I'm aware that over time many things that are 'unchristian' have become sociably acceptible among my age range (19-25)... And I'm not sitting here being high and mighty... Because I don't claim to be an outstand Christian... But I know that just b/c it's sociably acceptible, by no means makes it rite... But then again... I don't think like normal people do... I don't worry half as much a/b life as most people do... I don't sweat small stuff... honestly, I don't even sweat major stuff... I only sweat over the things that I have the power to affect... The rest I leave up to fate... And the Lord controlls my fate... That I know... So it makes me an 'unusual', 'strange' or whatever person... And I try to keep that in mind... So I can't expect people to accept my advice at face value, and jump up and go running to do exactly what I suggested they do... In fact... I'd be a bit upset and feel like I failed in giving advice if someone did do that... Because I don't give advice to try to solve other people's roblems.. I only try to help them look at things form a different perspective... That's all I can do, and that's all I will do. What other people do is their choice... I only make my own decisions, and half the time I'm not even sure I'm making the rite choice... So who am I to try to make anyone elses..?

I know that I'm not the best advice giver on earth... And I really wish I could put something down in writing that would make some kind of law that people could look on and say "well.. I can't do that... that's against the law' that would maybe make their decision a lot easier for 'em... But I can't... The only person who can set laws for someone's life is that person... Cop's can't even do that much... Nor can the Army, Air Force, Navy, Marines, or Government... Not even God can MAKE you live by His will... He can give you advice... But nothing more... He only passes judgement on your life after everything's said and done...

Humans don't know how to live their own life... We need someone to make major decisions for us... That's why we've created laws.. And that's why so many people crawl to the Lord during times of tough decisions, but when it's something simple He's far from thought, far from mind, and far from heart... But He forgives us, because He knows how weak we are... He knows how pleasureable we are... He known how vain we are... He's been our position, and suffered what we do... So He can relate... And He sympathises with thoes who will let Him... God does not pour out Holey Truth to a dirty heart... And who amung us has a clean and pure heart worthy of His Truth? No one does... But if God wants you to do something, He will grant you a way to do it... Your only task is to look hard enough, and long enough to find the way he's laid out for you...

Once again... I'm going to reiterate how I'm only giving my thoughts and oppions... The thoughts of a born, bred, current, destined to always be, sinner... I was born into sin, and I will die in it as well... I'm never going to be pure and holey... There's only ever been one person who has been pure and holey... And He told us that we should aspire to be like him... But many people have confused aspiration to be simular to, with desire to be exactly like... I can't be Him, and I know I never wil... So I gave up on trying to be a LONG time ago... Now I live my life from day to day trying to be like him...

He doesn't want us to desire to be Him... He only wants us to wish we were... 1