Bartleby, the Scrivener.
A Story of Wall-street.
BY
Herman Melville.
I
AM a rather elderly man. The nature of my avocations for the last thirty years
has brought me into more than ordinary contact with what would seem an
interesting and somewhat singular set of men, of whom as yet nothing that I
know of has ever been written:--I mean the law-copyists or scriveners. I have
known very many of them, professionally and privately, and if I pleased, could
relate divers histories, at which good-natured gentlemen might smile, and
sentimental souls might weep. But I waive the biographies of all other
scriveners for a few passages in the life of Bartleby, who was a scrivener the
strangest I ever saw or heard of. While of other law-copyists I might write the
complete life, of Bartleby nothing of that sort can be done. I believe that no
materials exist for a full and satisfactory biography of this man. It is an
irreparable loss to literature. Bartleby was one of those beings of whom
nothing is ascertainable, except from the original sources, and in his case
those are very small. What my own astonished eyes saw of Bartleby, that is all
I know of him, except, indeed, one vague report which will appear in the
sequel.
Ere introducing the
scrivener, as he first appeared to me, it is fit I make some mention of myself,
my employées, my business, my chambers, and general surroundings; because some
such description is indispensable to an adequate understanding of the chief character
about to be presented.
Imprimis: I am a man who,
from his youth upwards, has been filled with a profound conviction that the
easiest way of life is the best. Hence, though I belong to a profession
proverbially energetic and nervous, even to turbulence, at times, yet nothing
of that sort have I ever suffered to invade my peace. I am one of those
unambitious lawyers who never addresses a jury, or in any way draws down public
applause; but in the cool tranquillity of a snug retreat, do a snug business among
rich men's bonds and mortgages and title-deeds. All who know me consider me an
eminently safe man. The late John Jacob Astor, a personage little given to
poetic enthusiasm, had no hesitation in pronouncing my first grand point to be
prudence; my next, method. I do not speak it in vanity, but simply record the
fact, that I was not unemployed in my profession by the late John Jacob Astor;
a name which, I admit, I love to repeat, for it hath a rounded and orbicular
sound to it, and rings like unto bullion. I will freely add, that I was not
insensible to the late John Jacob Astor's good opinion.
Some time prior to the
period at which this little history begins, my avocations had been largely
increased. The good old office, now extinct in the State of New-York, of a
Master in Chancery, had been conferred upon me. It was not a very arduous
office, but very pleasantly remunerative. I seldom lose my temper; much more
seldom indulge in dangerous indignation at wrongs and outrages; but I must be
permitted to be rash here and declare, that I consider the sudden and violent
abrogation of the office of Master of Chancery, by the new Constitution, as a
---- premature act; inasmuch as I had counteed upon a life-lease of the profits,
whereas I only received those of a few short years. But this is by the way.
My chambers were up stairs
at No. -- Wall-street. At one end they looked upon the white wall of the
interior of a spacious sky-light shaft, penetrating the building from top to
bottom. This view might have been considered rather tame than otherwise,
deficient in what landscape painters call "life." But if so, the view
from the other end of my chambers offered, at least, a contrast, if nothing
more. In that direction my windows commanded an unobstructed view of a lofty
brick wall, black by age and everlasting shade; which wall required no
spy-glass to bring out its lurking beauties, but for the benefit of all
near-sighted spectators, was pushed up to within ten feet of my window panes.
Owing to the great height of the surrounding buildings, and my chambers being
on the second floor, the interval between this wall and mine not a little
resembled a huge square cistern.
At the period just preceding
the advent of Bartleby, I had two persons as copyists in my employment, and a
promising lad as an office-boy. First, Turkey; second, Nippers; third, Ginger
Nut. These may seem names, the like of which are not usually found in the
Directory. In truth they were nicknames, mutually conferred upon each other by
my three clerks, and were deemed expressive of their respective persons or
characters. Turkey was a short, pursy Englishman of about my own age, that is,
somewhere not far from sixty. In the morning, one might say, his face was of a
fine florid hue, but after twelve o'clock, meridian--his dinner hour--it blazed
like a grate full of Christmas coals; and continued blazing--but, as it were,
with a gradual wane--till 6 o'clock, P. M. or thereabouts, after which I saw no
more of the proprietor of the face, which gaining its meridian with the sun,
seemed to set with it, to rise, culminate, and decline the following day, with
the like regularity and undiminished glory. There are many singular
coincidences I have known in the course of my life, not the least among which
was the fact, that exactly when Turkey displayed his fullest beams from his red
and radiant countenance, just then, too, at that critical moment, began the
daily period when I considered his business capacities as seriously disturbed
for the remainder of the twenty-four hours. Not that he was absolutely idle, or
averse to business then; far from it. The difficulty was, he was apt to be
altogether too energetic. There was a strange, inflamed, flurried, flighty
recklessness of activity about him. He would be incautious in dipping his pen
into his inkstand. All his blots upon my documents, were dropped there after
twelve o'clock, meridian. Indeed, not only would he be reckless and sadly given
to making blots in the afternoon, but some days he went further, and was rather
noisy. At such times, too, his face flamed with augmented blazonry, as if
cannel coal had been heaped on anthracite. He made an unpleasant racket with
his chair; spilled his sand-box; in mending his pens, impatiently split them
all to pieces, and threw them on the floor in a sudden passion; stood up and
leaned over his table, boxing his papers about in a most indecorous manner,
very sad to behold in an elderly man like him. Nevertheless, as he was in many
ways a most valuable person to me, and all the time before twelve o'clock,
meridian, was the quickest, steadiest creature too, accomplishing a great deal
of work in a style not easy to be matched--for these reasons, I was willing to
overlook his eccentricities, though indeed, occasionally, I remonstrated with him.
I did this very gently, however, because, though the civilest, nay, the
blandest and most reverential of men in the morning, yet in the afternoon he
was disposed, upon provocation, to be slightly rash with his tongue, in fact,
insolent. Now, valuing his morning services as I did, and resolved not to lose
them; yet, at the same time made uncomfortable by his inflamed ways after
twelve o'clock; and being a man of peace, unwilling by my admonitions to call
forth unseemly retorts from him; I took upon me, one Saturday noon (he was
always worse on Saturdays), to hint to him, very kindly, that perhaps now that
he was growing old, it might be well to abridge his labors; in short, he need
not come to my chambers after twelve o'clock, but, dinner over, had best go home
to his lodgings and rest himself till tea-time. But no; he insisted upon his
afternoon devotions. His countenance became intolerably fervid, as he
oratorically assured me--gesticulating with a long ruler at the other end of
the room--that if his services in the morning were useful, how indispensible,
then, in the afternoon?
"With submission,
sir," said Turkey on this occasion, "I consider myself your
right-hand man. In the morning I but marshal and deploy my columns; but in the
afternoon I put myself at their head, and gallantly charge the foe,
thus!"--and he made a violent thrust with the ruler.
"But the blots,
Turkey," intimated I.
"True,--but, with
submission, sir, behold these hairs! I am getting old. Surely, sir, a blot or
two of a warm afternoon is not to be severely urged against gray hairs. Old
age--even if it blot the page--is honorable. With submission, sir, we both are
getting old."
This appeal to my
fellow-feeling was hardly to be resisted. At all events, I saw that go he would
not. So I made up my mind to let him stay, resolving, nevertheless, to see to
it, that during the afternoon he had to do with my less important papers.
Nippers, the second on my
list, was a whiskered, sallow, and, upon the whole, rather piratical-looking
young man of about five and twenty. I always deemed him the victim of two evil
powers--ambition and indigestion. The ambition was evinced by a certain
impatience of the duties of a mere copyist, an unwarrantable usurpation of
strictly professional affairs, such as the original drawing up of legal
documents. The indigestion seemed betokened in an occasional nervous testiness
and grinning irritability, causing the teeth to audibly grind together over
mistakes committed in copying; unnecessary maledictions, hissed, rather than
spoken, in the heat of business; and especially by a continual discontent with
the height of the table where he worked. Though of a very ingenious mechanical
turn, Nippers could never get this table to suit him. He put chips under it,
blocks of various sorts, bits of pasteboard, and at last went so far as to
attempt an exquisite adjustment by final pieces of folded blotting-paper. But
no invention would answer. If, for the sake of easing his back, he brought the
table lid at a sharp angle well up towards his chin, and wrote there like a man
using the steep roof of a Dutch house for his desk:--then he declared that it
stopped the circulation in his arms. If now he lowered the table to his
waistbands, and stooped over it in writing, then there was a sore aching in his
back. In short, the truth of the matter was, Nippers knew not what he wanted.
Or, if he wanted any thing, it was to be rid of a scrivener's table altogether.
