But not all is perfect in our world.  There are those who use unjust ways to deceive, use and take advantage of us.  Ever since the last half of 1982 there has been a satellite beaming ultra high frequency micro waves at me to make me both physically and mentally impaired.  The satellite radiation started with pain off and on in 1982 and then became a steady hindrance in 1984 when I was working for Handy Dan.  I was having a nervous break down at the time experiencing great pain, fatigue and anger due to the satellite as people coming into Handy Dan and were acting ill mannered.  But work was not the only place strange events took place.   People were committing acts of aggression while driving and things were mysteriously being stolen or vandalized.   It was a world gone mad and nobody knew a thing. 

For years I did not understand why these strange events were occurring.  I started seeing a psychologist in 1988 because somebody at my present job (Ericsson) implied the psychologist could help.  Little did I know the psychologist I was sent to see would be playing a major role by setting me up for something very large indeed.  The psychologist asked me many questions and he knew I was clueless as to what had been happening to me.  Then one day he as asked me, why don't I do anything.  Being at a loss knowing how to handle such a situation I did not give him a answer.  He then said, think about it and tell me on our next visit.  So a month passed and I thought of several reasons why it was impossible to over come my predicament.  I told him nobody knows a thing and when I tell the authorities they don't do anything.  I said nobody can say I haven't done anything until the police do something and I've contacted 911 and a special investigator over 50 times about kids in my neighborhood littering, playing loud music, people in public trying to cause accidents and theft.  I then told the psychologist, when somebody knows something I'm going to take it to the supreme court so it never happens again.  He then implied I was going to be rich and things were over.  Needless to say things were not over and there were people still breaking laws.  On our next visit he implied it was not over.  I'm assuming things were not over because the government did not want to go on trial and face charges by me as a criminal so it stalled and created a new need to continue.  My mental state was bad then but as time passed and my mental state grew worse.   My rationalization on what was happening to me was in la, la land.   I did not know how these things were happening.  It was like magic how some people would single me out and others would not know who I was, it never occurred to me the government was manipulating people to act in violence, I was destabilized.  I saw people on the sides of the highway standing beside wrecked cars and thought other people were experiencing the same problems.   I knew I had not done anything wrong so it never occurred to me people out there because of me.  But today I know there not really out there because of me.  I'm just a tool. 

As time passed the Psychologist would ask me when are you going to have friends again.  I told him they were all subject to crime until I stopped seeing them and to protect them I gave up having friends.  Then from then on, every few visits he would say casually,  why don't you do something to reprimand these people.  I told him, everything I do ends up in more problems and nothing I've done has ever done any good.  He then said why don't you honk and do it like you mean it.  Knowing how my past experiences in honking escalated people pulling into me and acting angry, I told him that and began to distrust and ignore his subjections to do something.  I knew it was not one persons responsibility to reprimand all those people breaking laws so when he would mention to do something I would always reply why doesn't the police do something.  

As time passed I spent my time in his office talking about things, besides the strange occurrences that were happening, such as computers and hobbies.   It was once in a blue moon he would ask me to do something.  Then the people at Ericsson began to disturb and harass me more.  They would make loud noises by coughing and use air wrenches in unison to disturb me.  As they coughed the satellite would give me a shrieking pain in the head and body and the people at Ericsson knew it.  At certain times different members of the crew would walk in front of me to cut me off as I was walking.  They always seem to know to cut me off as I was walking when the satellite peaked my angry.  There was one time were a guy named John W. which had been cutting me off while walking had me written up after I talked back to him.  It was a set up.  The satellite had me very ill and angry and when I gave a response of defiance against harassment I was written up.  After I was written up another member of the crew named John C. which had been known for having a temper gave me a sigh like he understood my act of anger.  John C was trying to con me into thinking I got upset on my own and he knew the satellite was causing my anger.  There coughing at work often intensified before and after people in traffic committed dangerous traffic situations.  I then noted that the people at work were coughing in a round about way to imply for me to do something.  I began to do something by complaining to management about the noises disturbing me at work and my actions of doing something backfired again.

The people at Ericsson then told me to see a new doctor.   I was then told to see a Psychiatrist and sent on sick leave and I was told I was too sick to work.  The psychiatrist asked me about all my disturbances and began to give me drugs.  Needless to say he denied my problems were real and told me I might have a brain tumor.  I was then told I was schizophrenic and was by polar manic depressive and treated with drugs for it.  For a long time in my destabilized state I believed it I was schizophrenic and bi polar manic depressive.  But today I know better.  The satellite is causing 98 percent of my problems.   I'm not schizophrenic or bi polar manic depressive.  That diagnose is a cover up for the satellite driving me crazy and a reason for the public to question my integrity. 

