The struggle to learn from yourself, to codify yourself, to develop your theory is a long one. So what.
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Have standard questions/responses to tease out your immediate, 'would you like that?' responses. Why do you say that? Do you mean X (rather than and your point is?)? Be for, against, mean, but empathise 'I see what you are saying'. Do I talk in platitudes as those are the only things that make sense in Eamonns[My brother] dialogues.
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Or maybe they are only like our mothers because they share (un)knowing glances, and never really come out to play.[Thats a bit sexist, a reaction to what you do not do [well]]. The answer is to watch how the no sayers say, priests, women. And not be turned so easily by the sayers like Eamonn[My brother].
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My belief is that Eamonns[My brother] way is not the way inspite of so many pointers to the contrary, and do I not become a mini Eamonn[My brother] at times.
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I am not fishing for compliments I am fishing for dialog.
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My concerns, thoughts etc have all been concerned and thought a million times - I am just like the next man. The problem with this statement is while true, it resolves nothing, except maybe I should be able to talk in a 'real' way with the next man as long as it does not cause a huge suicide pact!
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This is not working out write to destroy/archive and only note what is most excellent.
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Replacing dialog with others with dialog with myself. It is antisocial but is it a cause or effect, or like most things, it just is...
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This was:
BAD...BEIGE...GOOD
[Too few hits to measure even by a meglomaniac like myself]