Love

False friends,
I don't want your pity
I don't want your scorn.

Don't insult me with greetings
I can see your eyes dart,
Wondering if anyone you knew
Saw you by me.

Don't call me friend
And don't give me your empty sympathy,
I can see you scrubbing your hands clean
Behind my back after you shake my hand.

Don't ask me how I'm handling this,
And I won't ask you
What you said
When they asked you about me.

I don't want your guilt
I don't want the shame.
If you feel guilty
Be ashamed without me.

Mother,
I don't want your tears,
Father,
I don't want your lectures.

If you can't hold me now,
As you did time after time
When I were sick,
I don't want your love,
Mother.

If you can't stand proud by my side,
As you did after all my shots,
Hits and tackles,
I don't want your name,
Father.

Mother,
Father,
I don't want your fairy tales,
I don't want your love stories.

I don't want the glares of hate,
And I don't want the looks of disgust
That you never told me I'd get,
When I when found my love.

I don't want your pity
I don't want your scorn,
All I want is to be in
My dying lover's frail arms,
He and I,
Gay and merry forever.

LIFE

I smiled outside but cried inside,

I laughed out loud but I'm actually crying my heart out,

What else is there for you to do,

When everybody is hating you,

No matter what you do and done,

People hated to say you're number ONE,

Sometimes you wonder why people envy you,

But somehow you seemed to make it through,

Bestfriends are your only enemy,

When you don't have that much money,

There is no one you can trust,

But communication is a must,

In this world, you have to learn to live a lone,

Until you found your own new clone........