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Ok, so heres the stuff. I told you SOME things about me on my main page, but this is a little more detailed. No sorry i dont have a picture yet. But i am workin on that. So keep cool. Hehe. Ok so anyway, heres about me. =)
Eyes: Hazel (they change color with my moods and clothing)
Hight: I am 5"6' and a half.
Hair: Curly and blonde but looks like its turning red, but i brush it a lot so its not SO curly
Weight: About 120lbs.
Age: 15
Gender: Female
Birthday: May 6th. '85 (i am a baby! hehe)
I was born in Whittier California, and lived there till November '96. I was born 5-6-85. I now live in Missouri,(lol) Hicks Vill USA. I plan to go back to Cali as soon as i am out of highschool, I want to join the Navy. Its been my dream for almost 2 years now, and everyone in my Family is all for it. (though i think its show, they just want me to sit home and have babies) Mean while, i'd rather be travling around the world, and exploring new things all the time. I just dont see me getting married right outa highschool, i'm not a person who likes to sit still.....
Favourit songs: Hotel California, (all the EAGLES music) Enter Sandman and Hero Of The day (Metallica) Is Anybody Out There (Pink Floyed) November Rain and The Garden (Guns N Roses) Bed Of Roses,Some Day I'll Be Saturday Night (Bon Jovi)Candle In The Wind (Elton John) Sweet Emotions, I dont wanna miss a thing (Aerosmith)Devil Boy, Lame, My My, Margaret (7 mary 3)
Favourit Movies: Dirty Dancing (yes shut up! hehehe jk) My Best Friends Wedding, City Of Angles, Armageddon, Point Break, HAIR, The Shag,The 6th Sence,Beauty And The Beast (special reasons), Titanic, Top Gun. The Mask Of Zoro, Boyz In The Hood (hehehe *shrugs*)
Me: I am a girl with a soft heart, and its easily broken. I admit i am a hopeless romantic with a lot of hope. I dream and dream. I let friends take me for granted instead of standing up for myself, i give my heart out to many people, who choose to betray my love and trust, and decide to hurt me. I am a rather thin skin, and i keep to myself to avoid from being hurt again, but it never ceases to stop. People i have cared about most have walked into my life and dissapeard at the drop of a hat. I'm not popular, i have friends who are silly and make me laugh. But from the past i have learned not to get to close untill you know you're ready if a heartbreak occurs. I guess i am always ready. I sometimes take things for granted and forget thats what i am doing. But i relize it and i try to change it. But i always learn my lesson no matter what. And even though heartbreaks are horrible to endure, i grow stronger and stronger by the day and minute and go on and try again. Knowing that what ever is out there waiting for me, i am prepareing myself to accept. And i will.I stand for what i believe in, and i dont take other peoples bull, i speak my mind when it needs to be spoken, (which is all the time lol), i'm not one to be pushed around, or told whats right for me and what isnt, i am the only person who knows what i need, just like everybody else knows what they need. I believe in other people, and see them for who they are. I like the drums and have always wanted to play, but my mom wont lemme have any since they are so loud. My favorit thing also in the world to do, is dance. I could dance the night away if i could. When i was small i knew every single step to Dirty Dancing (yes i still do)Not to sound cocky or anything, but i think i am really good at dancing! (hehe)
Hobbies: I love to write. Its what i live for. It clears my head, and a pad and pencil is a great friend. It listens to you're every word, and can understand you. Its there for you when you need it most. Its the one thing you can trust. I love to swim, people call me a water baby (hehe). I love to chat on the net, and i love e-mail. I enjoy writing stories and poetry, and infact i am writing a novel now. When its done, i plan to send it to publishers. I like to have intelligent questions about life and other things. I like to wonder about super natural things, and am very much intrested in the Mid Evil Times (dark ages).
Life style: I am an only child (yes! hehe) And i have just one perent, my father split when i was four. And actually its ok with me, i mean, its easy for me having just one perent. That and you get out of trouble easier hehe. Me and my mother are extremely close, we talk all the times about both good things and bad. I just recently started devloping a relationship with my dad after 11 years, i am sort of thankful, but then again not. I donno how to explain it so you'll understand. I grew up in california till i was 12, and least to say, i miss it with every ounce of being in me. And maybe one day i will move back. I miss all my friends, and my adopted family (reason why adopted: all blood rels, live out east ). They are the people who helped my mom raise me, made sure i had cloths on my back, shoes on my feet, food in my stomach and a roof over my head. They were there for my birthdays and christmas's and trick or treating days. They were there when i needed them most. And i thank them dearly for it. And love them as well. I have a cat, her name is Mysty, i have had her for close to three years and she is the best gift any girl could possibly have, (maybe cept a dimond ring! hehe). And shes adorable too!
Dislikes: Ok, i hate people who cant see you for who you really are. I hate that most people go for looks and not what matters most. Whats in side a person. Its not the looks that makes a person, its just part of what makes them unique and special. I hate that all the cute (hehehe what was i just talking about?) sweet and honest, fun and loving, rich and famouse, are gay. Hehe no just kidding, but they always seem to be with the wrong person. (cept if it was me! hehe boy, that sounded snotty! but thats not what i ment! duh!). I think girls who get pregnate at early ages still need 15 more years of disaplin, i think they are irresponsible and i pitty the baby who has to live with a mother who cant emotionly or phsyically, or money wise take care of it. I hate the fact that when some one thinks of AIDS they think of a gay or lesbian. When thats not true at all. There are many straight people, who get it. And not always the wrong way. I hate moody and depressant people, people who take their anger out on others that are close to them. But for some reason i pitty them as well. I dont hate drug users instead i feel sorry for them. I do hate drugs though, i have seen many people i love dearly destroyed by drugs and alcohol. No, if some one is using drugs, i dont hate them i love them still, just hate that they take them. But i am sure many people feel the same. I hate the fact, they say kids dont know anything, when infact, emotionaly kids go through more stuff than any adult, seeing as thats the growing and learning period. They say kids dont know what love is, well news flash they do. They know it if they feel it deep down. And if kids dont know it, then neaither do adults.
Friends- Well, i value my friends as much as i would value a hundred dallar bill. ALOT! hehe. Friends are what help keep me going, even if its just one or two. I've learned to pick and choose my friends with care. It seems i always meet the fake people who'd rather use my heart than share it. They'd rather talk and hurt me behind my back, then being for me when i need a friend most, or some one to joke around with. And there arn't that many kind of people left. It seems everyone i've met in my short life, hehe, have always screwed me over for somthing, or have turned out totally not the way i expected. All i look for in friendship is trust. If you have my trust, you have everything else. I've tried all my life to be someone somebody liked. Even though it never worked, i always tried. And in the end, i came out in the bad end. Without a friend and quite alone. But i have met a few people, who'm i treasure and love dearly. They have won my friendship, as i have theirs. They've given me some one to love and rely on when i need them most. And thats rare in this world. And i'm thankful, that the few friends i DO have, are the ones i know are going to last me a life time.
Guys- This topic would take me days to write. hehe. No one perfect. But no one complicated. Sum anyone up? lol didn't think so.
Ok, was that too much? I'm sorry! I guess i just like to talk !!(that should go in hobbies! hehe)
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