This time, it was different
Yes, I was attracted, but this time
It seemed sweeter, more innocent
It felt as though one day we would share love,
But last night we simply shared
The comfort of eachother.
I watched you...the way a young girl
Watches her first crush.
I felt a little shy, almost clumsy,
When you'd lean against me...
I'd put my arms around your shoulders
Innocently,
Yet my mind imagined more...
My body - wanted more...
My innocent attraction grew to that
Of sexual need...
So many people there - yet I'd dream of you
And me...ALONE, doing things I can only dare to imagine.
You and I spending a warm night at the beach -
In each others arms, making love on the sand,
The waves gently kissing our bodies
As we explore one another...
Again, and again.
My fantasy comes to an end,
And I find myself in your car, on the way home,
Soon to part from your unreadable gaze.
I long to run my fingers through your hair
And love you in my dreams just one more time.
As I walk away, I wish I could hear your thoughts,
Hoping they are like mine -
Hoping one day you might want me as I want you...
Now, as I sit here in my room,
Alone with my thoughts of you,
I drift into sleep...
Once again I enter the land of dreams,
And find you there,
Waiting for me...
-D2EWB-