HURT HAWKS
By Robinson Jeffers
The broken pillar of the wing jags from
the clotted shoulder,
The wing trails like a banner in defeat
No more to use the sky forever, but live
with famine
And pain for a few days ; cat nor cyote
Will shorten the week of waiting for death,
there is game without talons.
He stands under the oak bush and waits
The lame feet of salvation ; at night he
remembers freedom
And flies in a dream, the dawns ruin it
He is strong and pain is worse to the strong,
incapacity is worse.
The curs of day come to torment him
At a distance, no one but death the redeemer
will humble that head,
The intrepidiness, the terrible eyes.
The wild God of the world is sometimes merciful
to those
That ask for mercy, not often to the arrogant.
You do not know him, you communal people,
or you have forgotten him ;
Intemperate and savage, the hawk remembers
him :
Beautiful and wild, the hawks, and men who
are dying, remember him.
II
I'd sooner, except the penalties, kill a
man than a hawk ; but the great redtail
Had nothing left but unable misery
From the bone too shattered for mending,
the wing that trailed under his talons when he moved.
We had fed him for weeks, I gave him freedom,
He wandered over the foreland hill, and
returned in the evening asking for death.
Not like a beggar, still eyed with the old
Implacable arrogance. I gave him the lead
gift in the twilight. What fell was relaxed,
Owl-downey, soft feminine feathers : but
what
Soared: the fierce rush ; the night herrons
by the flooded river cried fear at it's rising
Before it was quite unsheathed from reality.
