From: Terma99@aol.com
Date: Sun, 20 Dec 1998 21:06:40 EST
Subject: TIME(1/5)by Terma99(NC-17 MSR)
TITLE: Time (1/5)
AUTHOR: Terma99
EMAIL: terma99@aol.com
DISTRIBUTION: Gossamer-YES! Anywhere else-YES! But be kind
and let me know so I can come see.
SPOILERS: The Movie (pre-season six--Mulder still has hair)
RATING: NC-17 for "sex, and lots of it!"
CLASSIFICATION: MSR
SUMMARY: Returning to San Francisco, Mulder and Scully
discover that becoming lovers is just a matter of time.
POST DATE: 12/19/98
MY NOTES: Warning! Major FBI aardvarking ahead. If you don't
"go" for that, run like hell, run! This is not a sequel to Aftershock,
but I just had to take these two back to San Francisco for some
"time off." Whew! I'm glad I did. A more aggressive spin on the
ol' "first (ach!) time" scenario. Also, after reading PD's "Clock
Watcher," which I LOVE, I just had to give Mulder some of his
pride back. Yeesh! I'll take fifteen seconds of HIM any day, but fifteen hours
is better...read on smut lovers! Oh and there's plenty
of snuggles and kisses too. I had to turn the hose on these two to
finish it.
Yipes! I thought I'd get this out before S6 started. Then I
thought, maybe I'll perk-up the mid-season rerun boredom...
SPECIAL THANKS: to Alanna for sending me video clips of a wild,
rutting Duchovny. It "helped" in the making of this erotic romp.
And to my beta babes: Sue, Dasha, Alanna, and Blueswirl!
Hope the smut was hot enough for ya! Merry Christmas to the
JCLS gang.
DISCLAIMER: Okay, here we go. I don't own them,
I'm just borrowing them because the grand high
sci-fiction genius Chris Carter invented them
and I'm horribly envious. So I borrow them and
let them have a break from the six
years of UST. I think they appreciate it. All
regards to 1013, FOX, and such. No infringement,
no money intended, just fun for my squirrely little
mind.
FEEDBACK: PLEASE!!
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Time
by Terma99
"You'll remember me like a melody.
Yeah, I'll haunt the world inside you.
And my big secret--gonna win you over,
Slow like honey, heavy with mood."
-Fiona Apple
"If you don't follow me up here Scully, I'm going to be
very disappointed."
"What the hell's up this hill anyway?"
"It's a surprise." He held his hand out to her, "c'mon."
"A surprise?" She wasn't sure she was going to like this. It
most likely involved something unexplainable. Of all the hills in
San Francisco to investigate, Mulder had chosen the longest
and seemingly steepest of the lot.
A hill in San Francisco is not just any hill. San Francisco hills
are infamous for being the most treacherous, 4-speed roll-
back collision hills in the nation. Perilously narrow streets
made narrower by cars forced to street park at perpendicular
angles to the curb--on roadways so steep, the narrow homes
lining them are split level starting with one story and ending
with two on the downhill side. And this hill was certainly living up
to that reputation.
"Mulder, I'm tired."
"You won't be if you give me your hand and come on up here."
"You're not going to tell me, are you?" she said reluctantly,
trudging up the sidewalk to him and accepting his hand.
"Where's the fun in that?"
Fun indeed, Scully thought, as she let him half drag her up the
hill, holding her arm up every now and again like a
parent encouraging a toddler to keep up. Dammit, his legs
were longer and she was stuffed. She had just finished eating
about half her weight in lasagna, and polished off more than her
fair share of a bottle of Niebaum/Coppola Cabernet. Hill
climbing wasn't the first thing on her mind right now--crawling
into a warm hotel bed and nodding off for ten or so hours
before their flight back to DC tomorrow afternoon was.
But if she had to characterize this evening, she'd have to label it
fun. Fun was a rare thing to experience with her normally
laconic partner. Fanciful in wit but often distant in emotion,
tonight he was an unusual blend of playful and courteous. Should
she dare say even gentlemanly? He'd even paid for their dinner of
all things. She supposed she should be getting wary and just call it
a night before his attentions reached a dangerous level,
but something in her right now just didn't care about all
the professional appearances crap. They were off the clock and
he was her friend, her best friend, and tonight they were just
having a hell of a good time. He was a man, why shouldn't he
treat her like a lady for once. If you can call dragging a very
full, slightly tipsy lady up one mother of a hill at ten o'clock at
night gentlemanly.