Among the manifestations of his diseased ambition was a fondness he had for receiving
visits from certain ambiguous-looking fellows in seedy coats, whom he called
his clients. Indeed I was aware that not only was he, at times, considerable of
a ward-politician, but he occasionally did a little business at the Justices'
courts, and was not unknown on the steps of the Tombs. I have good reason to
believe, however, that one individual who called upon him at my chambers, and
who, with a grand air, he insisted was his client, was no other than a dun, and
the alleged title-deed, a bill. But with all his failings, and the annoyances
he caused me, Nippers, like his compatriot Turkey, was a very useful man to me;
wrote a neat, swift hand; and, when he chose, was not deficient in a
gentlemanly sort of deportment. Added to this, he always dressed in a
gentlemanly sort of way; and so, incidentally, reflected credit upon my
chambers. Whereas with respect to Turkey, I had much ado to keep him from being
a reproach to me. His clothes were apt to look oily and smell of eating-houses.
He wore his pantaloons very loose and baggy in summer. His coats were
execrable; his hat not be to handled. But while the hat was a thing of
indifference to me, inasmuch as his natural civility and deference, as a
dependent Englishman, always led him to doff it the moment he entered the room,
yet his coat was another matter. Concerning his coats, I reasoned with him; but
with no effect. The truth was, I suppose, that a man with so small an income,
could not afford to sport such a lustrous face and a lustrous coat at one and the
same time. As Nippers once observed, Turkey's money went chiefly for red ink.
One winter day I presented Turkey with a highly-respectable looking coat of my
own, a padded gray coat, of a most comfortable warmth, and which buttoned
straight up from the knee to the neck. I thought Turkey would appreciate the
favor, and abate his rashness and obstreperousness of afternoons. But no. I
verily believe that buttoning himself up in so downy and blanket-like a coat
had a pernicious effect upon him; upon the same principle that too much oats
are bad for horses. In fact, precisely as a rash, restive horse is said to feel
his oats, so Turkey felt his coat. It made him insolent. He was a man whom
prosperity harmed.
Though concerning the
self-indulgent habits of Turkey I had my own private surmises, yet touching
Nippers I was well persuaded that whatever might be his faults in other
respects, he was, at least, a temperate young man. But indeed, nature herself
seemed to have been his vintner, and at his birth charged him so thoroughly
with an irritable, brandy-like disposition, that all subsequent potations were
needless. When I consider how, amid the stillness of my chambers, Nippers would
sometimes impatiently rise from his seat, and stooping over his table, spread
his arms wide apart, seize the whole desk, and move it, and jerk it, with a
grim, grinding motion on the floor, as if the table were a perverse voluntary
agent, intent on thwarting and vexing him; I plainly perceive that for Nippers,
brandy and water were altogether superfluous.
It was fortunate for me
that, owing to its peculiar cause--indigestion--the irritability and consequent
nervousness of Nippers, were mainly observable in the morning, while in the
afternoon he was comparatively mild. So that Turkey's paroxysms only coming on
about twelve o'clock, I never had to do with their eccentricities at one time.
Their fits relieved each other like guards. When Nippers' was on, Turkey's was
off; and vice versa. This was a good natural arrangement under the circumstances.
Ginger Nut, the third on my
list, was a lad some twelve years old. His father was a carman, ambitious of
seeing his son on the bench instead of a cart, before he died. So he sent him
to my office as student at law, errand boy, and cleaner and sweeper, at the
rate of one dollar a week. He had a little desk to himself, but he did not use
it much. Upon inspection, the drawer exhibited a great array of the shells of
various sorts of nuts. Indeed, to this quick-witted youth the whole noble
science of the law was contained in a nut-shell. Not the least among the
employments of Ginger Nut, as well as one which he discharged with the most
alacrity, was his duty as cake and apple purveyor for Turkey and Nippers.
Copying law papers being proverbially a dry, husky sort of business, my two
scriveners were fain to moisten their mouths very often with Spitzenbergs to be
had at the numerous stalls nigh the Custom House and Post Office. Also, they
sent Ginger Nut very frequently for that peculiar cake--small, flat, round, and
very spicy--after which he had been named by them. Of a cold morning when
business was but dull, Turkey would gobble up scores of these cakes, as if they
were mere wafers--indeed they sell them at the rate of six or eight for a
penny--the scrape of his pen blending with the crunching of the crisp particles
in his mouth. Of all the fiery afternoon blunders and flurried rashnesses of
Turkey, was his once moistening a ginger-cake between his lips, and clapping it
on to a mortgage for a seal. I came within an ace of dismissing him then. But
he mollified me by making an oriental bow, and saying--"With submission,
sir, it was generous of me to find you in stationery on my own account."
Now my original
business--that of a conveyancer and title hunter, and drawer-up of recondite
documents of all sorts--was considerably increased by receiving the master's
office. There was now great work for scriveners. Not only must I push the
clerks already with me, but I must have additional help. In answer to my
advertisement, a motionless young man one morning, stood upon my office
threshold, the door being open, for it was summer. I can see that figure
now--pallidly neat, pitiably respectable, incurably forlorn! It was Bartleby.
After a few words touching
his qualifications, I engaged him, glad to have among my corps of copyists a
man of so singularly sedate an aspect, which I thought might operate
beneficially upon the flighty temper of Turkey, and the fiery one of Nippers.
I should have stated before
that ground glass folding-doors divided my premises into two parts, one of
which was occupied by my scriveners, the other by myself. According to my humor
I threw open these doors, or closed them. I resolved to assign Bartleby a
corner by the folding-doors, but on my side of them, so as to have this quiet
man within easy call, in case any trifling thing was to be done. I placed his
desk close up to a small side-window in that part of the room, a window which
originally had afforded a lateral view of certain grimy back-yards and bricks,
but which, owing to subsequent erections, commanded at present no view at all,
though it gave some light. Within three feet of the panes was a wall, and the
light came down from far above, between two lofty buildings, as from a very
small opening in a dome. Still further to a satisfactory arrangement, I
procured a high green folding screen, which might entirely isolate Bartleby
from my sight, though not remove him from my voice. And thus, in a manner,
privacy and society were conjoined.
At first Bartleby did an
extraordinary quantity of writing. As if long famishing for something to copy,
he seemed to gorge himself on my documents. There was no pause for digestion.
He ran a day and night line, copying by sun-light and by candle-light. I should
have been quite delighted with his application, had be been cheerfully
industrious. But he wrote on silently, palely, mechanically.
It is, of course, an
indispensable part of a scrivener's business to verify the accuracy of his
copy, word by word. Where there are two or more scriveners in an office, they
assist each other in this examination, one reading from the copy, the other
holding the original. It is a very dull, wearisome, and lethargic affair. I can
readily imagine that to some sanguine temperaments it would be altogether
intolerable. For example, I cannot credit that the mettlesome poet Byron would
have contentedly sat down with Bartleby to examine a law document of, say five
hundred pages, closely written in a crimpy hand.
Now and then, in the haste
of business, it had been my habit to assist in comparing some brief document
myself, calling Turkey or Nippers for this purpose. One object I had in placing
Bartleby so handy to me behind the screen, was to avail myself of his services
on such trivial occasions. It was on the third day, I think, of his being with
me, and before any necessity had arisen for having his own writing examined,
that, being much hurried to complete a small affair I had in hand, I abruptly
called to Bartleby. In my haste and natural expectancy of instant compliance, I
sat with my head bent over the original on my desk, and my right hand sideways,
and somewhat nervously extended with the copy, so that immediately upon
emerging from his retreat, Bartleby might snatch it and proceed to business
without the least delay.
In this very attitude did I
sit when I called to him, rapidly stating what it was I wanted him to
do--namely, to examine a small paper with me. Imagine my surprise, nay, my
consternation, when without moving from his privacy, Bartleby in a singularly
mild, firm voice, replied, "I would prefer not to."
I sat awhile in perfect
silence, rallying my stunned faculties. Immediately it occurred to me that my
ears had deceived me, or Bartleby had entirely misunderstood my meaning. I
repeated my request in the clearest tone I could assume. But in quite as clear
a one came the previous reply, "I would prefer not to."
"Prefer not to,"
echoed I, rising in high excitement, and crossing the room with a stride.
"What do you mean? Are you moon-struck? I want you to help me compare this
sheet here--take it," and I thrust it towards him.
"I would prefer not
to," said he.
I looked at him steadfastly.
His face was leanly composed; his gray eye dimly calm. Not a wrinkle of
agitation rippled him. Had there been the least uneasiness, anger, impatience
or impertinence in his manner; in other words, had there been any thing
ordinarily human about him, doubtless I should have violently dismissed him
from the premises. But as it was, I should have as soon thought of turning my
pale plaster-of-paris bust of Cicero out of doors. I stood gazing at him
awhile, as he went on with his own writing, and then reseated myself at my desk.
