Letters from all of You:

      I am directed by Juangwa to gather all of us 'kids' together, getting ready for our work on planetary harmony     (see "Children" of the Rays).   This LETTERS Section is for sharing our experiences with each other and getting to know each other.

          Llael and nancy will write back to each of you who wishs.  It’s a vision of a global community for all of us to share!
                                    

Index of letters - sort of by subject

           
           Subject: PSYKIDS- a truly connected 1 yr-old!
          Computer engineering major Student
          Reading  your web site gave me the pang to reawaken that part of myself ...
          'Dream apprenticeship'
          Letter from a Mom with a 4 year old like Llael
          MIT Computer & Music University Student
          Subject:  psykids - A hug from Switzerland
          Subject:   purple/violet rays+me
          Subject:  Hello...how do I fit in? (20 yr old from CA sees spirits, too)
         Subject: Crystals (gentleman from New Zealand)
         A question about a dream for you....
                                                

                            PSYKIDS- a truly connected 1 yr-old!
                                   Date:  Mon, 13 Jul 1998
                                    From: Gail, Tulsa, OK
                                         Dear Llael & Nancy,
                                       Warning: it is long!
              I was referred to your website by an intern at the Gifted Development Center.  I had emailed them in regards to my now 1 year old son  having extensive  interaction with "imaginary friends."  He not only plays with them, offering toys and food, but converses (with baby speak) with them in a very animated fashion.  Grand body language and becoming very vocal at times.  I had occured to me that these could possibly be spirit companions.   I ask him who they are and what they look like, but obviously considering his             young age, he can't quite tell me.  I ask anyway, because I want him to know that I acknowledge their existence as real.  The issue never concerned me until last night.  While going to bed, attempting to get him to settle and lay down, he proceeded to throw a tantrum.  He seemed to just be            venting some frustrations... he's 1, it happens.  Suddenly his attention diverted towards the rocking chair.  He stopped abruptly, mid-tantrum and pointed and said "dat" (his word for "that" or sometimes an utterance to acknowledge that he sees something), and started listening attentively to what I                               supposed was one of his companions.  He started to talk back to it, would pause and listen more, then engaged in an animated conversation with his companion.
             This lasted for approx. 5 minutes.  He then, paused, let out a big sigh, and laid his head down on the pillow and rested himself in preparation for sleep.  He acted as if he was reluctant to do so, but that he was somehow convinced during this conversation that he should go to sleep.   It was almost as if watching a movie.  It seemed very surreal to me to witness this.
                   I might add that Ryan is extremely advanced for his age.  ...... But if you listen to him carefully, he has a very developed language of his own . . . .
             My other reason for deciding to email you is your reference to the Ray children. Coincidentally, we are what you would consider an open family . . .
        I am Thai-American with a combination of Christian and Bhuddist influences, but have dabbled in a little bit of anything that holds my interest. My husband is                                      American with a Christian foundation, but unsatisfied with the confines and interpretations of Christianity.  ....
            Anyway, the  issue is that my mother in law subscribes to Earth Changes Report, and has occasionally spoken to me of the Ray children, mostly while I was          pregnant with Ryan.  When I asked why she seemed to persist in pushing this information upon me, she claimed that she felt "compelled" to do so. . . .  "imaginary friends" I was ultimately led to your website.
      I am very curious of the subject, for the fact that I, myself have had multiple empathic (could be termed psychic)      experiences in my lifetime, and now my son is displaying signs of deeper connections to the spirit realm.
      As for myself, I on 2 occasions predicted and foretold of the deaths of 2 people.  And I often get engulfed with "bad vibes" prior to a markedly traumatic event for someone.  I                                              do not understand  these sensations as they manifest themselves.
        The most recent incident of note would be when I told my mother in law that her father was going to die.  I told her on the Friday before it would be Monday or early         Tuesday.  He had been in hospital but was recovering and  was due to be released Monday morning.  My MIL's sister was due to fly back home over the weekend.  I       encouraged her to be with him in the hospital on Monday morning and tell her sister not to leave. She knows of my "empathic abilities" and to humour me, she did as I         suggested. He died at 10:00pm Monday evening, but they turned off life support sometime after midnight, Tuesday morning.  Well, she called me to inform me I was                                         correct and I got chills. I explained that it wasn't over.  I explained that it had something to do with all of the kids... meaning her siblings and herself.
           She assured me that there was a will, and everything should be fine.  Well, that was 2 years ago and the sibling left as executor of the will has yet to execute the will.  They are in the process of very ugly and emotional court proceedings that have divided all of the children, etc.  Goodness, sometimes I hate being right!  And as a child I remember having a very heated argument with my father about an event that took place.  I claimed to have been there and witnessed it.  The event took place long before my birth.  He claimed I must have heard the story from my mother. I retold the event to him complete with sights, smells and sounds, but he continued to deny I could know this, and I          continued to believe I was there.  My mother denied telling me of the event, and several years later, when I was old enough to fully understand the situation, I realized            that I could not have been there due to the time reference.  I consigned it to over-active imagination, and until recently forgot entirely about incident and its                                          significance.
         So how do my child and I fit in to the big picture?  I don't understand the  extent of my abilities if any, and being that Ryan is so young, I fear that he will only have more obsticles to overcome as Llael did (although                                 doubtfully to the same degree).
      If he is blessed with special gifts, how do I equip myself to cooperate with his gifts and supply him with the                               education and nuturing he needs?
      Can you also please determine for me of what colour rays my child and I are?  I'm so filled with questions and tales to share... I feel I have taken so much of your time.
                   What your are doing with this website is truly appreciated.
                                    Thank you for your time.
                                              Gail
      P.S. I would greatly appreciate any response.  Mainly...what colour are we?  It is all so fascinating.  Your work is valid, but you must be exhasted.  Best wishes and long health to you and yours.