Meanwhile as have past administrations and has the present, I am still being nuked by the satellite to be ill with extreme pain.  Today I am sure the satellite is giving me permanent problems by the severe pain in my head.  It has been 20 years of pain since the satellite started its illegal crime to make me mentally and physically ill.  The satellite can make me ill and give me pain in various ways. Such as:

To become upset, unstable, control mood, to keep me from smiling properly or cause me to crack up when trying to smile, chemically unbalanced (mentally), sinus pain, very sleepy or kept from sleeping, wake up from sleeping, head ache, pain anywhere in the body, impair speech, yawn, to swallow, cough till I cough up blood, disorientated, confused, dazed, to itch, blink eyes, eyes water, tired, stressed, involuntary muscle movements, cramps, depressed, numerous of different kinds of pain.  It often makes me sick or in pain when it rains or bad weather. 

Gases and smells in the past and present have also been used in my room and car to make me mentally unbalanced, forgetful, stimulate having allergy problems, cause fatigue and to raise my heart beat.  In 1985 I started allergy shots not knowing the satellite was causing my sinus pain and fatigue.  Back then the satellite would manipulate me by pain in my sinus and body to get shots every week which was an overdose. 

When I'm Nuked - I nuked in different ways.  I am constantly being nuked to be in pain, become tired and to be non engaged in society, to feel upset and to control my mood for peoples observation and brainwashing.  When I sleep I'm nuked on the head, body and legs to be in pain and jerked violently. To have a non-restful sleep, to decrease my minds ability to think the next mourning and retain memory.  Also I'm nuked when I watch TV.  I'm then made dazed as noises are made when the TV speaks to imply ridiculous thoughts to brainwash me.  I am electro stimulated in the brain during times when the public commits violence such as when they pull there cars into me which makes it dangerous for me to drive.  When I type letters it uses electro stimulation to disrupt my train of thought so I can't concentrate and right down my correct thoughts to promote scandal and etc. 

I want to take time to let people know that when people give me a big smile and grin in public and say "how are you".  I say, "I'm fine" only because I am trying to be polite.  I am really suffering from trauma, stress, pain and depression all the time.  I'm being nuked to jerk my legs, arms and head all the time.  The satellite is responsible for jerking my leg into the floor and breaking it in 2002.

Also when violence occurs on TV and the special force makes noises to directs it at me as it jerks me around.   

It is a government agency causing my problems and as soon as I can get the right people in past and currents administrations to admit there crimes, I will file charges. 

I have many ideas why things are happening.  But before I tell you why I think things are happening, I'll tell you why I don't believe things are happening.  I don't believe the majority of the public really cares about me issue wise.  I believe blaming me is something there being manipulated with lies on a daily basis behind my back, because the government is making me out to be a viable source of blame and the is right thing to do when its not.  I assume the public is going along with it because there are people miss behaving and the government is playing the innocent, unaware victim card as it pretends there is an issue regarding me when it knows there's not.  I assume the reason why certain people are misbehaving is because they want somebody to be locked for some injustices the government has committed. 

The public has got me manipulated into asking out women and I get acts of violence, theft and vandalism when I don't comply which is sexual harassment because I don't want to be forced to ask out women.  I don't believe asking out women has any importance either.  I  believe it is a way to embarrass me in front of people as the satellite keeps me ill having increased anxiety attacks. 

As to the reason why I believe things are happening, it is because the government has created a wall between me and the public and it is trying to change history by telling a series of lies in a scheme to avoid a trial that would put a 1000 people behind bars if we had my Exorcism in 1992.   People should know issue is fake and does not work anything like people think but instead of the government going on trial it is trying to convince the public that issue is good by building bomb shells with stories each year.  

Everybody that would of been locked up if there had been a trial back in 1992 is trying to do there best to conduct a role to make me into a viable source of blame, when I'm not, while conducting roles to brainwash me and make me forget the truth.  The government is making people think I'm invincible to pain and psychological abuse.

The government is conducting a con to the world to avoid the guilt of its trial and change history.  The issue is not what I know but what the public has not told me.  What I know is irrelevant and manipulating people to commit various crimes such as making noises, lying, stealing, brainwashing, theft, and vandalism to name a few is a crime against society. 

The government is in state of denial regarding me.  It had me destabilized, perplexed, brainwashed and in a information vacuum till 1994 and it still keeps me dazed and confused today.  The government's known there's been no issue regarding what I knew sense 1988.  But it has failed to tell the public that and has manipulated the public to commit various crimes of aggression and raise hell for years without regard to the harm to me or the public.

Based on watching movies like Mercury Rising and reading the TV section on channels such as HBO, Cinema Max, Showtime, and Stars and as noises are being made in my apartment as the TV speaks.  The government is accusing me of knowing of wine and a Hispanic family at my parents.  This is a lie.  The government knows I spoke of litter by teenagers in my neighborhood and Hispanics following and harassing me and it is using the only thing it knew I said in William Flynn's office to build on.  It knows after talking to me in depth in William Flynn's office that I would of had no understanding of the significance of wine and a family of Hispanics in my parents neighborhood even if I had saw it or heard of it.   A Family of three Hispanics with wine means nothing to me.