With more than a little effort, Scully managed to reach the peak
of the hill without collapsing in a panting heap. Alcohol did not
do much for strengthening the physique for endurance. To
her utmost dread, she realized Mulder was tugging her towards
an alley-like path to the right--a path that quickly ascended into
a long steep stretch of stairs up into the woodsy hillside.
"Whoa, hold on," she dropped his hand and bent at the waist a
bit, laying her hands above her knees, catching her breath. He
turned and gave her a disapproving look.
"You're not going to give out on me now," he insisted.
She lifted her head. "Why not?"
"Because I'm counting on you."
"Counting on me for what? To train for the triathlon?"
"No, to follow me up this damn hill."
"Could we settle for a shorter hill?"
He set his hands on his hips and leered playfully at her.
"No, I need us to ascend *this* hill in particular."
She thought to make a remark about this being an alien
abduction site, but instead resigned herself to...
"I'll make you a deal. You tell me what's so great about this hill
and I'll consider making an attempt to climb it for you, okay?"
"Don't you trust me, Scully?"
"No. Next question."
He laid his hand over his mouth, thinking. "All right then, what if
I told you there was an amazing feat of human engineering up
here that just couldn't be missed...would you come?"
She arched her back and eyed him with a dubious expression.
"That's the best you can do?"
He shrugged his shoulders.
She felt her heart rate slowing back down to a more
acceptable rhythm and air returning to her lungs. "Okay, if we go
at my speed, I'll follow. But what do I get if this isn't the
most amazing thing I've ever seen?"
"You get to kick my ass for dragging you up here."
She laughed, "For that, I'll try anything."
She entered the alley with him and at the top of a second
torturous flight of stairs, the path turned into a pleasant red
brick-lined walkway winding up the hillside in a long circle, past
the front doors of some fine whitewashed stucco homes.
"People live here?" she wondered, amazed at the hike it would
take in from the street, not to mention the perilous parking
situation.
"They certainly do, some of the most expensive homes in the
City." His voice was warm and low just above her ear. He
walked close to her, his hand lightly brushing across her shoulders
as they made the climb.
His faint possessive touch made the mild wine-induced buzz she
was experiencing take on a whole new flavor. She supposed
she should make an attempt to step away, but the notion soon lost
to the pleasant awareness gathering within her. An awareness
she had felt before not so long ago in a vacant hallway in
Arlington. It had never really left her altogether, just gone
dormant for a while.
Experience told her that watchful eyes were everywhere and
danger imminent, but somehow wandering recklessly with
him around this distant city made her feel exempt from all of
that. The day to day peril of their occupations was 6,000 miles
away, and tonight the still San Francisco spring air was lulling
her into a protected universe where only the present mattered,
not the perilous trenches of the past or the uncertain
wavering future. Her mind only wanted to focus on the feel of
his fingertips brushing the hair from the back of her neck as
they moved along.
The path ended, opening up to a roadway lined with parked
cars, lights on, people inside, all waiting to drive up the hill.
Mulder took her hand again and led her across the street
between two cars to a cement sidewalk circling the edge of the
steep hill.
"Final climb, Scully," he said, nodding to the cars. "See why
we walked?"
The cars weren't the only pilgrims making the ascent she
noticed, several other humans were joining the climb now,
too, almost exclusively in pairs--male-female, male-male,
didn't matter, all were most certainly couples.
Scully gave her partner a wary look. "You're not taking me to
a makeout spot, are you?"
He did his best to look appalled.
"Wha? Scully, where's your head? I'm taking you to see a tower."
"A tower?"
"Yes, in fact, there it is." He pointed to her left. Just clearing the
trees was an enormous white glowing tower rising two hundred
feet straight up. Tall, thin and narrow, its rounded cap was
rimmed by stars flashing in the clear night sky.
