Myself

I show myself to no one but that one
who knows me.

Myself--
is vastly complex
I stand alone--
transfixed.

Fixation--
like a whirlwind
mixing and confusing emotions--
get lost within.

I stop to wonder
so confusingly simple--
yet so far away.

The wall--
red as raging fire
black as blackest night
yellow as brightest sun--
cloud my soul.

It stands-
before the wall
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