While in William Flynn's office Mr. Flynn never once accused me of knowing anything.  He even implied once that "we just want to give people the thought" I knew something and smiled.  I then gave him a angry look.

I then under went increased satellite brain control as he spoke to me in his office.   Then on one of my last few two visits he put on makeup to look like death and began to tell me with authority "I have to do something and I have no choice" but did not say what to do.   I then started calling him on the phone to avoid the trauma of disturbances when coming to his office. 

Shortly after, I saw President Clinton on TV raising his voice in extreme anger implying I was not doing anything and I have been told.  I was set up again.   What was always a casual once in a blue moon "why don't you do anything" in William Flynn's office, and a round about vague hint at Ericsson was now a act of defiance on my part. 

Now let me tell you what was planned if I did something.  As I said everything I do ends in disaster.  I was very ill and emotionally unstable as the satellite was making me angry.  The satellite was trying to manipulate me to act in violence as people committed acts to rival me. 

Often in the past the satellite would make me angry when people would walk in front of my car to manipulate me hit them.  At times the anger was a rage and became uncontrollable.  The government wanted to make me hit somebody and then treat me as a criminal. 

Not to long ago one of my apartment neighbors tried to convince me I should complain about the loud music the neighbors were playing.  I told him it was not up to me to complain if nobody else did and I'm sure it bothers the people playing the loud music more than me because there's a wall between us. 

Shortly after, I took his advice to complain to see what would happen.  After I complained the two neighbors playing the loud music  neglected to quit playing the music and began to play music louder.   Then one day I saw one of the guys that had been playing the loud music being buddies with the guy that had convinced me to complain.  One of them threw a cigarette toward me and they laughed.  I confronted them and the one playing the loud music started yell.  They were in the wrong and were trying to start a fight.  I said a few choice words to stand up for myself and the next thing I knew my car was vandalized.  I was set up again to be victimized when I complained.  Later the guy playing loud music showed up at his door one day with his shirt off and a mean look still trying to start a fight.  I told him about my car being vandalized behind my back and I said I need witness and left.  He then began playing loud music and slamming doors more then ever until the day he moved out and still nobody knew a thing about what he was doing. 

As I said before when I told William Flynn in his office.  I'm not going to reprimand all these people breaking laws.  I need help.  Its not my responsibility to become a policeman.  I've seen what happens to people on the TV program Cops and know you get in trouble for taking matters into your own hands.  It's also not in my nature to fight people off.  I need help.   People have to know something and I have to have witness for the police to do something.  And stop trying to con me into thinking I'm the issue.  People razing hell and breaking laws are the problem not me.   I'm a victim being brainwashed into thinking I'm a problem.  Anybody trying to treat me like a soap opera is the problem and I can prove it in court.  After 20 years of watching me, people know how I react and now know I'm waiting to confront Watergate the Unholy in court. 

Meanwhile its time for people to "Get Real" and read these 94  enlightening comments which go against the lies and brainwashing they've been told. 

1.  I have done nothing wrong regarding issue and it is absolutely ridiculous and criminal for these people to be organized to be doing this to me.  If the public had the proper history lesson they would agree also.

2.   Tell the Special force to stop scandalizing me and to change with the times.  Put societies interest first, select members in government second, and the importance of me as an issue somewhere very, very at the end.

3.   Higher Education and teamwork saves the world.

4.   What's good for me is good for the public.

5.   Make saving the world easy.

6.  The public needs to be told the proper history so they can take actions against people who have done wrong.

7.  I can't do anything about my current situation until people stop going along with it.

8.  When it's just as easy to tell the truth, why conduct an issue with so much scandal.

9.  Stop using time to build so many bombs (lies).  It's not fair to claim me as issue (madness) if you do and it's not fair to set the public up to be a problem by building bombs either.

10.  Tell these people to not believe anything I say or do until I tell you.  Everything I do is because I'm manipulated to by abuse, or for self-preservation. 

11.  Make these people quit being a problem and arguing with the Mexican's concerning me as an issue to prevent crime.  Everybody knows I’m no a via source of blame.

12.  Take a vote on anything else.

13.  Do not conduct issue in a manner, which gets other people upset at one another.

14.  Do not propagate me as issue in a manner, which may cause other people to get upset at me.

15.  Tell the public to stop committing acts that are not logical to brainwash me.  Tell these people to stop looking at me like I'm the problem, what they are doing is the problem with government, just about everything people do to conduct issues is against the law.

16.  Tell these people that my 95 % of my mood depends on how the Government is nuking my head and body to be angry, depressed and in pain.  The noises such as airplane and harassment from the public in stores and in traffic have less affect. 

17.  There should be girls asking me out left and right if it has anything to do with saving the world.

18. The government will have to admit that it is responsible for most my moods swings and poor health due to its nuking my brain to drive me crazy and giving me psychological problems.