This is very strange, thought I. What had one best do? But my business hurried
me. I concluded to forget the matter for the present, reserving it for my
future leisure. So calling Nippers from the other room, the paper was speedily
examined.
A few days after this,
Bartleby concluded four lengthy documents, being quadruplicates of a week's
testimony taken before me in my High Court of Chancery. It became necessary to
examine them. It was an important suit, and great accuracy was imperative.
Having all things arranged I called Turkey, Nippers and Ginger Nut from the
next room, meaning to place the four copies in the hands of my four clerks,
while I should read from the original. Accordingly Turkey, Nippers and Ginger
Nut had taken their seats in a row, each with his document in hand, when I
called to Bartleby to join this interesting group.
"Bartleby! quick, I am
waiting."
I heard a slow scrape of his
chair legs on the uncarpeted floor, and soon he appeared standing at the
entrance of his hermitage.
"What is wanted?"
said he mildly.
"The copies, the
copies," said I hurriedly. "We are going to examine them.
There"--and I held towards him the fourth quadruplicate.
"I would prefer not
to," he said, and gently disappeared behind the screen.
For a few moments I was
turned into a pillar of salt, standing at the head of my seated column of
clerks. Recovering myself, I advanced towards the screen, and demanded the
reason for such extraordinary conduct.
"Why do you
refuse?"
"I would prefer not
to."
With any other man I should
have flown outright into a dreadful passion, scorned all further words, and
thrust him ignominiously from my presence. But there was something about
Bartleby that not only strangely disarmed me, but in a wonderful manner touched
and disconcerted me. I began to reason with him.
"These are your own
copies we are about to examine. It is labor saving to you, because one
examination will answer for your four papers. It is common usage. Every copyist
is bound to help examine his copy. Is it not so? Will you not speak?
Answer!"
"I prefer not to,"
he replied in a flute-like tone. It seemed to me that while I had been
addressing him, he carefully revolved every statement that I made; fully
comprehended the meaning; could not gainsay the irresistible conclusion; but,
at the same time, some paramount consideration prevailed with him to reply as
he did.
"You are decided, then,
not to comply with my request--a request made according to common usage and
common sense?"
He briefly gave me to
understand that on that point my judgment was sound. Yes: his decision was
irreversible.
It is not seldom the case
that when a man is browbeaten in some unprecedented and violently unreasonable
way, he begins to stagger in his own plainest faith. He begins, as it were,
vaguely to surmise that, wonderful as it may be, all the justice and all the
reason is on the other side. Accordingly, if any disinterested persons are
present, he turns to them for some reinforcement for his own faltering mind.
"Turkey," said I,
"what do you think of this? Am I not right?"
"With submission,
sir," said Turkey, with his blandest tone, "I think that you
are."
"Nippers," said I,
"what do you think of it?"
"I think I should kick
him out of the office."
(The reader of nice
perceptions will here perceive that, it being morning, Turkey's answer is
couched in polite and tranquil terms, but Nippers replies in ill-tempered ones.
Or, to repeat a previous sentence, Nippers's ugly mood was on duty, and
Turkey's off.)
"Ginger Nut," said
I, willing to enlist the smallest suffrage in my behalf, "what do you
think of it?"
"I think, sir, he's a
little luny," replied Ginger Nut, with a grin.
"You hear what they
say," said I, turning towards the screen, "come forth and do your
duty."
But he vouchsafed no reply.
I pondered a moment in sore perplexity. But once more business hurried me. I
determined again to postpone the consideration of this dilemma to my future
leisure. With a little trouble we made out to examine the papers without
Bartleby, though at every page or two, Turkey deferentially dropped his opinion
that this proceeding was quite out of the common; while Nippers, twitching in
his chair with a dyspeptic nervousness, ground out between his set teeth
occasional hissing maledictions against the stubborn oaf behind the screen. And
for his (Nippers's) part, this was the first and the last time he would do
another man's business without pay.
Meanwhile Bartleby sat in
his hermitage, oblivious to every thing but his own peculiar business there.
Some days passed, the
scrivener being employed upon another lengthy work. His late remarkable conduct
led me to regard his ways narrowly. I observed that he never went to dinner;
indeed that he never went any where. As yet I had never of my personal
knowledge known him to be outside of my office. He was a perpetual sentry in
the corner. At about eleven o'clock though, in the morning, I noticed that
Ginger Nut would advance toward the opening in Bartleby's screen, as if silently
beckoned thither by a gesture invisible to me where I sat. The boy would then
leave the office jingling a few pence, and reappear with a handful of
ginger-nuts which he delivered in the hermitage, receiving two of the cakes for
his trouble.
He lives, then, on
ginger-nuts, thought I; never eats a dinner, properly speaking; he must be a
vegetarian then; but no; he never eats even vegetables, he eats nothing but
ginger-nuts. My mind then ran on in reveries concerning the probable effects
upon the human constitution of living entirely on ginger-nuts. Ginger-nuts are
so called because they contain ginger as one of their peculiar constituents,
and the final flavoring one. Now what was ginger? A hot, spicy thing. Was
Bartleby hot and spicy? Not at all. Ginger, then, had no effect upon Bartleby.
Probably he preferred it should have none.
Nothing so aggravates an
earnest person as a passive resistance. If the individual so resisted be of a
not inhumane temper, and the resisting one perfectly harmless in his passivity;
then, in the better moods of the former, he will endeavor charitably to
construe to his imagination what proves impossible to be solved by his
judgment. Even so, for the most part, I regarded Bartleby and his ways. Poor
fellow! thought I, he means no mischief; it is plain he intends no insolence;
his aspect sufficiently evinces that his eccentricities are involuntary. He is
useful to me. I can get along with him. If I turn him away, the chances are he
will fall in with some less indulgent employer, and then he will be rudely
treated, and perhaps driven forth miserably to starve. Yes. Here I can cheaply
purchase a delicious self-approval. To befriend Bartleby; to humor him in his
strange wilfulness, will cost me little or nothing, while I lay up in my soul
what will eventually prove a sweet morsel for my conscience. But this mood was
not invariable with me. The passiveness of Bartleby sometimes irritated me. I
felt strangely goaded on to encounter him in new opposition, to elicit some
angry spark from him answerable to my own. But indeed I might as well have
essayed to strike fire with my knuckles against a bit of Windsor soap. But one
afternoon the evil impulse in me mastered me, and the following little scene
ensued:
"Bartleby," said
I, "when those papers are all copied, I will compare them with you."
"I would prefer not
to."
"How? Surely you do not
mean to persist in that mulish vagary?"
No answer.
I threw open the
folding-doors near by, and turning upon Turkey and Nippers, exclaimed in an
excited manner--
"He says, a second
time, he won't examine his papers. What do you think of it, Turkey?"
It was afternoon, be it
remembered. Turkey sat glowing like a brass boiler, his bald head steaming, his
hands reeling among his blotted papers.
"Think of it?"
roared Turkey; "I think I'll just step behind his screen, and black his
eyes for him!"
So saying, Turkey rose to
his feet and threw his arms into a pugilistic position. He was hurrying away to
make good his promise, when I detained him, alarmed at the effect of
incautiously rousing Turkey's combativeness after dinner.
"Sit down,
Turkey," said I, "and hear what Nippers has to say. What do you think
of it, Nippers? Would I not be justified in immediately dismissing
Bartleby?"
"Excuse me, that is for
you to decide, sir. I think his conduct quite unusual, and indeed unjust, as
regards Turkey and myself. But it may only be a passing whim."
"Ah," exclaimed I,
"you have strangely changed your mind then--you speak very gently of him
now."
"All beer," cried
Turkey; "gentleness is effects of beer--Nippers and I dined together
to-day. You see how gentle I am, sir. Shall I go and black his eyes?"
"You refer to Bartleby,
I suppose. No, not to-day, Turkey," I replied; "pray, put up your
fists."
I closed the doors, and
again advanced towards Bartleby. I felt additional incentives tempting me to my
fate. I burned to be rebelled against again. I remembered that Bartleby never
left the office.
"Bartleby," said
I, "Ginger Nut is away; just step round to the Post Office, won't you? (it
was but a three minutes walk,) and see if there is any thing for me."
"I would prefer not
to."
"You will not?"
"I prefer not."
I staggered to my desk, and
sat there in a deep study. My blind inveteracy returned. Was there any other
thing in which I could procure myself to be ignominiously repulsed by this
lean, penniless wight?--my hired clerk? What added thing is there, perfectly
reasonable, that he will be sure to refuse to do?
"Bartleby!"
No answer.
