| To Love Again |
| I want to love again, Correction, I want to learn to love again. But I'm too scared. Afraid, Frightened to open my heart again. Easily vulnerable, A target, For cold emotion. Cautious for getting hurt, Scared, Of the footprints and wounds of my past. Shielding myself away into my own world, So I, So I can't hurt anymore. Is it just me? No, It's just the luck I have. I try really, I can't, I just can't win I guess. Was I meant to love? Maybe, Maybe someday. I'm a pretty quick learner, just stubborn at times. Really, My friends and I are trying really hard. I'm not the only one, I think, Though it sure seems like it at times. Maybe this is the source of my depression. Possibly, Maybe I'm not ready to love again, or just in general. But it is my own fault too. It is, For letting my past eat me in the present. Hmmm, I dunno what to do. Really, I guess just taking my time works, I guess. It's a work in progress. I suppose, Maybe someday I'll learn to love again...someday. |