Morbidity vs Light

What is it,
Do you believe,
What is it with
Morbidity?
Any time I write a tune,
Or any other thing,
All that I can think of
Is darkness, evil and sin.
Death; my favourite topic,
Death; my best of friends,
Hand in hand with Misery,
That's how my life is spent.
Love; no hope of knowing,
Love; no where to go,
Why do you detest me?
Why avoid me so?
Walking through a tunnel,
See a speck of light,
Far off, in the distance,
I won't give up the fight.
Love, I'm going to find you,
Love, I'll make you mine,
Just to have you near me,
Makes it all worth while.
The morbid all around me,
My strong emotion-shield,
Dissipates a little,
Slowly begins to yield,
Into the light I burst, now,
All things I enjoy,
Happiness, and laughter,
Life and love and joy.