                                 Date: Mon, 1 June 1998
                            Computer engineering major Student
                                           Dear Llael,

          Hi! My name is Rob Hulsart, I am a 20 year old college student.  I  was amazed to find this site linked to from an earth changes site that I had been watching.  I live on Long Island, with my parents, and go to school about 20 mi. from home, to Polytechnic University.  I am a computer engineering major there.
        Until about 1 year ago, I just thought of myself as a above-average scholar with an overactive imagination.  Then one by one I stumbled across the material that was        necessary to guide me to my awakening.  Most of my research has been in the area  concerning the earth changes that are upon us.
        But I feel  the strong presence of spiritual help, although unfortuantly I have not yet seen any spirit forms.
             My current situation is particularly difficult as I am sure you could understand because I am nearing my last year of engineering and have obviously been expressing my dissatisfaction with my education and the general lack of spirituality in it.  I live in an apartment I build myself (I am          unusually gifted in building / designing things, from machines to construction to electronics and computers) and my parents live upstairs.  They are having a very hard time dealing with me, although I try my best to enlighten       them, they do not seem to listen very well.  This is frustrating.  My friends support me very well.  My  main goals in the last few months have been even more shattering to them because I am not that inclined to stay here (near New York City) all that much longer, because I know it is not safe, and even more importantly I feel that being able to live the way I envision life (providing food and ones own         ammenities in a self-sustaining biospere like environment) will truly allow me to proceed full-force with the enlightenment that lies ahead for me.  Trying to find the support in this matter looks grim, however.  I have been trying hard lately to find the others out there like me                                   who want to gather together in a safe, new, collective environment where we can all learn from one another.                                  ....one more thing that I would like to say is that I wish to know whether or not blue is a color in my spectrum.  Although I am 20 years old, I was born a blue baby.  For about 10 minutes I was blue....what does that mean for me?  I have not had much luck recalling any psychic abilities in the past, but lately I have had I guess you could call my first tastes?  I find myself with the ability to read what someone is thinking, though not always on command.
        It always happens with those that I am closest with, while invoved in conversation.                              
       You also said that you were interested in physics....so am I! I wish I could have been a physics major sometimes, but I think I have learned the equivalent on my own anyway. 
        Plus, I love having the backround in electrical theory, especially wave motion....I have envisioned the whole         universe in all of its harmonies working.....it is so very beautiful...I guess one of my main motivations is to get others to see it in this way, as one big interrelated symphony of sorts....One of my dreams is to be able to come up or I guess learn how the many-dimentions or densities fit into the formulas....things like gravity control and space travel faster than light I feel are possibly within my reach.  Not to mention safe and efficient free-energy devices!
                                                
         Well, I look forward to hearing from you! Hopefully, sometime soon we can somehow bring ourselves together, which is the way I feel things should  be.  Peave, Love & Light!
                    -Rob Hulsart                                                rhulsa01@kepler.poly.edu
                                                
                                 Date:  Sun, 26 Apr 1998
            Reading your web site gave me the pang to reawaken that part of myself ...