19. What these people are doing in public as a form of communication is just about worthless, tell them to use higher education.

20.  Promoting a situation or conducting a show which causes the public to commit acts of violence and aggression to obtain a goal is a crime against society.

21.  The key to conducting a legitimate issue is not to do things behind people backs.

22.  Quit causing me to be ill and driving me crazy and then giving me rope to try to hang myself.

23. The only way to judge history is to go over it, stop creating more scandal to hide the truth.  Lets go over what happened in William Flynn’s office. 

24. Telling more lies today only causes more problems tomorrow. 

25. Get Real.  I'm not an issue, I'm an excuse for government and the special force to conduct a show of twisted truths over time to avoid testimony and the due process of law of its people in a court of law.

26. Tell these people to stop violating my Fifth Amendment of the US Constitution and Universal Declaration of Human Rights.

27. I don't except the fact that there are people acting like criminals, denying me of my rights and then trying to brainwash me into thinking that I am the problem, its not needed to save the world.

28. The only reason why the public and government have problems today is because government refuses to stop pretending I'm a issue when there's not.

29.  Quit conducting a charade that in time has proven to be nothing but trouble. Quit conducting issue in a manor that causes the public to want to find fault in me and keeps governments problem members from going on trail.

30.  The only way to restore the American publics faith in government is to tell these people the truth; (I'm innocent) and put a 1001 people involved in promoting scandal year after year behind bars.  Otherwise it's just one more big reason why the American people will never trust government.

31.  Tell the Government to stop brainwashing the public to be upset at me for events taken place behind my back which I have had no role or knowledge of.

32.  This pretend issue will always be a scandal as long as government keeps coming up with reasons for these people to avoid working 100 percent with me. Teamwork is allot of people doing what I say, tell these people to stop being the problem.

33. If you make a person ill and brainwash someone them with lies, and the situation fails, they are not a viable source to blame.   The people who brainwash and act like criminals are the problem.

34.  Note: There have been people in public promoting issue ( acting like criminals ) conspiring to commit acts of violence, and destroying our nations image of American’s rather than admit  that they ( the twisted few ) are the problem rather than the cure.

35.   I aware the only reason why any of these people are against me today is because there's been and continues to be a show of lies.

36. Tell the Government to stop fooling the publics thinking process on just how things should be happening by forcing certain situations that are not logical.   It's wrong to conduct a show by making somebody mentally and physically ill.  The police should be after the special force for conducting a show which is sick intellect for sick minds. 

37.  Tell the Special force to quit putting the public in a frame of mind that it is up to me to reprimand hundreds of people who are out of order.  Tell the public if they see something wrong to handle the problem them selves and give me help when I have a problem.

38. These people are all on my side, they just don't know better because of the propaganda and deceit they hear each year.

39.  Anything the Government does to turn these people against me I can fix as soon as the wall setting me up is gone.

40.  (Fact) Finding girls to go out with has nothing to do with saving the world.  Its only the Government’s way to demoralize me by nuking me to be ill when I speck to them.  Note on occasion I have been known to freeze but the is causing 98 % of my problems by keeping me in pain and ill. 

41.  Put things in their proper perspective, people who brainwash, commit acts of violence and break laws of the constitution are the problem, I am the victim.  Stop claiming I'm being tortured because I know something.

42.  Conducting a show which cons the American public to bend the law for a few is wrong.

43.  Keeping me repressed and doped up in pain with constant suggestions trying to brain wash me in order to make me forget the truth of my past and others isn't going to work.  I know how clueless I was in William Flynn’s office and training me with a new reality isn't going to make me forget years of injustice.   

44. Its apparent to me these people don't get but about 50 % of the truth each day.

45.  A bunch of people trying to brainwash me is not a issue its madness. 

46.  Quit brainwashing the publics train of thought by misdirecting there thought process each and every day on how they should perceive things to keep fake issue going. 

47.  The mannerism the Government has promoted these people to act is ungodly.

48.  Quit using time to undermined the publics thought process so they can't understand what's happened to me or them.

49.  I'm too sick to date and I don't like being harassed to ask out women.

50. Hurry up and end this thing so I can start filling criminal charges against people setting me up.

51.  Conducting a show to counter the truth in history will not stop me from bring out the truth to clear myself until these people understand I have done nothing wrong in regard to issue. The government must admit I'm 100 % blame free.

52.  Government is only making things worse today by directing this thing at me when it knows I have done nothing wrong regarding issue.

53.  It is insanity to manipulate a situation for 20 years that upsets the people and then treat the people as if they are the problem when the public protests.  When the people protest the government should change. 

54.  Stop making it out that I would want anybody to start any fires.  If anybody has come to the conclusion that I want problems it is simply testament that the government cannot conduct an accurate show behind walls without real communication.

55.  I plan to write a book called "It's a matter of National Security for you to know the truth” to prevent future abuse of power in the government.

