Hello Mighty Tulkas,

I am writing to you about something that happened to me last night that changed my life.

I was getting into bed and as my head hit the pillow I heard something snicker in the corner of my room. I sat up and saw nothing
there, thinking nothing of it I tried to get back to sleep. Then I heard it again, looking in that direction I could see the eyes of
something from a nightmare. I whispered 'who what?' unable to keep breathing as my fear set in. I listened and something hissed in my
head, saying 'Yes, yes, be afraid, fear us, because we are coming, we will use you for our bidding yeeeessss'. Breaking into a sweat
I summoned the courage to shout 'WHOSE THERE!?' accusingly. A hissing and snickering came from all around me. I jumped out of bed
panicking. and then I saw it. It wasn't that big, but had yellow eyes with fiery pupils. Its skin was scaly and black which shone 
silver as the light from the moon caught its back. I couldn't move frozen to the spot, my eyes wide in fear and fascination. It eyes 
fixed on me and it shuffled closer to me. I could see others behind it moving in the darkness their eyes like beacons in the night. 
The demon reached out a claw with 4 hideous fingers towards my head. I could smell my fear and the demon seem to grow larger feeding on
my terror. The demons sickly grin changed to a questioning look as I saw a white flash, I let out a terrified scream and clenched
expecting to feel pain, but there was none. There was nothing just a bright white light no sound no feelings.

Then something came to me I don't know what it was, possibly some angel or even a god. All I know is that it was good, I felt its
love and it calmed me. It spoke in a joyful song with choir of a thousand children behind it. It told me that I had been chosen by 
the demons to act as a tool of great evil. I was as good as dead if I succumbed and acted as their evil puppet. I had one choice to 
keep my own sanity and humanity, to walk the path of goodness, to become a warrior against evil, with the blessing Faerwon no evil 
could use me. However I had to change I could no longer act selfishly, no longer just think of myself. I had to allow the goodness 
to grow from within, so to spill out in acts of goodness on others. Only then could I go forth and protect innocents and show that 
Holy Aveallis wasn't about to let the world be taken by darkness.


I tell you of all this as I believe I can perform my task best by becoming one of the mightiest warrior of all, by becoming Valar.

Please accept me into your brotherhood and may BatMUD become safer from the evil plaque that takes hold of it.


many thanks,

Spid.