                      Hi! I saw your web site on Dan Winters site and loved it.   I felt a real pang when reading it, as it reminded me of the evolution that's going on. I've gotten so bogged down  with work and heavy emotions to one degree or other that I've tuned evolution out, to some degree, even though it's happening all around, all the time,         endlessly.
         I used to explore my consciousness and communicate to some degree with spirits, angels, etc. and really felt tuned in, connected to all of life through this. However, I had a few personal traumas and I nearly lost it, and have had to seek help in getting things grounded again, and it's been several  years.
       Reading your web site gave me the pang to reawaken that part of myself that I put to sleep because I was afraid that it would lead to trouble - and there are many that      would say the contact with spirits, etc. was the devil and all that, which I didn't believe but didn't feel convinced enough to be sure that I was indeed dealing with the light. This led to all sorts of confusing experiences that seemed very high and transendental, but in retrospect I wonder if they were healthy, or if they were burning me out.
       In any case, please do keep spreading the word. I can feel your love in the web site and in the words you speak/type. I hope that you are happy in this world and have a rich connection of friends and support of those that understand you.
                  I am a 29 year old male, living in Southern Illinois at the time. I'm currently exploring the path of Sufism, but have interest in other areas, and most recently am feeling the call to get involved with earth healing      types of things again. Dan Winters info and other info on the net are turning that part of me back on again,  or rather, reawakening the whole, if you will :)
                            Take care, and always walk in the light -
                                              Love
                                          Curt Wilson
                                   radiance@accessus.net


                                   'Dream apprenticeship'
                                   Date:    Sun, 26 Apr. 1998

                      Dear Llael and Nancy,
           first of all, this is a wonderful web page and a great thing you  are doing. :)
        I get "fuzzy shivers" all over (I don't know how else to express this sensation) when reading here... :)
       I have some questions... it'd be cool if you could maybe find some time and help me with the answers... ?
        I think all this happened beginning at age 10 or 12... I spent much of my time in a  "dream reality"
                     (I couldn't really say whether this were night dreams or wishes or daydreams or all of it combined),                       where I was an apprentice in a healer's guild, most                                      of the time as a boy.  Some time ago I felt that this wasn't just all fantasy but that I should be able to draw                    from that experience and all the time spent studying "there".
        Only, I still couldn't find the key to access this knowledge and am getting insecure about whether this is just all wishful thinking.
      Can you help me "finding the key" or give a cue how I can find someone who can help me?
       I feel I am destined to become a full-time healer and I am working on developing the skills / senses I need for that (especially since I found Reiki). Yet, I feel I have to grow and become whole and healed myself before I can be a beacon for those who need a point of orientation.  And of course, I'm curious where I "fit in here"...  Any ideas?
                      Love and peace and warm fuzzies in abundance
                        Rebecca 'tribbles' Ewert
                   PS: my e-mail address is                   tribbles@oberberg-online.de

                                                
                              Date:  Wed, 18 March 1998
           Letter from a Mom with a 4 year old like Llael