56.  Conducting this issue is nothing more than a state of anarchy, stop the fake issue.    

57.  Tell the Government to stop avoiding its trail.  Nobody else gets to.

58.  When the government says it has been right to use me, it is only because it has not told the truth.

59.  Conducting pretend issue has been one big hoax.  The special force cons the people and people con me.

60.  The Government has no excuse to claim me as a problem when it has never once worked with me.

61.  It is wrong for the Government to promote issue in a manner which causes problems and then hide when things get out of control. ( Blue Yellow )

62.  The special force keeps developing more reasons to delay the issue so they can keep the original scandal intact to cover up history and keep past government members away from jail. 

63. Tell the Government to stop wasting time talking about me.

64.  It is ill moral to abandon a person and then brainwash and torture that person for 21 years in a scheme to obstruct justice. 

65.  It is illogical for the Government to have the Fire Engines and Ambulances sound off every time there is an implication on TV that someone should be locked up.  Quit brainwashing people that if somebody goes to jail that it always means trouble.

66.  Tell the truth.  The government knew what I knew the first 3 months I was coming to William Flynn's office.

67. Tell the Government to quit trying to alter the out come of their trials by training the publics minds with tainted information. 

68.  It is ridicules and morally unjust for a bunch of people to be sitting back and making moral judgments about me instead of considering all the problems they cause in judging me each year.

69.  The only reason why the special force keeps presenting these people with reasons to make moral judgments about me is to undermine there psychological thought process as if what they are doing is O.K.

70.  Stop using time and a word play to manipulate the public to lose all concepts of morality and honor in there actions.  The desire to conduct fake issue (communism) is the root of all the problems.

71.  Stop repressing me when I try to assert myself. 

72. Stop trying to start problems over things I say that are harmless and should be freely expressed to protest injustice and crime.  Get Real.

73. What Government is doing today and for the past 21 years to avoid trial of its people is a crime.

74.  I find it appalling and criminal how the public has been trained to break laws and  to twist the reality of just about any situation and then pretend they done no wrong.

75.  Tell the special force to quit putting people up to doing things for me to commit on which are not appropriate for the situation but are done to side track other peoples minds by producing a show which does not give the true reality or truth of the situation.

76.   I'm sure when people are ready to admit that what they are doing is the problem the girls I'm searching for won't be necessary.  Remember there is no issue, just problems.  The Government knows I'm blame free.

77.  These people need to realize there is no issue concerning what I know.  I'm being trained with new information that I could of never rationalized in William Flynn's office.

78.  Tell the public the truth I was brainwashed and in a dysfunctional state.  I am invisible to blame.

79.  The Government would of given me higher education years ago years ago if it wanted to put a end to fake issue.  Its stalling on purpose to avoid the due process of law in court.

80.  Make sure the public understands I don't like going out in public due to all the problems the Government is causing me.  Tell the public I am hoping each time I ask a girl out that she says no because I know dating is not the answer and I’m too sick to date.

81.  Anybody that does there part to lie regarding fake issue are accessories to conspiracy and crime.   

82.  Quit using psychology on the public to make them think what's happening to me is not a big deal in order to drive me crazy.

83.   Stop trying segregate the public by promoting issue when you know it has been nothing but trouble.

84.   It is criminal for the special force to nuke me to become sick while I drive in public. 

85.  Stop twisting the meaning of my remarks to the public.

86. My diagnose is not schizophrenia,  or bi polar manic-depressive.   The satellite is nuking my brain to cause me problems such as anger, anxiety, loss of memory, depression and pain in the head and body.  Normally I don't need medication.

87.  The public's minds have surely suffered damage do to fake issue.  They should all be under going counseling to correct the promotion of aggress ional behavior because to some what they do now is indicative of the character.

88.  Face the reality of the situation. You don't try to blame someone you brainwash, destabilize, and never give them any help or information as to what is going on.

89.  The public will be better off when the Government admits it was all a setup.

90. I predict that government is trying to create a mood that prevents people from offering testimony on my behalf.

91. Note: Who ever is destroying my health on a daily bases which will affect my future long term life style and making criminal threats of violence against me I will file criminal charges against you.  You have no choice, your actions are not orthodox, and they are corrupt and against the law.

92.  There is no Doctor supervision for how the government is affecting my heath.  It is nothing more than criminal negligence.

93. Let it be known that the Government will not be allowed to give these people the thought that I've done anything wrong, it must face its charges from the stand point that I knew nothing and I will go on trail to prove that it.

94. Beware of people who refuse to admit they are not wrong for how they conduct issue.

95.  I predict the government knows how I will answer questions.  They are stalling hoping I will forget how I was framed.

