I know that I'm all of that. I can't believe what I did, but you have to believe me when I tell you that I don't want JD to know that I know about it just as much as you don't want her to know. I just felt so bad about making her cry in the first place, and when Brian asked me, I had to vent my distress. You might not understand that, and I know it was still stupid of me, but I told Brian so I wouldn't be so upset about it. I hope you didn't really mean it when you said that I only told Brian about the whole thing to show off. How could you think that I would show off about making JD cry, whether or not it's because she likes me so much. That's wrong, and I'm actually kind of offended that you think so poorly of me, but I suppose I deserve as much. I could never begin to tell you how sorry I am, and I'll keep saying it. I love you both so much, you guys are so great, I'd never want to hurt either of you. Heck, I'm scared that I'm going to lose you two because I don't deserve either of you at all. I'm sorry that I couldn't keep something that important to myself. Although that IS the first time that I've let something like this slip, it was probably the worst thing for me to go tell someone about, and I'm really sorry that I did. I don't expect you to forgive me very easily, but at least accept my apology for now...