I am not angry or fighting
not even with myself
for wasting time thinking
thoughts unsolicited
utterly useless and
there is no way to
deny all my misconceptions,
it would just
make me less of a being
with yet more hope to try
to fail against my wishes,
a controversy in itself,
but I think I am settled and
satisfied, still fairly unfocused,
but this time I think I'll float.