Mulder stopped them a moment to fill her in on a bit of SF
history. "Coit Tower was built in 1933 by a Mrs. Lillie Hitchcock
Coit in memory of her dearly departed husband. He was the City
fire chief for 40 years. The tower is symbolic of a firehose--see
what love can do?"
Scully raised an eyebrow over her shoulder at him, "It looks like
a penis," she said flatly.
His mouth dropped open. "Scully, you aren't making this very
easy for me, you know."
"Making *what* easy, Mulder?"
He appeared to attempt to make a glib come back, but only
his twitching lips tried to make the sound. He gave up, shutting
his mouth tight and took her hand again instead. "C'mon, I'm
not through with you."
"You mean this isn't the part where I get to kick your ass?"
"Not even close," he grumbled, leading her away from the
glowing phallus and out toward the edge of the rounded parking
lot. As they cleared the distance, Scully was suddenly overcome
by the view.
"Oh my god..." she breathed, as Mulder pulled her forward
toward the viewing ledge. Coit Tower sat atop Telegraph Hill, one
of the tallest, narrowest hills in the City. At its peak where they
now stood, one could see far into the night over San Francisco
and the surrounding bay. Mulder took her hands and half lifted
her up onto the wide ledge next to him so she could see from
the bright pastel-lit apartment rooftops of Pacific Heights
and Russian Hill, out over the Marina's sail boat slips to Fort
Mason, jutting out into the water in front of the red glow of
the distant Golden Gate Bridge. Panning across the bay waters to
the flashing beacon of Alcatraz, they could see over to the
far Oakland city shoreline and white cable lights of the Bay Bridge.
A near-360 degree view speckled with red and green port
and starboard lights of freighter ships and smaller craft
navigating the dark shallow waters of the bay, their lonely
horns bellowing across the waves. Below them and around
them, people huddled in twos on the grassy slope or sat upon
the ledge, some peered into the night through binoculars. A
very popular spot indeed.
Scully tore her eyes away from the view long enough to look up
at her partner, her mouth still slightly open in amazement. She
was about to make a comment to that effect, but instead
found herself taken aback by the brilliant green glint in his
sleepy eyes, lit by the white glow of Coit Tower. Mulder
wasn't looking out to sea at all. He was looking at her, only her.
He still held her gently by her wrists and she felt herself
suddenly shook by a nervous tremble.
"You cold?" he asked quietly, his careful gaze unrelenting.
"No," she managed.
"Well, come here anyway," he said, pulling her into his arms
and wrapping her inside the edges of his leather jacket. He held
her close to him and she let herself be surrounded by his
welcoming warmth, her arms circling around his waist. She felt
her trembles ease and her nerves calm. It has so easy to be in
his arms. She had certainly been held by him before and she
realized now how much she had missed it. But again, this was a
very different situation--she wasn't dying or about to leave him.
She was just here with him sharing an evening, and for once
really genuinely enjoying his company. Why shouldn't she
enjoy being close to him as well? She sighed quietly and
relaxed even further against him, allowing herself to revel in
the mild musky scent of him intermixed with the thick essence
of leather. She closed her eyes.
For several long minutes they stayed like that. His hand
gently stroking her back in lazy circles. She didn't move,
but presently he lowered his head and she imagined she could
feel him smiling into her hair, planting a gentle kiss there.
"Still feel like beating the crap out of me?" he asked, his
voice muffled by her hair.
"Hmm, thinking about it..." she answered, her voice taking on
a drowsy quality that had nothing to do with tiredness.
He pulled back from her slightly, and lifted his hand to tip her
chin up to him. She met his deep gaze, watching his eyes
dance across her face with expectation. He was going to try that
kiss again she mused, a strange calm taking her over. He'd
been trying all night she realized--dinner, wandering about
North Beach in and out of absurd novelty stores, fumbling
through Washington Square Park in the dark, and finally
climbing the ridiculous hills to this place--all a plot to get her
close enough to kiss.