"Bartleby," in a
louder tone.
No answer.
"Bartleby," I
roared.
Like a very ghost, agreeably
to the laws of magical invocation, at the third summons, he appeared at the
entrance of his hermitage.
"Go to the next room,
and tell Nippers to come to me."
"I prefer not to,"
he respectfully and slowly said, and mildly disappeared.
"Very good,
Bartleby," said I, in a quiet sort of serenely severe self-possessed tone,
intimating the unalterable purpose of some terrible retribution very close at
hand. At the moment I half intended something of the kind. But upon the whole,
as it was drawing towards my dinner-hour, I thought it best to put on my hat
and walk home for the day, suffering much from perplexity and distress of mind.
Shall I acknowledge it? The
conclusion of this whole business was, that it soon became a fixed fact of my
chambers, that a pale young scrivener, by the name of Bartleby, had a desk
there; that he copied for me at the usual rate of four cents a folio (one
hundred words); but he was permanently exempt from examining the work done by
him, that duty being transferred to Turkey and Nippers, one of compliment
doubtless to their superior acuteness; moreover, said Bartleby was never on any
account to be dispatched on the most trivial errand of any sort; and that even
if entreated to take upon him such a matter, it was generally understood that
he would prefer not to--in other words, that he would refuse point-blank.
As days passed on, I became
considerably reconciled to Bartleby. His steadiness, his freedom from all
dissipation, his incessant industry (except when he chose to throw himself into
a standing revery behind his screen), his great stillness, his unalterableness
of demeanor under all circumstances, made him a valuable acquisition. One prime
thing was this,--he was always there;--first in the morning, continually
through the day, and the last at night. I had a singular confidence in his
honesty. I felt my most precious papers perfectly safe in his hands. Sometimes
to be sure I could not, for the very soul of me, avoid falling into sudden
spasmodic passions with him. For it was exceeding difficult to bear in mind all
the time those strange peculiarities, privileges, and unheard of exemptions,
forming the tacit stipulations on Bartleby's part under which he remained in my
office. Now and then, in the eagerness of dispatching pressing business, I
would inadvertently summon Bartleby, in a short, rapid tone, to put his finger,
say, on the incipient tie of a bit of red tape with which I was about compressing
some papers. Of course, from behind the screen the usual answer, "I prefer
not to," was sure to come; and then, how could a human creature with the
common infirmities of our nature, refrain from bitterly exclaiming upon such
perverseness--such unreasonableness. However, every added repulse of this sort
which I received only tended to lessen the probability of my repeating the
inadvertence.
Here it must be said, that
according to the custom of most legal gentlemen occupying chambers in densely-populated
law buildings, there were several keys to my door. One was kept by a woman
residing in the attic, which person weekly scrubbed and daily swept and dusted
my apartments. Another was kept by Turkey for convenience sake. The third I
sometimes carried in my own pocket. The fourth I knew not who had.
Now, one Sunday morning I
happened to go to Trinity Church, to hear a celebrated preacher, and finding
myself rather early on the ground, I thought I would walk round to my chambers
for a while. Luckily I had my key with me; but upon applying it to the lock, I
found it resisted by something inserted from the inside. Quite surprised, I
called out; when to my consternation a key was turned from within; and
thrusting his lean visage at me, and holding the door ajar, the apparition of
Bartleby appeared, in his shirt sleeves, and otherwise in a strangely tattered
dishabille, saying quietly that he was sorry, but he was deeply engaged just
then, and--preferred not admitting me at present. In a brief word or two, he
moreover added, that perhaps I had better walk round the block two or three
times, and by that time he would probably have concluded his affairs.
Now, the utterly unsurmised
appearance of Bartleby, tenanting my law-chambers of a Sunday morning, with his
cadaverously gentlemanly nonchalance, yet withal firm and self-possessed, had
such a strange effect upon me, that incontinently I slunk away from my own
door, and did as desired. But not without sundry twinges of impotent rebellion
against the mild effrontery of this unaccountable scrivener. Indeed, it was his
wonderful mildness chiefly, which not only disarmed me, but unmanned me, as it
were. For I consider that one, for the time, is a sort of unmanned when he
tranquilly permits his hired clerk to dictate to him, and order him away from
his own premises. Furthermore, I was full of uneasiness as to what Bartleby
could possibly be doing in my office in his shirt sleeves, and in an otherwise
dismantled condition of a Sunday morning. Was any thing amiss going on? Nay,
that was out of the question. It was not to be thought of for a moment that
Bartleby was an immoral person. But what could he be doing there?--copying? Nay
again, whatever might be his eccentricities, Bartleby was an eminently decorous
person. He would be the last man to sit down to his desk in any state
approaching to nudity. Besides, it was Sunday; and there was something about
Bartleby that forbade the supposition that we would by any secular occupation
violate the proprieties of the day.
Nevertheless, my mind was
not pacified; and full of a restless curiosity, at last I returned to the door.
Without hindrance I inserted my key, opened it, and entered. Bartleby was not
to be seen. I looked round anxiously, peeped behind his screen; but it was very
plain that he was gone. Upon more closely examining the place, I surmised that
for an indefinite period Bartleby must have ate, dressed, and slept in my
office, and that too without plate, mirror, or bed. The cushioned seat of a
ricketty old sofa in one corner bore the faint impress of a lean, reclining
form. Rolled away under his desk, I found a blanket; under the empty grate, a
blacking box and brush; on a chair, a tin basin, with soap and a ragged towel;
in a newspaper a few crumbs of ginger-nuts and a morsel of cheese. Yet, thought
I, it is evident enough that Bartleby has been making his home here, keeping
bachelor's hall all by himself. Immediately then the thought came sweeping
across me, What miserable friendlessness and loneliness are here revealed! His
poverty is great; but his solitude, how horrible! Think of it. Of a Sunday,
Wall-street is deserted as Petra; and every night of every day it is an
emptiness. This building too, which of week-days hums with industry and life,
at nightfall echoes with sheer vacancy, and all through Sunday is forlorn. And
here Bartleby makes his home; sole spectator of a solitude which he has seen
all populous--a sort of innocent and transformed Marius brooding among the
ruins of Carthage!
For the first time in my life
a feeling of overpowering stinging melancholy seized me. Before, I had never
experienced aught but a not-unpleasing sadness. The bond of a common humanity
now drew me irresistibly to gloom. A fraternal melancholy! For both I and
Bartleby were sons of Adam. I remembered the bright silks and sparkling faces I
had seen that day, in gala trim, swan-like sailing down the Mississippi of
Broadway; and I contrasted them with the pallid copyist, and thought to myself,
Ah, happiness courts the light, so we deem the world is gay; but misery hides
aloof, so we deem that misery there is none. These sad fancyings--chimeras,
doubtless, of a sick and silly brain--led on to other and more special
thoughts, concerning the eccentricities of Bartleby. Presentiments of strange
discoveries hovered round me. The scrivener's pale form appeared to me laid
out, among uncaring strangers, in its shivering winding sheet.
Suddenly I was attracted by
Bartleby's closed desk, the key in open sight left in the lock.
I mean no mischief, seek the
gratification of no heartless curiosity, thought I; besides, the desk is mine,
and its contents too, so I will make bold to look within. Every thing was
methodically arranged, the papers smoothly placed. The pigeon holes were deep,
and removing the files of documents, I groped into their recesses. Presently I
felt something there, and dragged it out. It was an old bandanna handkerchief,
heavy and knotted. I opened it, and saw it was a savings' bank.
I now recalled all the quiet
mysteries which I had noted in the man. I remembered that he never spoke but to
answer; that though at intervals he had considerable time to himself, yet I had
never seen him reading--no, not even a newspaper; that for long periods he
would stand looking out, at his pale window behind the screen, upon the dead
brick wall; I was quite sure he never visited any refectory or eating house;
while his pale face clearly indicated that he never drank beer like Turkey, or
tea and coffee even, like other men; that he never went any where in particular
that I could learn; never went out for a walk, unless indeed that was the case
at present; that he had declined telling who he was, or whence he came, or
whether he had any relatives in the world; that though so thin and pale, he
never complained of ill health. And more than all, I remembered a certain
unconscious air of pallid--how shall I call it?--of pallid haughtiness, say, or
rather an austere reserve about him, which had positively awed me into my tame
compliance with his eccentricities, when I had feared to ask him to do the
slightest incidental thing for me, even though I might know, from his
long-continued motionlessness, that behind his screen he must be standing in
one of those dead-wall reveries of his.
