Salaam Aleikum
I would love to share my story as I pray that this will help someone
along the path to the truth, it is a very simple story of course, and praises
got Allah, and yes may Allah protect me from any misfortune. The reason
it took me 8 years and perhaps all of my life, is because of culture values
in my family for one, as as child I had befriended a class mate and my
mother had reacted so, that she scared me, you must understand, this I
was raised as a Jehovah's Witness, so all others were no worthy of association,
was our believe.
Well her reaction kept me away many years after that. Now 8 years
ago, approximately, I had met a Muslim brother, and since I didn't know
anything about Islam at the time, I only had his example to go by, and
it was a poor example to say the least, in fact quite appaling. He was
involved with everything under the sun, and I never saw him read the Quran,
the haddiths, in fact I never heard him recall anything about Islam, other
than the fact that he changed his name. I of course, had the opportunity
to associate with his friends, and it was from them that I had an introduction
to Allah's word. But not meaning to be judgmental, I did not see where
they were following Allah's word as they were participating in things that
were of Islam in my non-Islamic opinion at the time. And it seems the women
were not treated fairly and the respect that I personally would require,
could not have been met by those people. I will not state which sector
of Islam they followed so as not to offend anyone. Well since then I had
always prayed to God, and during that time my mother who has been a strong
influence in my life, had become a Baptist, not a Jehovah's Witness anymore,
and tried to convince me to join her. I tried but I just could not feel
comfortable in the christian churches and I also informed her that as a
matter of fact I don't even believe in the doctrines of Christianity and
never had as an adult, so I never joined a church, I may have visited once
here and there but never to return to that church, it totally turned me
off. So I continued to pray and continued to be protected by Allah as I
searched for the truth, but I knew the path to the truth was not continuing
to attend churches so I studied on my own and used my own logic as best
I could.
During this time I had married a Christian and divorced him, we had
3 children, one who is 18 this year and on her way to college, another
is living with his father he is 16 and my youngest is 12, he is with me.
I have raised my children to always pray to God and respect others and
they have done just so, I am very proud of them. God had blessed me many
times over with them, I raised them as a single parent and have no regrets
about remaining single.
As I realized there will soon be only my 12 yr old son and I, I prayed
even more for continued protection. But soon my prayers lead to requesting
God to lead me to the truth as I would like to continue to raise my son
in Gods path. In 1998 my prayers lead me to Islam, I remembered some things
I had learned years ago and I knew those things were good things, it was
just the people at that time who had not followed Gods word, so I began
reading and learning and had many questions, there is a brother where
I work and he answered those questions, very soon after he put me in contact
with a wonderful sister, who answered my questions for me, we followed
the Quran and she showed me prove, from there I knew Islam was the truth.
I soon met another sister that I was put in contact with and she has
proven to be a true sister and answered my questions and invited me to
Dar al Hijrah. I met her there and we are still in contact. :) My sisters
here mean so much to me, soon after this I took my Shahada at the masjid
and have been extremely happy, I of course still only personally know 3
sisters now, one is the wife of the brother I work with at my company,
the others are the 2 Fatima's that mean so much to me Masha Allah :)
Well thats my humble story and I am happy. |