She wasn't about to disappoint him. The curiosity was too much
to bear another near-miss. She held very still and let him guide
her lips gently against his, warm and soft, just a glancing touch
that didn't pull back but hovered, just a fraction from contact
before moving in again to gently press against her. Hardly a kiss
at all, she dimly thought, but somehow appropriate. His hands
were cupped about her face, his thumbs brushing her cheeks
lightly. After a few moments he pulled back to gauge her response.
The newly awakened part of her wanted to slug him for being
so damned reserved, but she knew the insecure percentage of
his character was waiting for her to give him further instruction as
to what direction this little experiment should take. She gave him
his answer in the form of a warm smile and a verbal gibe.
"Is that the best you can do?"
He pursed his lips in annoyance. "Yeah, that's what I thought,"
he murmured low, as he pulled her to him, burying his hand in
her hair and bringing her mouth to his.
His second attempt was better--much better--as his mouth
came down on hers with a considerably less-guarded touch.
He pressed and moved deliberately against her, separating her
lips and moving to envelope her top lip between his before making
a clean sweep of her lower, plumper lip, pulling it into his
mouth, running the leading edge of his tongue across it, getting
a good taste of it, before ending with a tiny nip.
He tipped her head back to look at her, still holding a palmful of
her hair, his expression more assertive. "Better?" he asked.
They were suddenly startled by a blaring horn not six feet
away. Turning, they saw a pile of young adults bouncing out of
the back of a pickup, running toward two twenty-
somethings embracing in the blaring truck's headlights.
"Hey everyone," one of the gang was yelling between horn
blasts. "Our friends just got engaged!"
A number of couples paused in their own romantic endeavors
to applaud the starry-eyed duo still held close to one another in
the glare of the lights.
Scully gave a little laugh and dropped her nose to Mulder's
chest, shaking her head. He held her close, chuckling himself.
"I think this place might be a bit *too* romantic," he admitted.
"Well, subtlety was never your style, Mulder," she said, giving him
a squeeze.
"Maybe we should go," he decided, and pulled away from her.
He jumped down off the ledge and turned, motioning her forward.
He grabbed her at the waist and lifted her down. She took
the opportunity to circle her arms around his neck, planting a kiss
on his cheek, not yet ready to separate for the evening.
"If I didn't know better, I'd say you were getting attached to me,"
he teased, returning the kiss on her forehead.
"Don't piss me off, Mulder," she reminded him, blithely.
"Don't worry," he said, gathering her arms gently from around
his neck and taking her hand. "The night's gone pretty well so far..."
So far? she wondered, eyeing him carefully, walking with him
back across the lot toward the tower path. There was going to
be *more*? She felt her breath catch in her throat as it
constricted. She looked sidelong at him and he must have
been reading her thoughts because he was giving her a smug grin.
Against her will, she felt the fear once again whispering to
her, breaking up her otherwise pleasantly contented demeanor.
What was he up to? Certainly he didn't presume he'd be taking
her back to the hotel and getting her in the sack that easily?
Well, maybe he could, she admitted to herself. But, *still*. She
must have been tensing up because he now looked concerned
and shook her arm by the hand he held to loosen her up.
"Hey Scully, don't lose me here. We're just going for a walk, okay?"
"We've been going for a walk all night," she said, her voice
sounding tighter than she wanted it to be.
He squeezed her hand gently, "Walking's okay isn't it?
Maybe another kiss or two if I'm lucky?"
She relaxed then. This was Mulder after all, not some gropey
blind date. He'd been perfectly behaved with her for almost six
years now, what on earth did she think she had to worry about?
For god's sake, this man dragged his ass to Antarctica for her. He
was certainly going to behave if she asked him to. The real
problem was she wasn't sure she wanted to have the option. A
large part of her just wanted him to pounce and have it done
with already. He'd been driving her nuts for far too long with
his little off-color comments and long soulful looks. She was in
love with him, she knew that--had been for a very long time,
too long. Why then did the thought of giving herself up to him
terrify her so much? Was she afraid of disappointing him?
Maybe, maybe that was it. Or maybe it was the thought of
stepping ahead before either one of them was fully prepared to
deal with it.
