The Editorial Room
This room is blank.
My mind is blank.
My mind is going.
I have totally receded into indefinite bum mode.
Yet, surprisingly I still remember I own a site. This site. I have not lost (all) interest in finishing it, BUT I have lost interest in doing a lot of stuff @ the moment, that includes switching on the computer, finding a JOB, getting a social life, and getting a non-social one. ( in local lingo, that means i'm concurrently in *nuah (think swaddled lump of putrid mush) * mode. Ouch. You'd think that I ought to be jumping with joy that my papers are done... but I am surprisingly *and heavily* sedated...and that is real sad and pathetic * you'd just have to be here to see it.* ( how do I miss school? I'm actually IN the 'one-and-a-half-hour-from-home-by-bus' school now, It sucks to feel sentimental man. *but of course, school internet uses CABLE and is FREE ( in a manner of speaking ) that's why I'm here ....aw man, that just reminds me that i'm going to have to go through therapy to get used to my 28.8kps again. *shudder* ...
"hello, my name's Chookie and i'm a high speed internet junkie."
"Hello Chookie."
( insert scream here )<=@!!!!!!!!!!!
(3 hours in campus and not a single friend has passed....well, largely because is empty this time of year. *slaps self* to think all this started in 1998 on a 28.8. * i feel a sonnet coming on...start running.*)
eh....forgot what else I was going to say...my mind must be going.
Oh wait...something's coming through...On a more non-sedated mode, At the same warped time, I have interest ( well, more like obligatory interest) in finishing my other 1998 site, and perhaps in all insanity, start another one on a new found interest. But meanwhile...this site will go on hold ( as opposed to when? heheh...yeah.. I realized that too.. sorry. =P ) But I'll get to it eventually *interest span and available technology not withstanding that is.)
eh....forgot what else I was going to say...my mind must be going.
(note: the editor is not in a clear state of mind @ the moment. Nothing a slice of life ( eh...just hold the reality check please) couldn't cure. She'd just actually have to go find it somewhere first. >)
eh....forgot what else I was going to say...my mind must be going.
what's today's dat...oh yeah. 4th may 2000. hopefully you might find something July.
p.s: notice I didn't put the year. ^_^
12:55pm 4th may...I can't believe I'm even missing canteen food.
back to 1998 on my 28.8 it's like my life has gone sedate The days gone so fast I had hoped it would last but alas time just would not wait so it's back to 1998 on my 28.8. where everything stays still I forgotten the smell that sweet roses tell That changes that happen will So 1998 on my 28.8 Oh do the years just fly To move forward I must take two steps back to see what passed me by.