I see no god up above
why bother
he'd just be crying
Look at my children
killing for land
raising for success
covered in synthetic fibers
playing game machines
raping their pets
Pray, child, that your heart never breaks
listen to me, children, do not lie
keep your faces bright
always smile
never look in to the sun
never look beyond the clouds
for it will consume you
Keep your minds closed, christians
never let your heart reach out
keep your feelings chained
never hold your arms up
god would destroy you
but your demented beleifs
have silenced him
I wish there were no oceans
no mountains to cover the clouds
no highways to pollute
no televisions to uneducate
none of mankind's "war"
my only comfort is that
in the end
we are all in the same furnace
love and hate burned away
seen only from beyond the clouds
---)And God Threw Me Down...(---
The past repeats
like an undead soldier
rotten Nazi come to life
Nothing matters
in a world of dreams
nothing is worth feeling
when your love leaves you behind
So sorry your love is in vain
so sorry your tears go unnoticed
love flown past the clouds
left me behind
let go of me
let
go...
---)Internal Love/External Hate(---
Army marching over gravestones
desolate crow sits atop the lamp post
black and white dreams inside a tube
kaleidoscope pentagrams
discolored feces, malnutrition
cut off the baby's fingers
trade for needles
Feeling like everything is worth losing
destroying
like the loud pounding of music
screams and distortions bleeding into my ears
everything is worth destroying now
as long as the song never ends
Turn up your blood pressure, dad
have another drink, brother
all in good fun, right right?
dilute yourself
become
transparent (like me)
Pathetic little brother
surviving from trip to trip
from pill to pill
watch as his future becomes a dream
observe, his mother's despair
observe, his girlfriend disappears
is it worth it, child?
to see in hallucinations
to numb your body
to fly above the clouds
to lose it all
Mind expansion was never this easy
wretched stolen drink
fuck reading
fuck meditation
fuck education
you can be much smarter on drugs
perverted mind orgasms are worth
losing it all
losing
it
all
...