                                          Dear Nancy:
                  I am so relieved to find this  web site and hopefully find other individuals with children like our daughter Eryn.
         Eryn was born 14 May, 1993 in Fairfax, Va.  Initially we thought we had a very normal baby.   At 5 days old she rolled over and scared my mother to death.  At 3 months, I took her to have a baby picture made.  The photographer said not to expect her to smile when the picture was taken.  She smiled 6 times exactly when the flash went off.  The photographer had never witnessed anything like that and commented it was as though she understood.
     At 6 months she would laugh hysterically at something she followed with her eyes, but I could not see.  She also developed some high pitched chortling sound she only used
       around her dad and mom, never when anyone else was around.  When others were  around she would coo and make normal baby sounds.
       At 18 months she said the word "angel" and pointed although we had not taught her that word.
                        She also said "Bye Ben" one day as I walked into her room.  I had a brother named Ben who died when I was 8, but we had never mentioned his name.  She also started talking about fairies.  By age 2 she had several                           imaginary friends and spoke daily of fairies and angels.  We had a ghost in our house at the time who was the         previous deceased owner.  My husband and I could smell his pipe whenever he walked into the family room, but Eryn described him.  Our neighbors gave us a similar                         description.
      She also had surgery at that time and described the beautiful angel who sat on her bed while she was in the hospital.
                   Until age 2 she would scream whenever we put her into her child seat in the car. Even the day she left the hospital after delivery.
                   There was nothing hurting her physically; however, at age 2 she approahed me one evening and very seriously told me about an accident she had before she became Eryn.  She described having a car accident, going        through the glass and being taken to the hospital.  She said a doctor tried to make her better; however, she died.  She
       described me being there as a man and her step-brother now was there as a friend.
               She released all these emotions and after that had no problems riding in the car.  She pointed to where the glass went through her and it was
      in the same spot where she had the surgery for kidney reflux.  She has since forgotten this conversation.
              Now at age 4, we have received a letter from her pre-school.  They are concerned that she is in her own time.
      Eryn says her friends call her a liar whenever she tries to describe their angels.  Eryn  says she is bored and that the angels entertain her to help her get through the day.   They want to bring in an outside "expert" to observe her with the other children; however, since she can hear and see things we cannot, the "expert" might label her as being schizophrenic which she is not.  My husband wants her to be normal and stop tapping into her gifts, my family is also pressuring me to make  her conform; however, I do not want her to lose the gifts she was born with.  I do not know what to do at this point.  I'm hoping you can help or at least point me in the right direction.
             My husband thinks she is making things up; however, she has described her great grandfather who has been dead since I was 10 years old down to the fact that he only smoked a pipe which is true.  She said 2 years ago
 that I would have a son in 2 years and now I am pregnant.  I will find out next week if it is a boy; however, she insists he is, but that he will not be able to see angels or fairies.
              I would like to know if there are any schools around which encourage                                       children like Eryn.
              Thanks so much for your time. I look forward to hearing from you and                                 possibly meeting you someday.
                                           Sincerely,
                                         G.P.,   Virginia

                                                

                                Date:  30 March, 1998
                     MIT Computer & Music University Student
                                             Llael-
                    It was very exciting and uplifting to bump into your web page! I linked into your site from one of Benedick Howard's LFAS postings that had your dolphin channelings... very interesting :) I am subscribed to the DreamWeaver list because I am thinking of getting one for my own practice.
                    A little about myself-- Born and raised in Anchorage, Alaska, I am an 18yo freshman at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. I'm studying              computers and music, hoping to blend my two passions into some funky                                          dance music :)  I was born into a very open-minded family, but my spiritual             unfoldment really began to accelerate last summer when I was drawn to             Reiki and took my first attunement. Since then I have been devouring "new             age" books, websites, and workshops, and have gone on to take my Third                                             Degree.  I didn't really have a psychic childhood, though I currently have a                   slight amount of auric sight and I'm maybe a little empathic.    Of course I am also very sensitive to energy and chakras due to my Reiki training.
              Sometimes I think that I am channeling when I am composing music, or explaining spiritual matters to people, though I would like to be more                                conscious of spirit-communication.   I wish I could talk to my guides like you can with Sanka and the gang :)    When I close my eyes I see purple a lot, and I think it is the presence of my  main guide.
              I have a feeling that my gifts will blossom in time, but I am impatient.            Sometimes it is quite frustrating/saddening for me to feel separated from my                             Spirit brothers and sisters in this manner.   Dammit, I want to be multidimensional now!! <laugh>
                  I am interested in hearing about which ray I might come from, (something purplish perhaps?) and maybe some tips on connecting with my guides.
                     Keep up the great work! And feel free to use my name and email.
                                                Namaste,
                                                 David
                                 David Lowenfels -- dfl@mit.edu
                                                