Revolving all these things,
and coupling them with the recently discovered fact that he made my office his
constant abiding place and home, and not forgetful of his morbid moodiness;
revolving all these things, a prudential feeling began to steal over me. My
first emotions had been those of pure melancholy and sincerest pity; but just
in proportion as the forlornness of Bartleby grew and grew to my imagination,
did that same melancholy merge into fear, that pity into repulsion. So true it
is, and so terrible too, that up to a certain point the thought or sight of
misery enlists our best affections; but, in certain special cases, beyond that
point it does not. They err who would assert that invariably this is owing to
the inherent selfishness of the human heart. It rather proceeds from a certain
hopelessness of remedying excessive and organic ill. To a sensitive being, pity
is not seldom pain. And when at last it is perceived that such pity cannot lead
to effectual succor, common sense bids the soul be rid of it. What I saw that
morning persuaded me that the scrivener was the victim of innate and incurable
disorder. I might give alms to his body; but his body did not pain him; it was
his soul that suffered, and his soul I could not reach.
I did not accomplish the
purpose of going to Trinity Church that morning. Somehow, the things I had seen
disqualified me for the time from church-going. I walked homeward, thinking
what I would do with Bartleby. Finally, I resolved upon this;--I would put
certain calm questions to him the next morning, touching his history, &c.,
and if he declined to answer then openly and reservedly (and I supposed he
would prefer not), then to give him a twenty dollar bill over and above
whatever I might owe him, and tell him his services were no longer required;
but that if in any other way I could assist him, I would be happy to do so,
especially if he desired to return to his native place, wherever that might be,
I would willingly help to defray the expenses. Moreover, if, after reaching
home, he found himself at any time in want of aid, a letter from him would be
sure of a reply.
The next morning came.
"Bartleby," said
I, gently calling to him behind his screen.
No reply.
"Bartleby," said
I, in a still gentler tone, "come here; I am not going to ask you to do any
thing you would prefer not to do--I simply wish to speak to you."
Upon this he noiselessly
slid into view.
"Will you tell me,
Bartleby, where you were born?"
"I would prefer not
to."
"Will you tell me any
thing about yourself?"
"I would prefer not
to."
"But what reasonable
objection can you have to speak to me? I feel friendly towards you."
He did not look at me while
I spoke, but kept his glance fixed upon my bust of Cicero, which as I then sat,
was directly behind me, some six inches above my head.
"What is your answer,
Bartleby?" said I, after waiting a considerable time for a reply, during
which his countenance remained immovable, only there was the faintest
conceivable tremor of the white attenuated mouth.
"At present I prefer to
give no answer," he said, and retired into his hermitage.
It was rather weak in me I
confess, but his manner on this occasion nettled me. Not only did there seem to
lurk in it a certain disdain, but his perverseness seemed ungrateful,
considering the undeniable good usage and indulgence he had received from me.
Again I sat ruminating what
I should do. Mortified as I was at his behavior, and resolved as I had been to
dismiss him when I entered my office, nevertheless I strangely felt something
superstitious knocking at my heart, and forbidding me to carry out my purpose,
and denouncing me for a villain if I dared to breathe one bitter word against
this forlornest of mankind. At last, familiarly drawing my chair behind his
screen, I sat down and said: "Bartleby, never mind then about revealing
your history; but let me entreat you, as a friend, to comply as far as may be
with the usages of this office. Say now you will help to examine papers
to-morrow or next day: in short, say now that in a day or two you will begin to
be a little reasonable:--say so, Bartleby."
"At present I would
prefer not to be a little reasonable," was his mildly cadaverous reply.
Just then the folding-doors
opened, and Nippers approached. He seemed suffering from an unusually bad
night's rest, induced by severer indigestion than common. He overheard those
final words of Bartleby.
"Prefer not, eh?"
gritted Nippers--"I'd prefer him, if I were you, sir," addressing
me--"I'd prefer him; I'd give him preferences, the stubborn mule! What is
it, sir, pray, that he prefers not to do now?"
Bartleby moved not a limb.
"Mr. Nippers,"
said I, "I'd prefer that you would withdraw for the present."
Somehow, of late I had got
into the way of involuntarily using this word "prefer" upon all sorts
of not exactly suitable occasions. And I trembled to think that my contact with
the scrivener had already and seriously affected me in a mental way. And what
further and deeper aberration might it not yet produce? This apprehension had
not been without efficacy in determining me to summary means.
As Nippers, looking very
sour and sulky, was departing, Turkey blandly and deferentially approached.
"With submission,
sir," said he, "yesterday I was thinking about Bartleby here, and I
think that if he would but prefer to take a quart of good ale every day, it
would do much towards mending him, and enabling him to assist in examining his
papers."
"So you have got the
word too," said I, slightly excited.
"With submission, what
word, sir," asked Turkey, respectfully crowding himself into the
contracted space behind the screen, and by so doing, making me jostle the
scrivener. "What word, sir?"
"I would prefer to be
left alone here," said Bartleby, as if offended at being mobbed in his
privacy.
"That's the word,
Turkey," said I--"that's it."
"Oh, prefer? oh
yes--queer word. I never use it myself. But, sir, as I was saying, if he would
but prefer--"
"Turkey,"
interrupted I, "you will please withdraw."
"Oh, certainly, sir, if
you prefer that I should."
As he opened the
folding-door to retire, Nippers at his desk caught a glimpse of me, and asked
whether I would prefer to have a certain paper copied on blue paper or white.
He did not in the least roguishly accent the word prefer. It was plain that it
involuntarily rolled from his tongue. I thought to myself, surely I must get
rid of a demented man, who already has in some degree turned the tongues, if
not the heads of myself and clerks. But I thought it prudent not to break the
dismission at once.
The next day I noticed that
Bartleby did nothing but stand at his window in his dead-wall revery. Upon
asking him why he did not write, he said that he had decided upon doing no more
writing.
"Why, how now? what
next?" exclaimed I, "do no more writing?"
"No more."
"And what is the
reason?"
"Do you not see the
reason for yourself," he indifferently replied.
I looked steadfastly at him,
and perceived that his eyes looked dull and glazed. Instantly it occurred to
me, that his unexampled diligence in copying by his dim window for the first
few weeks of his stay with me might have temporarily impaired his vision.
I was touched. I said
something in condolence with him. I hinted that of course he did wisely in
abstaining from writing for a while; and urged him to embrace that opportunity
of taking wholesome exercise in the open air. This, however, he did not do. A
few days after this, my other clerks being absent, and being in a great hurry
to dispatch certain letters by the mail, I thought that, having nothing else
earthly to do, Bartleby would surely be less inflexible than usual, and carry
these letters to the post-office. But he blankly declined. So, much to my
inconvenience, I went myself.
Still added days went by.
Whether Bartleby's eyes improved or not, I could not say. To all appearance, I
thought they did. But when I asked him if they did, he vouchsafed no answer. At
all events, he would do no copying. At last, in reply to my urgings, he
informed me that he had permanently given up copying.
"What!" exclaimed
I; "suppose your eyes should get entirely well--better than ever
before--would you not copy then?"
"I have given up
copying," he answered, and slid aside.
He remained as ever, a
fixture in my chamber. Nay--if that were possible--he became still more of a
fixture than before. What was to be done? He would do nothing in the office:
why should he stay there? In plain fact, he had now become a millstone to me,
not only useless as a necklace, but afflictive to bear. Yet I was sorry for
him. I speak less than truth when I say that, on his own account, he occasioned
me uneasiness. If he would but have named a single relative or friend, I would
instantly have written, and urged their taking the poor fellow away to some
convenient retreat. But he seemed alone, absolutely alone in the universe. A
bit of wreck in the mid Atlantic. At length, necessities connected with my
business tyrannized over all other considerations. Decently as I could, I told
Bartleby that in six days' time he must unconditionally leave the office. I
warned him to take measures, in the interval, for procuring some other abode. I
offered to assist him in this endeavor, if he himself would but take the first
step towards a removal. "And when you finally quit me, Bartleby,"
added I, "I shall see that you go not away entirely unprovided. Six days
from this hour, remember."
At the expiration of that
period, I peeped behind the screen, and lo! Bartleby was there.
I buttoned up my coat,
balanced myself; advanced slowly towards him, touched his shoulder, and said,
"The time has come; you must quit this place; I am sorry for you; here is
money; but you must go."
"I would prefer
not," he replied, with his back still towards me.
"You must."
He remained silent.
Now I had an unbounded
confidence in this man's common honesty. He had frequently restored to me
sixpences and shillings carelessly dropped upon the floor, for I am apt to be
very reckless in such shirt-button affairs. The proceeding then which followed
will not be deemed extraordinary.
"Bartleby," said
I, "I owe you twelve dollars on account; here are thirty-two; the odd
twenty are yours.--Will you take it?" and I handed the bills towards him.
But he made no motion.