Meanwhile there are trouble makers still making an issue over me. They want me to take control against the people using crime to force me to ask out women but they have taken all my key resources away to prevail as the satellite keeps me from being who I really am. The satellite continues to make me raged, unstable and greatly fatigued.  I am not myself.  I predict that I was nuked to have excessive rage today, and as I wrote this, because the satellite people are up to no good.   Note: When my apartment neighbors were playing loud music two years ago, as I complained, I was nuked by the satellite to be angry and unstable.  I told one of the men being a problem about the satellite causing me problems but he played dumb and the harassment continued.  Then the next day one of them put a brochure on my door with the word “Spaso”.  He was trying to con me into thinking its my nature to be disturbed which is false.   I’ve told certain member’s of the public, police, FBI and my state senator of other harassment but they fail to take action.  The are caught up in playing a game and pretend they are not aware of my predicament when they are the ones that should speak up and do something.  I tired of the lies and propaganda the government has said to cause more problems.  And since I’ve told the proper people who should be taking action, and they fail to, it will be more charges I will file when people stop playing games and do what they should be doing.   

I realize in a perfect world I should speck up for myself, but as long as the satellite is controlling my mental state and people play dumb to crimes against me I will have to continue with my present course.  My head was jerked hard close to 200 times today alone with intense raged.  What the satellite does is overwhelming and I can’t deal with it. The satellite controls my mental state like a puppet. It is not my duty to over come so much.  I need to be who I am and not what the satellite does to me.   

For years it has been apparent to me that nothing is as it seems.  Whenever there’s harassment or the four letter “S” word, there’s usually scandal.  I know the government wants to confuse me and have me say stupid things so it can discredit me in the future.   That’s why its keeps so much secrecy.  It does not want me to know what’s happened to me.   On June 30, 2003 a Hispanic teenage girl with a baby was next to me as I was driving.  Then a maroon Van with a Hispanic couple smiling tried to cut me off into the teenage Hispanic girl and her baby.   I believe this occurrence was plan to give me an opinion which I don’t believe.   I believe if there are any Hispanics wanting to sexually harass me it is because they are being manipulated by the special force.  It is not logical for anybody to want to be mean to me for 21 years other then the government trying to cover up its Watergate by forcing fake issue.      

As I said before anytime there’s harassment there’s usually scandal. People have been manipulated to use violence to brainwash me.   After watching people for 21 years I also have a opinion.  I won’t be giving people too much feedback on it until I ask certain people questions about what they knew when and what they were told when.   Then I will be writing a book to let people know what really happened as a matter of National Security.   After 21 years of people not getting real it is apparent to me people still have not been told the truth.  It’s all a show to stall and change history. 

On July 22, 2003 it was a typical day in the Dallas area as the usual four or more cars staged traffic accidents to endanger my life.  The night leading to that day after I tried to sleep I was nuked to experience violent jerking in bed for 3 hours after midnight.  I then slept in pain in the head and had a very bad night sleep.  I then experienced my first intended dangerous staged traffic accident at 635 and Preston by a white lady in a late model silver Mercedes trying to force her way in front of me at the last second at the corner.  Then a second white lady in a blue Ford Tempo on 635 near North Dallas Parkway turned in front of my vehicle only 3 feet away with out signaling and slowed down trying to make me hit her bumper as she brushed her hair.  Then a man in a brown truck in front of Bankston Nissan on Preston tried to cut in front of me but at the last second decided to stop after another car was beside me.  Then at night on Forest Lane a white elderly lady in a silver Buick Century took two lanes at once and tried to take the 3rd lane to cut me off but stopped at the last second.  Then the last vehicle at 635 and Marsh turned without signaling and speed up into me like they were going to hit me.  I would have had enough time to make the turn but his speeding up to hit me caused me to go over the curve to get out of the way which resulted in two blown tires.  After the accident the other car kept going did not stop to see if I was ok. 

The reason I’m having these dangerous and violent encounters is because the government is spreading false propaganda to manipulate people to harass me.  The local people know what they have done to me in the past and know it is absolutely criminal to keep on using me but they continue because the government is framing me to avoid wrath of the people that a trial would bring using the legal system.  I suspect nobody would use crime if they thought truth and justice was served.  I suspect people are being told I will somehow forget things if they wait which won't happen because I think about history everyday.  So the government is setting me up as a patsy and coming up with reasons to stall to employ its people and the public is bound and determined not to go down in history as part of the problem.  And because people have been mislead they use devious methods such as illegal crime and violence and unjust philosophy's which is only reinforcing my case to file criminal charges against past and current government administrations.

If the public feels a need to imply things with cars they can place parked cars with flares on non busy streets or intersections and use a policeman to direct traffic away.  Every week they repeat the same meaningless violent maneuvers with different kinds of cars.   There’s no justification to use staged illegal and dangerous traffic maneuvers when they know its the wrong way to handle the matter.  A truthful going over of history with real communication in court is the only way people can get the truth and expose the lies and the plot to change history and to avoid due blame.  And using the satellite to keep me ill as the dangerous events occur is a serous criminal offence especially when the public knows better that I'm not myself.