                                Date: Tue, 31 Mar 1998
                         psykids - A hug from Switzerland
                                                
                                                    Hi!
           I just discovered your site, and I wanted to say bravo, youpee and thank-you, all at the same time.  What you are sharing is beautiful, important and
 inspiring.   For your fun and pleasure, please visit my site, and more specially the section "Isabel Says", at the address below :
                            http://homepage.iprolink.ch/~aymohr/Isabelsays.html
                    If I can help in your projects from my Geneva, I'll be glad!                   I will in any case put a link to your site in my links section.                                     A big hug to you both,       Alain-Yan
                          ------------------------------------------------------------
                       Alain-Yan Mohr  * Mohr, Mohr & more.... - aymohr@iprolink.ch
                      

                                Date:  Sat, 29 Nov 1997
                                 purple/violet rays+me

                One thing Llael could clear up for me is the difference between the                                        violet+purple rays.   I've got the idea I fit in there somewhere, as in the last 1-2 yrs. I've started to  improve my awareness of realities-perceived and real.
            Born to religious parents (somewhat intolerant, unfortunately, although they do not force me to share their views). About 1-1.5 months ago a subtle change occured in my mind, allowing me to read truth+true meaning in the words of  others. This is easier so far in spoken words.
             I have found that I have a knack for showing others how to learn - to teach themselves, with occasional guidance from me. Also, knowing what others     attempt to convey with speech has allowed me to mediate between people,            and untangle their knots. I have a strong drive to help others raise their minds                          to new levels, and view the world wholistically.
           A somewhat less mundane are the unusual scenes I see when I 'daydream';  a world very different from this, having a lavender sky, the sun being not so much a spinning ball of gases  as a slower spinning cloud of luminous  gases with less gravity perhaps? That lights the sky in the day, a huge forest with trees that range from larger than redwoods to tiny saplings, a round             stone pool/fountain of water, with tiny beings very similar to the common              concept of the pixie minus the long pointy ears playing merrily inside. "
                          (   F.     male,  birthday Jan 7,will \par be 17 in 1998 ).

                                              Hi F.,
                             Sanka wants to share some things about your letter.
            Tell me if they feel right to you. She said that you are one of the younger violet  rays.  Sanka:  Violet and purple rays are relatives to each other, though they came on to this planet at different times (violet came first). Also their home                                      planets are different.
                    Violet rays usually are either born with lots of psychic skills or develop them about 16 and up.  The purple rays are either born with psychic abilities or usually develop them before age 13. If either of these types were shut down as children, their gifts can be drawn out as an adult, as well.                 Their missions are mostly and usually the same as mentioned in my website, however, anyone's path is how he/she chooses it to be.
                      Sanka says that finding true meaning in words is an important skill
                   and that you can continue to learn a lot from, if you choose to.
           Sanka:  The vision is of your violet ray home planet.  The luminous gasses with less gravity is a very bright nebula.  (the nebula is not in place of the sun, there is a sun too.)  Sanka wants  to know if you have seen moons and how many when you do this visioning?  There is more than one violet ray planet, so Sanka is just wondering which one you are seeing.
                                                 F., I'd love to talk with you again,
                                                                               Llael
       

  Nancy:  F.,  We read this section to our friend Yanttay who also 'channels'; she immediately 'saw' that your vision is of your home violet ray planet. And St. Germain spoke to her, saying that you are being guided in your learning by him as well.  (Count St. Germain is Yanttay's main Spirit Guide, she is purple ray and a wonderfully cheerful 70 years old).
                         We hold a candle on our living room mantle for all of you            kids and hold the thought  for World Harmony.  A picture of the exposed Heart of Jesus also graces our mantle.  We send a 'bubble' for protection around each of you.  You can do this for yourself too.  Still, know that Spirit strongly wants your generation of kids, who are coming aware of their abilities and urgent missions here, to be free and safe to grow up into your knowing - planetary harmony depends on it!
                             You are protected more than you ever know!
                                   In Light and Love of the One Infinite Creator,
                                                                     Nancy
                                                



                          Subject:  Hello...how do I fit in?
                                    Date:  Tue, 2 Dec 1997
                                                