"I will leave them here
then," putting them under a weight on the table. Then taking my hat and
cane and going to the door I tranquilly turned and added--"After you have
removed your things from these offices, Bartleby, you will of course lock the
door--since every one is now gone for the day but you--and if you please, slip your
key underneath the mat, so that I may have it in the morning. I shall not see
you again; so good-bye to you. If hereafter in your new place of abode I can be
of any service to you, do not fail to advise me by letter. Good-bye, Bartleby,
and fare you well."
But he answered not a word;
like the last column of some ruined temple, he remained standing mute and
solitary in the middle of the otherwise deserted room.
As I walked home in a
pensive mood, my vanity got the better of my pity. I could not but highly plume
myself on my masterly management in getting rid of Bartleby. Masterly I call
it, and such it must appear to any dispassionate thinker. The beauty of my
procedure seemed to consist in its perfect quietness. There was no vulgar
bullying, no bravado of any sort, no choleric hectoring, and striding to and
fro across the apartment, jerking out vehement commands for Bartleby to bundle
himself off with his beggarly traps. Nothing of the kind. Without loudly
bidding Bartleby depart--as an inferior genius might have done--I assumed the
ground that depart he must; and upon the assumption built all I had to say. The
more I thought over my procedure, the more I was charmed with it. Nevertheless,
next morning, upon awakening, I had my doubts,--I had somehow slept off the
fumes of vanity. One of the coolest and wisest hours a man has, is just after
he awakes in the morning. My procedure seemed as sagacious as ever,--but only
in theory. How it would prove in practice--there was the rub. It was truly a
beautiful thought to have assumed Bartleby's departure; but, after all, that
assumption was simply my own, and none of Bartleby's. The great point was, not
whether I had assumed that he would quit me, but whether he would prefer so to
do. He was more a man of preferences than assumptions.
After breakfast, I walked
down town, arguing the probabilities pro and con. One moment I thought it would
prove a miserable failure, and Bartleby would be found all alive at my office
as usual; the next moment it seemed certain that I should see his chair empty.
And so I kept veering about. At the corner of Broadway and Canal-street, I saw
quite an excited group of people standing in earnest conversation.
"I'll take odds he
doesn't," said a voice as I passed.
"Doesn't
go?--done!" said I, "put up your money."
I was instinctively putting
my hand in my pocket to produce my own, when I remembered that this was an
election day. The words I had overheard bore no reference to Bartleby, but to
the success or non-success of some candidate for the mayoralty. In my intent
frame of mind, I had, as it were, imagined that all Broadway shared in my
excitement, and were debating the same question with me. I passed on, very
thankful that the uproar of the street screened my momentary absent-mindedness.
As I had intended, I was
earlier than usual at my office door. I stood listening for a moment. All was
still. He must be gone. I tried the knob. The door was locked. Yes, my
procedure had worked to a charm; he indeed must be vanished. Yet a certain
melancholy mixed with this: I was almost sorry for my brilliant success. I was
fumbling under the door mat for the key, which Bartleby was to have left there
for me, when accidentally my knee knocked against a panel, producing a
summoning sound, and in response a voice came to me from within--"Not yet;
I am occupied."
It was Bartleby.
I was thunderstruck. For an
instant I stood like the man who, pipe in mouth, was killed one cloudless
afternoon long ago in Virginia, by summer lightning; at his own warm open
window he was killed, and remained leaning out there upon the dreamy afternoon,
till some one touched him, when he fell.
"Not gone!" I
murmured at last. But again obeying that wondrous ascendancy which the
inscrutable scrivener had over me, and from which ascendency, for all my
chafing, I could not completely escape, I slowly went down stairs and out into
the street, and while walking round the block, considered what I should next do
in this unheard-of perplexity. Turn the man out by an actual thrusting I could not;
to drive him away by calling him hard names would not do; calling in the police
was an unpleasant idea; and yet, permit him to enjoy his cadaverous triumph
over me,--this too I could not think of. What was to be done? or, if nothing
could be done, was there any thing further that I could assume in the matter?
Yes, as before I had prospectively assumed that Bartleby would depart, so now I
might retrospectively assume that departed he was. In the legitimate carrying
out of this assumption, I might enter my office in a great hurry, and
pretending not to see Bartleby at all, walk straight against him as if he were
air. Such a proceeding would in a singular degree have the appearance of a
home-thrust. It was hardly possible that Bartleby could withstand such an
application of the doctrine of assumptions. But upon second thoughts the
success of the plan seemed rather dubious. I resolved to argue the matter over
with him again.
"Bartleby," said
I, entering the office, with a quietly severe expression, "I am seriously
displeased. I am pained, Bartleby. I had thought better of you. I had imagined
you of such a gentlemanly organization, that in any delicate dilemma a slight
hint would suffice--in short, an assumption. But it appears I am deceived.
Why," I added, unaffectedly starting, "you have not even touched the
money yet," pointing to it, just where I had left it the evening previous.
He answered nothing.
"Will you, or will you
not, quit me?" I now demanded in a sudden passion, advancing close to him.
"I would prefer not to
quit you," he replied, gently emphasizing the not.
"What earthly right
have you to stay here? Do you pay any rent? Do you pay my taxes? Or is this
property yours?"
He answered nothing.
"Are you ready to go on
and write now? Are your eyes recovered? Could you copy a small paper for me
this morning? or help examine a few lines? or step round to the post-office? In
a word, will you do any thing at all, to give a coloring to your refusal to depart
the premises?"
He silently retired into his
hermitage.
I was now in such a state of
nervous resentment that I thought it but prudent to check myself at present
from further demonstrations. Bartleby and I were alone. I remembered the
tragedy of the unfortunate Adams and the still more unfortunate Colt in the
solitary office of the latter; and how poor Colt, being dreadfully incensed by
Adams, and imprudently permitting himself to get wildly excited, was at
unawares hurried into his fatal act--an act which certainly no man could
possibly deplore more than the actor himself. Often it had occurred to me in my
ponderings upon the subject, that had that altercation taken place in the
public street, or at a private residence, it would not have terminated as it
did. It was the circumstance of being alone in a solitary office, up stairs, of
a building entirely unhallowed by humanizing domestic associations--an
uncarpeted office, doubtless, of a dusty, haggard sort of appearance;--this it
must have been, which greatly helped to enhance the irritable desperation of
the hapless Colt.
But when this old Adam of
resentment rose in me and tempted me concerning Bartleby, I grappled him and
threw him. How? Why, simply by recalling the divine injunction: "A new
commandment give I unto you, that ye love one another." Yes, this it was
that saved me. Aside from higher considerations, charity often operates as a
vastly wise and prudent principle--a great safeguard to its possessor. Men have
committed murder for jealousy's sake, and anger's sake, and hatred's sake, and
selfishness' sake, and spiritual pride's sake; but no man that ever I heard of,
ever committed a diabolical murder for sweet charity's sake. Mere
self-interest, then, if no better motive can be enlisted, should, especially
with high-tempered men, prompt all beings to charity and philanthropy. At any
rate, upon the occasion in question, I strove to drown my exasperated feelings
towards the scrivener by benevolently construing his conduct. Poor fellow, poor
fellow! thought I, he don't mean any thing; and besides, he has seen hard
times, and ought to be indulged.
I endeavored also
immediately to occupy myself, and at the same time to comfort my despondency. I
tried to fancy that in the course of the morning, at such time as might prove
agreeable to him, Bartleby, of his own free accord, would emerge from his
hermitage, and take up some decided line of march in the direction of the door.
But no. Half-past twelve o'clock came; Turkey began to glow in the face, overturn
his inkstand, and become generally obstreperous; Nippers abated down into
quietude and courtesy; Ginger Nut munched his noon apple; and Bartleby remained
standing at his window in one of his profoundest dead-wall reveries. Will it be
credited? Ought I to acknowledge it? That afternoon I left the office without
saying one further word to him.
Some days now passed, during
which, at leisure intervals I looked a little into "Edwards on the
Will," and "Priestley on Necessity." Under the circumstances,
those books induced a salutary feeling. Gradually I slid into the persuasion
that these troubles of mine touching the scrivener, had been all predestinated
from eternity, and Bartleby was billeted upon me for some mysterious purpose of
an all-wise Providence, which it was not for a mere mortal like me to fathom.
Yes, Bartleby, stay there behind your screen, thought I; I shall persecute you
no more; you are harmless and noiseless as any of these old chairs; in short, I
never feel so private as when I know you are here. At least I see it, I feel
it; I penetrate to the predestinated purpose of my life. I am content. Others
may have loftier parts to enact; but my mission in this world, Bartleby, is to
furnish you with office-room for such period as you may see fit to remain.
