letters scatter on the ground, mingling with the leaves and dessicated branches, discarded by their trees and books for the sake of simplicity, so significant to anonymous soldiers, convalescing from decorations. poodle-draped girl jumps, barking black curls, catches the flying discus, discussing with me wings, other superflous apparatus of gliding through. the sun remains outlined behind an eye-shaped cloud, its middle peeking at me in an ill-concealed secret, yet i hide even better, buttoning up my fur, defying the cool in overheated houses from which i cannot leave. before going, i trip over a stick. it is in my hand. i throw it far. it hits the air and refuses to fly. i must accept its meaningless gesture. 10.25.98