The day is now Aug 1, 2003 and for the past few days there's been an increase in the pain, violent jerking and my lack of sleep.  On the 29th as usual after going somewhere I was abused that night and had only 2 1/2 hours sleep.   Then the next night I had laid in a dazed state of sleep for 3 1/2 hours due to pain as I was continuously waken by violent jerking of the head.   During the day on the 30th between 10:45 AM and 9:45 PM my head was jerked an average of 1 to 6 times a minute.  That's approximately 500 violent jerking of the head on that day alone.  My head and neck are in severe pain.  On the 31 I had only 20 minutes of sleep the whole night and was violently jerked in the head approximately 120 times.  I'm telling people these things because  there seems to be a pattern that has developed ever since I started making entrees on my website here and other places.  I get some relief after complaining on my website and extreme pain when its been a while sensed I've complained.  I feel I'm being manipulated to complain by the pain.  Note: If this pattern changes today its because I exposed the people manipulating me. 

Now I would like to talk about Bill Flynn.  Last night on the ABC television network I saw a commercial for a cash advance company showing a guy called Bill looking threw a window and some people calling for him to go away.   The commercial was implying Bill Flynn was accusing me of looking threw a window and seeing things people have been making hints about such as wine, Diane and Manuel, in my parents neighborhood.   This is got to be the most ridiculous thing I've heard.  If there's anybody that should be on my side its William Flynn.  He witnessed me when I was naive and destabilized.  He knows more than anybody that it is impossible for me to know of the significance of beverage containers or Manuel and Diane in my parents neighborhood.  There can be only one reason why Bill Flynn has turned traitor and accused me of these things.  The current and past Presidents are telling him to set me up.  The pain I receive is not because I've done anything wrong issue wise.  Its because the government wants me to loose concept of history and give people the thought I've done wrong.  As I said before Bill Flynn never accused me in words of anything.  On my last few visits he just acted puzzled and asked me questions pretending to forget what we discussed prior in is office as he made faces and expressions to manipulate me, until it stopped when I brought my video camera.  He did though imply "we just want to give people the thought" I've done wrong with a smile and I gave him a rude look.  And that's exactly what's happening.  My rights in the legal system have been ignored as I'm being brainwashed and who else could be behind it other than the president trying to change history and redirect its trial.  There is no issue what I know and the government is using wine, Manuel and Diane as a means to deceive.   Bill Flynn knows I was in la, la land and it was impossible for me to know the significance of wine, Manuel and Diane back when I was in his office.  

Aug 2, 2003   The special force is playing a game with me.  The special force gives me pain and makes me distressed till I tell the public things so they don’t have too.  I guess they are hoping if there’s a problem by the release of information I might get the blame.   Then only after I tell of the injustices I get some relief from the pain and deprival of sleep.  Then the local neighborhood that has been building a shock wave for 20 years imply there too much water and I will loose my rent money. If there’s a problem from the manipulated tactics of the special force a Judge will give the blame to the special force for its methods of confession.  All I’m trying to do is to prevent a problem by putting blame were its due to prevent an unjust circus from continuing.  If people really want the inside information they should talk to the people over the years that have been around me working with the special force to manipulate, brainwash and change history.   And don't forget about having the local area people tell how they did there part to manipulate and brainwash me also.  Its time for others to come clean and tell the facts and stop using me in this abuse and relief game.  This is not how to treat a person who's doing without to save the world. 

It's August 4, 2003 and for the past week, in a plot to erase my memory, I’ve endured an average of 400 violent jerking movements to the head with pain to make me momentary the black out each day.  I been allowed to sleep only 1 ½ hours for three nights of last week, 2 1/2 and 4 hours the other nights and 4 1/2 hours of sleep last night because of the constant jerking and pain.  Now the government is making hints for me to work.  It knows I’m too sick to work and have forgotten too much training to hold a job.  By or castrating this situation it is producing a drama to entertain the public by shooting the breeze in a bluff.  The bluff is that I knew of the significance of certain people in my neighborhood leaving trash.  I say the government should take me to court and put up the proof or shut up.  Trampling on my rights and making me ill to entertain people is sick intellect for sick minds and Unholy.  

It's August 13, 2003 and I'm still enduring violent jerking movement 5 times a minute all night long.  I've been averaging 1 to 3 hours sleep each night for the past 3 weeks.  I have not slept but for 1 2 hours for the last two days and endured hundreds of violent jerking to the head.  There are still noises being made to imply I knew of certain people in my parents neighborhood with trash.  I say its still new news to me and the government knows it.  And I still say take me to court and show proof or shut up.  Giving me more psychological and nerve problems in a scheme to frame me and change history to avoid due blame when the government knows I'm not a viable source of blame is sick intellect for sick minds.  Stop entertaining the public with violence and manipulating them to use violence and harassment. 

