Remember my good friend,Marcus told me be4 that girls always dream of love,that's why they are so unhappy.Haha today,I finally found out that what he said is so true.Girls are always constantly disturbed about love.Yeah that includes myself.I always envy couples who can be so happy together.It's like they were born for each other.Just like my Jason korkor.To him I'm sure love is beautiful.I remembered from the time I knew him until now,he has always been deeply in love with da sao.He always tell me that he hoped that he had the money to marry da sao.That's why all along,I have always been envious of this loving couple.
This is not the only couple I am envious of.There are still many others.Most of them are married.Everytime I attended one of these weddings,I can't help thinking how great it is to be married to someone who loved you.It's a wonderful feeling.Unfortunately on 17th May,I found out that love may not always have such a good ending.
On 17th May,I was on my way home.So I listened to "Ying Yue Ri Ji" again.The story was ordinary but it touched me because of the girl's will to wait for a guy that may not even loved her.I really admire her.Because she's someone with so much courage to accept the fact that this guy may not like her at all.She's someone who's contended just to see the person she loved most,happy.She's someone who's so selfless as to allow only herself to be in pain.She's someone who doesn't mind waiting even if there's no ending.At that point of time,I really felt so sorry for her.Deep in my heart,I knew her tears may be rolling even as she wrote the letter.Yet she was strong enough to write the letter.That night,I went home and thought about the story.What a story.Seems so realistic to me.But personally,I guess I can never be as selfless as her 'cos I can never bear such pain alone.In such situation,I was once selfish.But at the end of it,perhaps one only hopes the person they loved will always be happy 'cos love is not about possession.That's how ugly and foolish love can be...