A Little About Me....

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Well hello there. Glad you stopped by to find out a little more about me.
Let me see, where can I start? Ok, let me think. Goodness it sure is hard to find things to say about yourself, and interesting stuff that people will want to read. Well, let's take a shot at it, here I go.

I just turned 39, Feb. 1 of this year, 2004. My life has been quite interesting. Of course, like everyone's life I've had my share of ups and downs. Sometimes I never thought any good was gonna happen to me or my life. It seemed no matter how hard I tried to succeed in things I did, I always followed the wrong trail and ended up failing. Then I would get so depressed and wondered what good I was?!?
But, with some very close family, and some awesome good friends behind me pushing me to try again, I finally came outta my slump. I think for the most part it took me to see what they had, and how their own bad times always made them struggle to turn them into good things. They never gave up like I always did. I did my own soul searching and finally seem to be out ontop as a friend, sister,and mommy.

My youngest daughter is 3 yrs old. Brianna Jo was born Nov. 19, 2000. She is my pride and joy and have been totally blessed with her. If you go back to my index page and follow the link there of "Our Little Angel Girl" you can see just what a bundle of joy she has been with her smiles and sometimes mischievous looks.
I also have a daughter, CJ, who will be 7 yrs old. Cj was born Nov. 10, 1997. Unfortunately, for some of my struggles I had when I was pregnant with her, and for a short while thereafter I do not have custody of her. She lives with her father in Kentucky or Indiana. I'm not sure which state for I just talked to him on the internet a few months ago and he told me they were on the border of both states. I have not seen CJ since Dec of 1998. That was the first time I had held her, kissed her since mothers day of that year. I use to have a webpage for her, but I had to remove it at the request of her father. The only pictures I had of CJ were on that page. Although I still have those pictures , those are the only ones I have of my oldest daughter. Since, I took it upon myself to put her pictures on the internet her father has not sent me any type of pictures for the past 6 years. So, I removed her page in hopes that one day soon that he will send me new ones, as I will respect NOT to post them anywhere here.

In 1999, when I was living in Fort Worth, TX, with my best friend ever in the word, Jo. I met the man of my dreams, YES, there still are some good MEN out there. And YEAH he is still with me!! He is a great guy. He knows of all of my faults, good and bad. And he stuck by me and didn't judge me like others have done in the past. He also has 2 children himself. A girl named Talya who is 11. And he also has a boy, Ricky age 9. Ricky is alot like his father, which isn't bad ALL the time...lol...Then of course, he has "our" youngest daughter with me. He's a damn good father. A father who has respect, trust and alot of love for everyone around him. When one of us fall he is right there to pick up the pieces with us. He truly has been a blessing for me, and our children. And I love him to death!! And would do anything humanly possible for him because I know he would do the same in return.

My favorite thing to do is hang out at my game sites. I have truly made some awesome friends there. Friends who have been here for me as I have for them. A few I need to list because I feel I am the closest to them is, MzBootee,who I call MZBOOTiFUL cuz she is just that, BEAUTIFUL! Also there is Treehugginhippy, Stars,Nimmerz, Astrid, Stacey, who'd I like to say "you go gurl", Satch..and the list goes on and on...I love you gals like your my sisters. You ALL are very,very special to me, and would do anything possibly human for any of you's! And I truly appreciate all that you have helped me thru. I hope in return I have done the same and will always be here for any of you that need me. To talk, cry or whatever the case my be! HUGZ to u ALL!
That is pretty much the short version of me. Remember, whenever you feel like your at your lowest, just reach out your hand. Someone is always there to help you thru thick and thin. Always believe and trust in yourself! And if you ever need a good friend, or even if you just need to have a stranger listen to you, You can always find me. I will not judge! Sometimes a strangers words can put a smile upon your face, I know it has me!