September 18, 2003    Everybody dates people they comfortable with and I’m no different.  I like Crystal as a brief friend but I always feel anxiety around her because for years most of the time the satellite has been making me imbalanced in public as I talk to women  and some men.  The satellites pattern has stuck, escalated and has now become psychological due to excess trauma.   I want somebody I feel comfortable with and I don’t get nervous with.  I like people who don’t get nervous easy which makes me stay claim and Crystal gets nervous when I do. Note: The satellite is nuking my brain everyday to make me imbalanced and keeping me in a state of shock and depriving me of sleep which is giving me increased anxiety attacks and adding to my own problems which usual don’t surface. My problem before issue is I get nervous when I get too close to peoples faces until I get use to them.  Ask the people at my former job Handy Dan.   I didn’t have problems talking to women then.  If I go somewhere to ask out women I need more choices.  I’m tired of asking out just anybody which I usually don't fell comfortable with. There’s never enough choices.  I’m too sick to be dating also. Tell the people controlling the satellite to stop making me ill and manipulating me to be not myself. 

September 19, 2003     I think the people the people at Ericsson are part of the reason why people what me to go out with Crystal because I would not associate with Lora Lee.  Note: The first few months I worked with Lora Lee she gave me mean dirty looks and I did not talk to her first off because I did not like the way she treated me and because the satellite was nuking my brain to cringe as she and other people were giving me looks to brainwash me as if I was a problem.   As time continued on she realized I was not a source of evil and was unaware of what was happening and she begin to try to associate with me.  But the satellite would make me ill with pain when she walked into the room and make me sick the next day if she came my way.  Then she would one day act like a moody bitch ( a moody bitch is what she called herself) and put on bad makeup and then act overly pristine the next day.  I knew she was putting on that act for me which disturbed me even more.  She stated before she left the repair shop she switched jobs to another department because she could not take it.   At the time I guess she implied my manipulated actions were disturbing her.  I see now that she must of thought I had a crush on her which is ridiculous, she was driving me up the wall.  At times I thought she was concerned over my situation but I knew they were all up to no good by the way they treated me.  I know today they were setting me up to take the blame for the government.  Most of them were ex military vets including Lora Lee all hand picked by management to do a job on me and keep it a secret.  There was a letter I typed to give to Lora Lee because at the time I felt guilty over her leaving; not understanding the plot at the time, but I did not give it to her because I knew she was not coming back and I was glad some of the pain was gone when she left. 

Note: At the same time I would also cringe in public as people looked at me as if I was a problem.  The satellite would often nuke me to be ill when I walked into stores where everybody was in a bad mood which I know today was done to brainwash me.  Years ago I quit going to Six Flags because, as I was there, my mood was nuked to experience mental anguish by the satellite.   I remember one day as I just finished a roller coaster ride with my brother and everybody was smiling and I was in anguish due to the satellite. I heard a guy yell out “he looks like he’s going to cry” in front of the crowd. Six Flags was no longer a source of recreation. 

There are allot of things at work that did not make since in the past but make since today.  Such as today I realize today why Richard Gain was upset at me when he was fired and gave me a dirty look.  Somebody at work told him Tom asked me about him and I told him he did not listen to instructions.  If Richard had something to do with issue and the implied fire starting then the people at Ericsson set me up there too by not keeping confidentiality.  Richard and myself were getting along pretty good up until he was fired.  

Sept 21, 2003  It appears the propaganda from Ericsson is the force manipulating people to stall to make me date a women because of what Lora Lee did.  It was implied on the programming I watched today a blonde borrowed black beauty.  The women so hard to come my way and say yes ever since the people at Ericsson told me to get a girlfriend.   I predict the people at Ericsson are assuming to say I had problems with Diane because of Lora Lee, which is ridiculous.  I predict they are trying to come up with ways to avoid blame for my constant state of shock I was in at work.  I say Lora Lee dressed nice one day then acted overly pristine and put on bad makeup and acted mean the next to deliberately disturb me as they knew of the satellites role making me mentally ill.   But I guess people don’t hear everything because I dated a Black women several times named Phyllis I meet at Eckerd and invited her to my apartment and we had sex.  I don’t think she had any complaints either because everything went fine.  With a girl I choose I don’t have problems normally or do I because of the satellite giving me mental trauma and conditioning.  I admit I can get excited on my own and freeze up but the satellite has brought it to a point where people notice.   And getting close to peoples faces use to make me nervous but today I often cringe.  The satellite giving me pain in the head with trauma is the cause.  And the satellite has been making me ill since the end of 1982.  That's before I met Diane. 

Extra: Back in approximately 1994 when it was first implied for get a girlfriend and all the women I asked out said no.  I paid to have sex with a white and a black Escort at a Motel and I don’t think they had complaints either.  I then wrote a letter to the government that I got a girl and said start your trial here I come.  It is time for the special force to admit that it has been giving me mind control and manipulation as a set up leading to this.  Stop the fake issue.

Last revised on September 21, 2003 and to be continued.

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