They walked in silence for a while back down the hill. Downhill
was certainly more manageable than uphill--and easier to
think, more oxygen going to the brain. His expression was
unreadable now as he strolled along beside her, giving her
some mental space. The only difference from their trek up was
the way his thumb was gently caressing the back of her hand as
he held it, swinging his arm a bit. He certainly seemed
relaxed. Maybe he was faking it.
"Mulder?"
His eyes dropped to hers again. "Yeah?"
"You okay with this?" she asked, for nothing else than just to feel
him out a little. To see if he was experiencing any of the
same confusion she was.
"Yeah Scully, I'm okay with this. I'm *very* okay with this,"
he answered her steadily.
"You don't think we're going to regret this tomorrow?"
He gave her the same look he had a minute earlier to loosen her
up. He shook his head. "Taking you to dinner and dragging you
up Telegraph Hill for a little smooch? No...I'd never regret
anything about tonight; you know that. We're not breaking any
laws here...it was just our time, that's all."
He certainly had a way of summating everything so simply
she thought with envy. Why did it have to be so much harder
for her? She couldn't be nearly as complacent about this whole
thing, her mind working overtime to try and suppose the whole
thing out.
"Well, suppose this evening winds up being well, more than a...
more like a...*situation*," she finished with a frustrated release
of breath.
"You propositioning me, Scully? I think I can have you written up
for that."
"Dammit Mulder, stop being so..."
"What?"
"So sure of yourself." She stopped then, hands crossing her
chest, glaring up at him.
"Whoa woman. Get a grip. You're going rabid on me here." He
took her hand and brought it to his lips. She immediately
loosened and felt herself calm a few pegs.
"I think I've got something figured out," he said, dragging
her knuckles across his lips. "You're fine as long as I'm touching
you."
She sighed and let her hand smooth over the side of his face.
"Touch me, then," she said softly, and he obeyed. Taking her by
the waist, Mulder pushed her gently back against the brick wall
and with full intent, proceeded to indulge himself in her
mouth. Long, slow, delicious open kisses, his tongue sliding
against hers, tasting her, brushing his fingers over her face,
slipping an arm low, drawing her closer to him. His lips
played against hers in a teasing rhythm for a while before
pressing hungrily to her again, exploring the soft recesses of
her mouth. His kisses tasted pleasantly of mint and dry wine
and something else altogether uniquely him. She was enthralled
by it--by discovering him this way.
Scully felt her hands rising up around the back of his
neck, encouraging him in his endeavors, freely releasing the
confines of her mouth to him. Everything within the reach of his
lips was his for the taking. She was losing her fear quickly as
the deep pull of lust began to take over her trepidatious mind.
She soon felt herself issuing a pleasant hum, lost in the play of
his lips to which he responded fervently.
After a dizzying length of time, he released her, letting them
catch their breath.
"Feel better?" he murmured, rubbing his forehead against hers,
his mouth moist and beautiful, still just a few inches from her lips.
She was breathing as if she had just climbed another hill,
nodding she answered, "Much better. What took you so long?"
"What took me so long?" he asked, pulling back and smiling at
her. "It was you giving me the look of death all these years."
"The what?"
"You heard me, a guy knows better than to try and shag his
partner nowadays."
"Are you saying the thought's crossed your mind before?"
"Do you really want me to answer that?"
"Yes."
"Okay, yeah, I always thought you were pretty hot."
"Always--you're saying from the beginning?"
"Sure, from the beginning."
She dropped her eyes then and began to giggle, shaking her head.
He reached out and touched her chin, raising it to look at him again.
"What?" he asked, trying not to laugh.
"Oh no Mulder, you don't get it. You could have had me so easily
back then."
"Excuse me?"
"When we were, um, first together. You were, well,
pretty impressive. And I was very, very young."
He crossed his arms and dipped his head to her, incredulous.
"You've *got* to be kidding."
She opened her mouth as if to debate him, and then snapped it
shut and smug. "'fraid not."
"Jesus Scully, I was an ass back then. Running off, keeping you in
the dark. If that was a turn-on, well then how do I rate now on
the Dana Scully desire scale?"
"Who said this has anything to do with desire?" she asked,
batting her eyes at him. Baiting him was becoming much too
enticing right now.
"Sometimes I think you deliberately try to make me crazy."
