As time passed, and my feelings grew for you John, I got scared.  Part of me told me that those feelings were what I was supposed to be running from.  But some things just happen for a reason, and there is nothing that can stop that.  Each day that passed, I felt more for you, each moment without you, I missed you more.  And each moment spent with you, made me happier than the day before.

THOUGHTS OF YOU... You must have crossed my mind A thousand times, Since I woke up this morning. And while I slept, I dreamed of you, At least a thousand more. You have given me the sunshine In an otherwise darkened sky, And brought laughter back, Into my life. To replace the tears that I cry, Your kind words have touched my heart, In places no one's ever been. To tell you how much you have made me feel, I wouldn't know where to begin You must have crossed my mind A thousand times, SInce I woke up this morning And tonight while I lay sleeping I'll dream of you A thousand more.