My Hand

I have played
And I have lost
The cards been layed
Didn't know the true cost

I gambled away
With empty hand
Now all thats left
This barren land

I've found the answers
Know the truth
Ignorance is bliss
Innocent youth

I won the knowledge
Lost the joy
My life is Hell
Not man nor boy

I know forever
Oblivion
I know true loss
I don't know fun

Childhood
Happy days
I have gambled
Them all away