August 15th


My quote of the day!

( Idea stolen from Tigerlily's page)

"There's things I remember and things I forget. I miss you. I guess that I should. Three thousand five hundred miles away. But what would you change if you could?" ~~ Counting Crows "Raining in Baltimore"


My thoughts.....

Okay...well today i slept extremely late cuz i was up extremely late on this thing. And what am i doing today? I'm on this thing again. It's kinda sad, but i think it's cuz i miss everyone from school. I'm gonna see them all on the 30th anyway, but I can't wait. I've spent this whole summer since the first session was over working. And i can't wait to get back to school where i can have a little fun. Or a lot of fun! :) But y'know what it's like when the people that you see everyday -- the ones who live next door or across the hall --when they become your family? And then you come home to your real family and it doesn't quite live up? I know that's awful to say, but my friends at school know me so well, and the have always liked me for me. When i get home, sometimes it feels like they're trying to change me. I know i'm probably just imagining it, but it's so nice to be at school and not have to hide anything about me. I miss the freedom.


Okay...enough about that blah stuff! :)


I actually wrote a poem last nite...i just put it on my writing page...it's called Needing People. Kinda fits the little rant i just spewed out up there, doesn't it? So go look at it, okay? Email me...tell me what you think! Actually, Addiction is very new also...put that up the other day. Lemme know what you think about them, okay?


Do you ever get obsessed about a certain band that you've always liked, but all of a sudden you just seem so connected to their music?! Well...for the last 3 days I've been playing Counting Crows constantly. I just can't get enough of them! It's like their lyrics just explain my life right now...it's so weird. I mean...i've always been one to obsess over music. I mean i called myself JoyfulGirl...obviously obsessed with a certain Righteous Babe --- Ani's amazing isn't she?! But the Crows have just gotten to me lately...my brother bought their live double cd and i've been switching back and forth between them in the cd player. I guess it's the lyrics that are getting me most, but in these live cds, Adam Duritz sings so passionately...he's really being sincere...the songs are really him, y'know? He amazes me....


Okay...i'm done...seeya tomorrow! Hopefully....

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