                 My name is Eric Vandenbroek.  I live in Dublin, California and I                  am 20 years old .  I was reading your website and noticed a lot  about you that I also see in me.     I don't hear spirits, but I do see spirits.  I also see auras around everything, living things especially.
                    Here is basically why I am writing you, a weird thing also                  happened to me when I was 5.  I really won't go into the details,  unless you want me too, which I have a feeling you really want to know =)  Please ask, Sanka or Juangwa, how I fit into all of this,  if I do, which I also feel is going to be yes =)  I am really interested in what either, if not both, say.  Thank you in advance.       
                                           Namaste,
                                             Eric Vandenbroek
                                         a.k.a. Red Magnetic Dragon
                                                
                                            Hello Eric,
                    I'd  love to know what happend to you when you were five.
           STJ(Sanka,Tank-too-wa,Juangwa)says  you do "fit in to all of this".  They say that  you are of the orange ray....

       I am soo glad you wrote back!!!!   :-)    My best friend Lisa has psi gifts as             well.  When we are together you don't have to speak at all to have           conversations, I know when she want's me to call her, or vise versa.             Other than her I really haven't found anyone with psi gifts.  I think my sister                          has them, but doesn't realize what she is seeing. Red Magnetic Dragon, has the implications of a lot of things.  First, red is the first day of the Earth's Energy Cycle.  There is a four day earth cycle, the Red days mean energy is good on this day to start things.  The Element of  this day is Earth.  Second, Magnetic, is the first day in the Galatic Energy Cycle, this Cycle goes in 13 day cycles.  The meanings behind Magnetic are, Unify, Attracting, Magnetic, and Purpose.  Third, Dragon, This is the first day in the Solar Cycle.  There are twenty days in the cycle.  This again has  multiple meanings,  they are, Nuture, Being, Input and Birth.  From this you come up with the daily Affirmation.
                      This is mine, I was born on the Red Magnetic Dragon:
               I unify in order to nuture, Attracting Being.  I seal the input of birth
               With the magnetic tone of purpose.  am guided by my own power doubled.  I am a galactic activation portal...enter me.
            I find this to sybloize a lot in who I am, and why I am here.  You can find  more about the Mayan Calanders at:      www.tzolkin.com/index.html
           Anyway I am going to tell my story that happend to me when I was 5.
              I was visited by 5 aliens (or spirits), in my room, and I was taken to this place, I don't know where it is, or where I was.  But they gave me my psi             abilities, as well as a lot of knowledge about people, the planet, and what            we are doing to it, and how it is going to be fixed, and how to help in fixing           it. Most stories people hear from the media seem to be very negative towards              alien visits, but all of the ones I have had, have been the most beautiful thing, and soo full of positive energy.  Ever since then, I have known that I carry a very special gift, and needs to be used only for good.  I can see how it can be used for negative purposes, but that is not why people would carry such gifts.  Anyway I should get going.  I hope that I hear from you soon.                                                 Namaste,
                                                 Eric Vandenbroek
                                              Red Magnetic Dragon
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                                        psychic kids
                                 Date:  2 Dec 1997 19:11:43 -0000

                                From: Amy Noel <ANoel@getty.edu>
                         To: Abundant Living List <abundance-l@spiritweb.org>
                                             Hi all,  and special welcome to Nancy Baumgarten, and 12 year old daughter,Llael  Maffitt.  GREAT web site!  I have two kids who show great sensitivities too.  Elizabeth age nine and Zach age 11.  When I get us back on line at home they can exchange e-mails.   Uniting psychic kids is a wonderful idea.
                                                

                                                

               To Llael - the meaning of your name     Date:  Wed, 03 Dec
                                             1997

                       From:  "Dr. K. Kioni Fuller, D.D." <kioni@therapist.net
             Hi Bright and Exalted One! I am so happy to meet you and know of your spiritual experiences. I too discovered my unique abilities at an early age.          I was three when I had my first vision. You are indeed blessed and I hope we                                   get to know each other better.