I believe that this wise and
blessed frame of mind would have continued with me, had it not been for the
unsolicited and uncharitable remarks obtruded upon me by my professional
friends who visited the rooms. But thus it often is, that the constant friction
of illiberal minds wears out at last the best resolves of the more generous.
Though to be sure, when I reflected upon it, it was not strange that people
entering my office should be struck by the peculiar aspect of the unaccountable
Bartleby, and so be tempted to throw out some sinister observations concerning
him. Sometimes an attorney having business with me, and calling at my office,
and finding no one but the scrivener there, would undertake to obtain some sort
of precise information from him touching my whereabouts; but without heeding
his idle talk, Bartleby would remain standing immovable in the middle of the
room. So after contemplating him in that position for a time, the attorney
would depart, no wiser than he came.
Also, when a Reference was
going on, and the room full of lawyers and witnesses and business was driving
fast; some deeply occupied legal gentleman present, seeing Bartleby wholly
unemployed, would request him to run round to his (the legal gentleman's)
office and fetch some papers for him. Thereupon, Bartleby would tranquilly
decline, and yet remain idle as before. Then the lawyer would give a great
stare, and turn to me. And what could I say? At last I was made aware that all
through the circle of my professional acquaintance, a whisper of wonder was
running round, having reference to the strange creature I kept at my office.
This worried me very much. And as the idea came upon me of his possibly turning
out a long-lived man, and keep occupying my chambers, and denying my authority;
and perplexing my visitors; and scandalizing my professional reputation; and
casting a general gloom over the premises; keeping soul and body together to
the last upon his savings (for doubtless he spent but half a dime a day), and
in the end perhaps outlive me, and claim possession of my office by right of
his perpetual occupancy: as all these dark anticipations crowded upon me more
and more, and my friends continually intruded their relentless remarks upon the
apparition in my room; a great change was wrought in me. I resolved to gather
all my faculties together, and for ever rid me of this intolerable incubus.
Ere revolving any
complicated project, however, adapted to this end, I first simply suggested to
Bartleby the propriety of his permanent departure. In a calm and serious tone,
I commended the idea to his careful and mature consideration. But having taken
three days to meditate upon it, he apprised me that his original determination
remained the same; in short, that he still preferred to abide with me.
What shall I do? I now said
to myself, buttoning up my coat to the last button. What shall I do? what ought
I to do? what does conscience say I should do with this man, or rather ghost.
Rid myself of him, I must; go, he shall. But how? You will not thrust him, the
poor, pale, passive mortal,--you will not thrust such a helpless creature out
of your door? you will not dishonor yourself by such cruelty? No, I will not, I
cannot do that. Rather would I let him live and die here, and then mason up his
remains in the wall. What then will you do? For all your coaxing, he will not
budge. Bribes he leaves under your own paperweight on your table; in short, it
is quite plain that he prefers to cling to you.
Then something severe,
something unusual must be done. What! surely you will not have him collared by
a constable, and commit his innocent pallor to the common jail? And upon what
ground could you procure such a thing to be done?--a vagrant, is he? What! he a
vagrant, a wanderer, who refuses to budge? It is because he will not be a
vagrant, then, that you seek to count him as a vagrant. That is too absurd. No
visible means of support: there I have him. Wrong again: for indubitably he
does support himself, and that is the only unanswerable proof that any man can
show of his possessing the means so to do. No more then. Since he will not quit
me, I must quit him. I will change my offices; I will move elsewhere; and give
him fair notice, that if I find him on my new premises I will then proceed
against him as a common trespasser.
Acting accordingly, next day
I thus addressed him: "I find these chambers too far from the City Hall;
the air is unwholesome. In a word, I propose to remove my offices next week,
and shall no longer require your services. I tell you this now, in order that
you may seek another place."
He made no reply, and
nothing more was said.
On the appointed day I
engaged carts and men, proceeded to my chambers, and having but little
furniture, every thing was removed in a few hours. Throughout, the scrivener
remained standing behind the screen, which I directed to be removed the last
thing. It was withdrawn; and being folded up like a huge folio, left him the
motionless occupant of a naked room. I stood in the entry watching him a
moment, while something from within me upbraided me.
I re-entered, with my hand
in my pocket--and--and my heart in my mouth.
"Good-bye, Bartleby; I
am going--good-bye, and God some way bless you; and take that," slipping
something in his hand. But it dropped upon the floor, and then,--strange to
say--I tore myself from him whom I had so longed to be rid of.
Established in my new
quarters, for a day or two I kept the door locked, and started at every
footfall in the passages. When I returned to my rooms after any little absence,
I would pause at the threshold for an instant, and attentively listen, ere
applying my key. But these fears were needless. Bartleby never came nigh me.
I thought all was going
well, when a perturbed looking stranger visited me, inquiring whether I was the
person who had recently occupied rooms at No. -- Wall-street.
Full of forebodings, I
replied that I was.
"Then sir," said
the stranger, who proved a lawyer, "you are responsible for the man you
left there. He refuses to do any copying; he refuses to do any thing; he says
he prefers not to; and he refuses to quit the premises."
"I am very sorry,
sir," said I, with assumed tranquillity, but an inward tremor, "but,
really, the man you allude to is nothing to me--he is no relation or apprentice
of mine, that you should hold me responsible for him."
"In mercy's name, who
is he?"
"I certainly cannot
inform you. I know nothing about him. Formerly I employed him as a copyist; but
he has done nothing for me now for some time past."
"I shall settle him
then,--good morning, sir."
Several days passed, and I
heard nothing more; and though I often felt a charitable prompting to call at
the place and see poor Bartleby, yet a certain squeamishness of I know not what
withheld me.
All is over with him, by this
time, thought I at last, when through another week no further intelligence
reached me. But coming to my room the day after, I found several persons
waiting at my door in a high state of nervous excitement.
"That's the man--here
he comes," cried the foremost one, whom I recognized as the lawyer who had
previously called upon me alone.
"You must take him
away, sir, at once," cried a portly person among them, advancing upon me,
and whom I knew to be the landlord of No. -- Wall-street. "These
gentlemen, my tenants, cannot stand it any longer; Mr. B----" pointing to
the lawyer, "has turned him out of his room, and he now persists in
haunting the building generally, sitting upon the banisters of the stairs by
day, and sleeping in the entry by night. Every body is concerned; clients are
leaving the offices; some fears are entertained of a mob; something you must
do, and that without delay."
Aghast at this torrent, I
fell back before it, and would fain have locked myself in my new quarters. In
vain I persisted that Bartleby was nothing to me--no more than to any one else.
In vain:--I was the last person known to have any thing to do with him, and
they held me to the terrible account. Fearful then of being exposed in the
papers (as one person present obscurely threatened) I considered the matter,
and at length said, that if the lawyer would give me a confidential interview
with the scrivener, in his (the lawyer's) own room, I would that afternoon
strive my best to rid them of the nuisance they complained of.
Going up stairs to my old
haunt, there was Bartleby silently sitting upon the banister at the landing.
"What are you doing
here, Bartleby?" said I.
"Sitting upon the
banister," he mildly replied.
I motioned him into the
lawyer's room, who then left us.
"Bartleby," said
I, "are you aware that you are the cause of great tribulation to me, by
persisting in occupying the entry after being dismissed from the office?"
No answer.
"Now one of two things
must take place. Either you must do something, or something must be done to
you. Now what sort of business would you like to engage in? Would you like to
re-engage in copying for some one?"
"No; I would prefer not
to make any change."
"Would you like a
clerkship in a dry-goods store?"
"There is too much
confinement about that. No, I would not like a clerkship; but I am not
particular."
"Too much
confinement," I cried, "why you keep yourself confined all the
time!"
"I would prefer not to
take a clerkship," he rejoined, as if to settle that little item at once.
"How would a
bar-tender's business suit you? There is no trying of the eyesight in
that."
"I would not like it at
all; though, as I said before, I am not particular."
His unwonted wordiness
inspirited me. I returned to the charge.
"Well then, would you
like to travel through the country collecting bills for the merchants? That
would improve your health."
"No, I would prefer to
be doing something else."
"How then would going
as a companion to Europe, to entertain some young gentleman with your
conversation,--how would that suit you?"
"Not at all. It does
not strike me that there is any thing definite about that. I like to be
stationary. But I am not particular."
"Stationary you shall
be then," I cried, now losing all patience, and for the first time in all
my exasperating connection with him fairly flying into a passion. "If you
do not go away from these premises before night, I shall feel bound--indeed I
am bound--to--to--to quit the premises myself!" I rather absurdly concluded,
knowing not with what possible threat to try to frighten his immobility into
compliance. Despairing of all further efforts, I was precipitately leaving him,
when a final thought occurred to me--one which had not been wholly unindulged
before.
