in silence.
I feel so bad inside.
She never meant to harm it,
just to hold it for a while.
Maybe she thought if only
she could just touch or smell
the things I love and cherish
that she'd be loved as well.
I thought, It's just a thing!
A memory will be gone
but the memory of my sister
will live on, and on, and on.
I took it off the shelf.
"You may have it" I resigned..
She blinked and winked and smiled,
"I no longer want it" she replied.
5/7/94 (dedicated to Doris)