                 Lael (Heb.)---unto God; consecrated to God; created by God.
            META. A ruling thought belonging to that phase of the love faculty in man.  This thought is of God, is turned toward God (Godward), and is consecrated to God; thus it does its part in elevating the consciousness of the individual to a higher and more spiritual standard.
                                           Metaphysical Bible Dictionary - UNITY
                                        Blessings, Kioni



                         Daughter sees Spirits & Intuitive
                                      Date: Wed, 10 Dec 1997

                                      Dear Nancy & Llael:
                              We live on a Christmas Tree Farm......
      It's just that we have no other families (with kids her age) to relate to spiritually.  Maggie also likes soccer and plays on the    ****  girls classic team. We spend a lot of time traveling all over the state. Lately, she  seems to be getting more interested in boys than soccer.  Hopefully, though, she'll keep it up as it's such good exercise. Maggie is very intuitive, though has not developed        her psychic skills to any extent. She has seen spirit forms and is naturally                knowledable about such things. Unfortunately, her peer group is not at all supportive when it comes to this.
       I have really loved reading your web page and feel very excited about what you are attempting to do for  the children of the new world. If there is anything I can do to help, I would be very happy to do so.
                            Love, Light & christmas Blessings,    Judy




                                           Crystals
                              Date: Tue, 23 Dec 1997 10:34:00 +1300

                          From: Paul Dunlop \par <pdunlop@gwmail.linz.govt.nz>
                                                
              Hey hows things?  Just been to see your WWW site.. how to put it - Very Inspirational ;)
           I'm heartened to see that there are children in this world being encouraged by their parents to use their gifts as I feel there has been too much conditioning on our youth today.
            Take me for example.  I had a major hip disease when I was younger that completely altered my outlook on life and who I am today, & I placed too             much in my parents of the way I viewed life, and have since had mental blocks installed that I am currently working on removing. As I am now more involved than ever in crystal work - I was wondering what experiences you have had with them apart from your third eye chakra being balanced by the calcite.
           Your sharing is greatly admired and I wish you all the best - dont loose your focus. (not that you will of course )
                                         Love and Light
                                Paul  (Altheran)      New Zealand
                                                
                                       Hi Altheran (Paul),
                     I cant think of any experiences with crystals at the moment, but I'll tell them to you when they happen!  There is one that might count, with some                   emeralds and dimonds that are in a ring. My godmother had felt she HAD to send me the ring and it happend that the ring came just in time for a        ceremony with a new healing guide of mine who is still with me(Tank-two-wa).                  Sanka says "Keep up the work with crystals!" and that you will be very                       successful helping others with it, if you choose to do so.
                                                                         Love,
                                                                                Llael
                                                



                 Subject: A question about a dream for you....
                                        Date:   Tue, 16 Dec 1997

            I once had a dream...or more like a vision because I can recall it more like a real event then a dream...where I had died and went up through a long tunnel  and emerged into a cloud filled place....facing me was a guy straight out of the old testament....white hair and beard and white robes...and he started to talk to me in coloured musical notes (I don't know how to describe it better than that.)...after talking to me for awhile he then motioned over to his right, my left, and there before me was the most beautiful tropical garden scene i've ever seen....and by a small pool of  water below a waterfall there was a woman....brown hair and eyes....and when i looked at her, and her at me, i knew then that we had known each other forever....i  didn't want to leave but she told me that i was where i had chosen to be, and that i wasn't to worry because we would always be togeather, forever....the man in white than talked to me again and told me that i would only remember what i was being told                     when it 'was time'....and then i woke up....
         That dream/vision was almost 20 years ago....I've always considered myself a rational and down to earth  person but this unexplained event has left 'something' inside of me that needs to be explained.
      Thank you for taking the time to read this...If you have any answers for me as to what this dream/vision  means I would appreciate it....I hope to hear from you soon...
                                       Thank you, David

                                                
                                           Hi David,
               I'm always happy to anwser questions(as long as I'm not tired, hungry or simply dont have enough time(laugh)!).
              Sanka says that this was very definetly real, meaning that your consciousness and spirit went there while you were sleeping.   She also says that the place you go is usualy picked out by the spirits  participating  in the message pick out from their knowledge of you.  Usually a place you would find butifull and feel comfortable in.  Sometimes the spirits take on different forms, though Sanka says that is not the case in your vision.
                   Sanka is laughing from your description of the colored musical notes and saying that she never thought of how those guys speak that way (those guys being men in white robes with white hair and beards).  She says that the vision  was and is for the Good but other than that, she's not allowed to say more.     
                                              Llael
                                                

                                                
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