"Bartleby," said
I, in the kindest tone I could assume under such exciting circumstances,
"will you go home with me now--not to my office, but my dwelling--and
remain there till we can conclude upon some convenient arrangement for you at
our leisure? Come, let us start now, right away."
"No: at present I would
prefer not to make any change at all."
I answered nothing; but
effectually dodging every one by the suddenness and rapidity of my flight,
rushed from the building, ran up Wall-street towards Broadway, and jumping into
the first omnibus was soon removed from pursuit. As soon as tranquillity
returned I distinctly perceived that I had now done all that I possibly could,
both in respect to the demands of the landlord and his tenants, and with regard
to my own desire and sense of duty, to benefit Bartleby, and shield him from
rude persecution. I now strove to be entirely care-free and quiescent; and my
conscience justified me in the attempt; though indeed it was not so successful
as I could have wished. So fearful was I of being again hunted out by the
incensed landlord and his exasperated tenants, that, surrendering my business
to Nippers, for a few days I drove about the upper part of the town and through
the suburbs, in my rockaway; crossed over to Jersey City and Hoboken, and paid
fugitive visits to Manhattanville and Astoria. In fact I almost lived in my
rockaway for the time.
When again I entered my
office, lo, a note from the landlord lay upon the desk. I opened it with
trembling hands. It informed me that the writer had sent to the police, and had
Bartleby removed to the Tombs as a vagrant. Moreover, since I knew more about
him than any one else, he wished me to appear at that place, and make a
suitable statement of the facts. These tidings had a conflicting effect upon
me. At first I was indignant; but at last almost approved. The landlord's
energetic, summary disposition had led him to adopt a procedure which I do not
think I would have decided upon myself; and yet as a last resort, under such
peculiar circumstances, it seemed the only plan.
As I afterwards learned, the
poor scrivener, when told that he must be conducted to the Tombs, offered not
the slightest obstacle, but in his pale unmoving way, silently acquiesced.
Some of the compassionate
and curious bystanders joined the party; and headed by one of the constables
arm in arm with Bartleby, the silent procession filed its way through all the
noise, and heat, and joy of the roaring thoroughfares at noon.
The same day I received the
note I went to the Tombs, or to speak more properly, the Halls of Justice.
Seeking the right officer, I stated the purpose of my call, and was informed
that the individual I described was indeed within. I then assured the
functionary that Bartleby was a perfectly honest man, and greatly to be
compassionated, however unaccountably eccentric. I narrated all I knew, and
closed by suggesting the idea of letting him remain in as indulgent confinement
as possible till something less harsh might be done--though indeed I hardly
knew what. At all events, if nothing else could be decided upon, the alms-house
must receive him. I then begged to have an interview.
Being under no disgraceful
charge, and quite serene and harmless in all his ways, they had permitted him
freely to wander about the prison, and especially in the inclosed grass-platted
yards thereof. And so I found him there, standing all alone in the quietest of
the yards, his face towards a high wall, while all around, from the narrow
slits of the jail windows, I thought I saw peering out upon him the eyes of
murderers and thieves.
"Bartleby!"
"I know you," he
said, without looking round,--"and I want nothing to say to you."
"It was not I that
brought you here, Bartleby," said I, keenly pained at his implied
suspicion. "And to you, this should not be so vile a place. Nothing
reproachful attaches to you by being here. And see, it is not so sad a place as
one might think. Look, there is the sky, and here is the grass."
"I know where I
am," he replied, but would say nothing more, and so I left him.
As I entered the corridor
again, a broad meat-like man, in an apron, accosted me, and jerking his thumb
over his shoulder said--"Is that your friend?"
"Yes."
"Does he want to
starve? If he does, let him live on the prison fare, that's all."
"Who are you?"
asked I, not knowing what to make of such an unofficially speaking person in
such a place.
"I am the grub-man.
Such gentlemen as have friends here, hire me to provide them with something
good to eat."
"Is this so?" said
I, turning to the turnkey.
He said it was.
"Well then," said
I, slipping some silver into the grub-man's hands (for so they called him).
"I want you to give particular attention to my friend there; let him have
the best dinner you can get. And you must be as polite to him as
possible."
"Introduce me, will
you?" said the grub-man, looking at me with an expression which seem to
say he was all impatience for an opportunity to give a specimen of his
breeding.
Thinking it would prove of
benefit to the scrivener, I acquiesced; and asking the grub-man his name, went
up with him to Bartleby.
"Bartleby, this is Mr.
Cutlets; you will find him very useful to you."
"Your sarvant, sir,
your sarvant," said the grub-man, making a low salutation behind his
apron. "Hope you find it pleasant here, sir;--spacious grounds--cool
apartments, sir--hope you'll stay with us some time--try to make it agreeable.
May Mrs. Cutlets and I have the pleasure of your company to dinner, sir, in Mrs.
Cutlets' private room?"
"I prefer not to dine
to-day," said Bartleby, turning away. "It would disagree with me; I
am unused to dinners." So saying he slowly moved to the other side of the
inclosure, and took up a position fronting the dead-wall.
"How's this?" said
the grub-man, addressing me with a stare of astonishment. "He's odd, aint
he?"
"I think he is a little
deranged," said I, sadly.
"Deranged? deranged is
it? Well now, upon my word, I thought that friend of yourn was a gentleman
forger; they are always pale and genteel-like, them forgers. I can't help pity
'em--can't help it, sir. Did you know Monroe Edwards?" he added
touchingly, and paused. Then, laying his hand pityingly on my shoulder, sighed,
"he died of consumption at Sing-Sing. So you weren't acquainted with
Monroe?"
"No, I was never
socially acquainted with any forgers. But I cannot stop longer. Look to my
friend yonder. You will not lose by it. I will see you again."
Some few days after this, I
again obtained admission to the Tombs, and went through the corridors in quest
of Bartleby; but without finding him.
"I saw him coming from
his cell not long ago," said a turnkey, "may be he's gone to loiter
in the yards."
So I went in that direction.
"Are you looking for
the silent man?" said another turnkey passing me. "Yonder he
lies--sleeping in the yard there. 'Tis not twenty minutes since I saw him lie
down."
The yard was entirely quiet.
It was not accessible to the common prisoners. The surrounding walls, of
amazing thickness, kept off all sounds behind them. The Egyptian character of
the masonry weighed upon me with its gloom. But a soft imprisoned turf grew
under foot. The heart of the eternal pyramids, it seemed, wherein, by some
strange magic, through the clefts, grass-seed, dropped by birds, had sprung.
Strangely huddled at the
base of the wall, his knees drawn up, and lying on his side, his head touching
the cold stones, I saw the wasted Bartleby. But nothing stirred. I paused; then
went close up to him; stooped over, and saw that his dim eyes were open;
otherwise he seemed profoundly sleeping. Something prompted me to touch him. I
felt his hand, when a tingling shiver ran up my arm and down my spine to my
feet.
The round face of the
grub-man peered upon me now. "His dinner is ready. Won't he dine to-day,
either? Or does he live without dining?"
"Lives without
dining," said I, and closed the eyes.
"Eh!--He's asleep, aint
he?"
"With kings and
counsellors," murmured I.
* * * * * * * *
There would seem little need
for proceeding further in this history. Imagination will readily supply the
meagre recital of poor Bartleby's interment. But ere parting with the reader,
let me say, that if this little narrative has sufficiently interested him, to
awaken curiosity as to who Bartleby was, and what manner of life he led prior
to the present narrator's making his acquaintance, I can only reply, that in
such curiosity I fully share, but am wholly unable to gratify it. Yet here I
hardly know whether I should divulge one little item of rumor, which came to my
ear a few months after the scrivener's decease. Upon what basis it rested, I
could never ascertain; and hence, how true it is I cannot now tell. But
inasmuch as this vague report has not been without a certain strange suggestive
interest to me, however sad, it may prove the same with some others; and so I
will briefly mention it. The report was this: that Bartleby had been a
subordinate clerk in the Dead Letter Office at Washington, from which he had
been suddenly removed by a change in the administration. When I think over this
rumor, I cannot adequately express the emotions which seize me. Dead letters!
does it not sound like dead men? Conceive a man by nature and misfortune prone
to a pallid hopelessness, can any business seem more fitted to heighten it than
that of continually handling these dead letters and assorting them for the
flames? For by the cart-load they are annually burned. Sometimes from out the
folded paper the pale clerk takes a ring:--the finger it was meant for,
perhaps, moulders in the grave; a bank-note sent in swiftest charity:--he whom
it would relieve, nor eats nor hungers any more; pardon for those who died
despairing; hope for those who died unhoping; good tidings for those who died
stifled by unrelieved calamities. On errands of life, these letters speed to
death.
Ah Bartleby! Ah humanity!