August 17th My quote of the day! ( Idea stolen from Tigerlily's page) "things are more beautiful when they're obscure..." ~~Veda Hille "strange, sad" My thoughts..... Hi kids! I hope everyone had a good weekend. And for those of us that are working during the week, just think...only 4 more days till friday...and then the weekend will start all over again :) Well...I spent a lot of time on the web today just looking at other people's pages, and I found so many wonderful sites! It was very nice knowing there are a lot of people out there like me. So many beautiful souls surviving life through their writing and poetry. I mean, I've always used my writing as a sort of release of emotions. Cuz whenever something is going on in my life, I'm always writing about it. Cuz sometimes, you don't necessarily want feedback, you just want to vent. And paper lets you do that...people aren't always so willing to listen without criticism. Sometimes you want the advice, but a lot of times you don't, and that's where the paper comes in. Lately i've felt pretty lost in my emotions, so i've been writing a lot...i guess certain things in life are getting to me. And I'm going nuts cuz i have no control over the situation. I mean, i'm not a control freak or anything...i don't need to be center stage all the time (in fact, most of the time i like to blend in)...but when something is bothering you so much, that you can't seem to forget it about for any significant amount of time...and you can't take any sort of control to get yourself out of it, it's fucking annoying. So right now, i hate the fact that i'm not in control. Cuz he shouldn't be in control...he doesn't deserve it. Okay...yes, it's a boy problem...big shocker right? It's the kinda thing that if only i could stop loving him, everything would be peachy...but of course...it's never that simple. Nothing's ever simple. Okay...i'm gonna try and end this on a good note. I've been working on my page today, and i got my music link and music quote pages up and running. I still have more to add to each of them, but atleast you can see what they are now. So go check them out, okay? Lotsa cool quotes and links to come...so keep checking back. I just thought of something...i wonder if anyone is reading any of this stuff that i'm putting on here everyday? I mean...i like adding it cuz it gives me an excuse to write. Plus it's kinda nice knowing that there may be people out there in the world interested in what i'm thinking...but i guess i should put a counter on here so i can see how many people are stopping by...hmm. Maybe I'll go do that now. Talk to you all tomorrow! see journal for 8/16 go home