| My Own Prison
im trapped and bound in this prison i've made, these walls of deception, will soon be my grave. i will dye in this cell of hatred and grief, as i stare through these bars of my own disbeliefe. i endlessly stare from the inside each day at the ones on the outside that made me this way. i don't wont out anymore, i can't be released, cause this solitary confinement is my only peace. each day i sit in my own personal hell, while there's no escape from these feelings I feel. It sadness my heart, but there is nothing that helps, cause its hard to do much, when your scared of yourself. afraid of your thoughts and where they might lead, while on the inside your heart is slowy deceived. cheating yourself with each breath that you take, just to later be convinced that your life is a fake. So here I sit, in this prison I've created, as these thoughts in my mind become over populated. reality or fanatasy, it's my decision. as i'm rotting away, inside My own prison. |