Now a little about me....
Hello, my name is GRACE and I was born 2/14/67....yes Valentines Day...I think that is why I am so sweet and have such a heart of gold....lol..Well, I have a son who was born on august 22, 1992....I adopted this little boy some time ago..I had him since he was three yrs old..My sister was having alot of problems and I was giving him by DCYF.....I wasn't even prepared to be a mother, but the little guy would of been put in foster homes and all...he wasn't the best kid to handle...so, I decided to adopted him so they wouldn't take him back from me...I luv the little guy...I always wondered why god gave me this child..I know god does everything for a reason...my sister was supposed to get him back after six months, but she never got clean...so they said, u adopt him or we have to find someone else who will..so I did adopt him...I regretted it at times....because I was just not ready to be a mother at 29...I held alot of resentment against my sister for this, because I would think people would get clean from drugs for there kids...but, I guess that doesn't happen to often. I didn't think it was fair that she could go out and have fun and I had to stay home with her son... DRUGS are a bad thing and hard to get away from...well, on 7/13/99 I lost my sister....I guess she never got clean....she always promised she would get clean so she could have him back...and she tried and tried but, i guess she never got it right......I told her I was sorry for all the resentments I had on her...I am hurting right now thinking she wanted him back so bad and try so hard to get clean....but, guess what...the drugs over powered her.....now because of drugs her son will live without her for the rest of his life....I just want to say to all of u live life to the fullest...and if u do drugs try to get some help....because u never know when your day will come...she went to sleep and never woke up...I am sure she thought she was going to...I am not trying to tell anyone what to do...I am just telling u the experience I had in life with a family full of drugs...I thank god today for my new son...and I luv him with my life...and I will raise him the best that I can....like I said, I had this child since 4/6/96 and I plan to have him till the day I die.....I hope someday to have kids of my own.....I just haven't found my Mr. right yet....and I now my DIEGO is my LIFE....he will always be there for me ....and if that is all I will get, well that is fine too...SOMEDAY I hope to find someone to luv him and i.......thanks for reading this ...I luv u all and GOD BLESS U ALL....AND REMEMBER DRUGS KILLL IN TIME....TAKE IT FROM SOMEONE WHO KNOWS...I am a family of 7 and I am so thankful, I never got into the drugs, because where would this little boy be....god only knows...well, I hope no one is offended by this, if so , I am so sorry, but this is how I feel....thanks for coming bye.....and for listening to me... IN MEMORY OF MY SISTER MARY JONES BORN ((({MAY 1, 1966 DIED JULY 13 1999......I WILL MISS U GIRL...:( }]]] I just want to thank my friend Jim D for all he has done to add this to my web page for me....JIM u are the best friend anyone could ever have...xoxo |