"Well, then maybe you should do something about it."
"Like shutting you up? I can handle that."
He bent down and before she could get away, grabbed her below
the waist, unceremoniously throwing her up and over his
shoulder and trudging down the hill toward the private walkway.
She squealed, bouncing half upside-down, his shoulder digging
into her abdomen, suddenly exasperated by her
predicament. Thrown over the shoulder like a sack of
potatoes, indeed.
"Shit Mulder, put me down!" she yelped, slapping his back as
the brick walkway bobbed perilously several feet beneath her.
When did he get so tall?
"What? Can't hear you?"
"Mulder, you heard me, put me down!"
"Sorry, can't do that."
Dammit, why wasn't she armed right now? This was worse than
a blind date. Definitely entering strange waters here.
"Mulder...I'm serious..." she said lower, in an attempt to
actually sound serious.
"So am I," he replied, sliding her back onto her feet and pulling
her into one of the whitewashed Telegraph Hill doorways--right
onto someone's front porch. There was a bench in the arched
alcove in front of the heavy oak front door. Mulder took a seat
and reached out to her. "Sit down," he commanded, with an
alluring mix of mischief and desire in his eyes.
"Mulder, we can't stop here, this is someone's house," she whispered.
"So?" he argued, looking up at the front door. "Looks pretty quiet
to me. Have a seat."
"You're taking up the whole bench," she whined, looking over
her shoulder back toward the brick path in time to see two
people walk by, oblivious to them in the shadows.
"That's the whole idea..." he took her hand and gently eased
her down into his lap, settling her legs across his.
"I still don't think this is a good idea," she said, despite the fact
her traitorous hands were winding their way up his neck and
back into his hair. It felt just as silky and wonderful as she
ever imagined now that she was able to really get her fingers
into it.
His eyes, darkened by the shadows, were busily scanning her
mouth as his hands came up from her waist and slipped up into
the back of her loose sweater, sampling the smooth skin of her
back. She issued a little moan and her lips parted as she
leaned forward into his kiss.
God, he felt good. A little too good for her calculated and
controlled sensibility. She couldn't remember the last time
making out with someone felt like this. Or even the last time
she'd been kissed properly, or if she had *ever* been
kissed properly. The muscles in her limbs were already
turning to mud, not to mention the alarmingly advanced
condition between her thighs. What the hell was he doing to
her? Maybe trust had something to do with it. This really
was spinning out of reason a lot faster than she had ever
anticipated, but it wasn't something she wanted to let go of
either. She was in too deep now to call it off. Front porch or not,
she fully intended to see this through to the end--her
passion-starved body wasn't going to have it any other way.
Good lord, was she actually considering fucking him right here
in his lap, just inches from where these fine folks picked up
their morning paper? Mulder was right, where's your head?
"Mulder...?" she breathed, trying to gather a cohesive sentence as
he went to work gnawing her neck, his warm hands lushly
kneading the flesh on her back. "Um, I think we need to...
uh, wait...maybe take this somewhere else."
He mumbled something against her neck...it sounded like an
annoyed groan.
"I'm serious, I think...oh god, don't...I think we're going to need
a bed." There, well-said. Jesus, he was running his tongue under
her ear. "Mulder...?"
He was in no mood to talk and stole her next words with a rough
and thorough sweep of her mouth, pressing his lips tightly
against hers rooting for the closest fit, one hand escaping her
sweater to tangle into the back of her hair. He drew her even
closer to him, pressing her tightly into his lap leading her to
discover *exactly* how okay he was with this. So maybe sex in
public wasn't such a bad idea after all? She made a reach for his fly.
That, for some odd reason, stopped him cold. He took her hands
and gently held them together against his chest. He surrounded
her with his arms, tucking her under his chin and began rocking
her, shushing her, stroking her hair. She was still wiggling in
his embrace as he tried to bring her back down a little, kissing
the top of her head. Calming her.
"Scully, I want you to listen to me for a moment," he said, with
a rough edge to his usual throaty half-voice.
"Hmm...?" she murmured, swiveling in his grasp, trying to
free herself to get another taste of his mouth.
"Listen to me," he said beseechingly, holding her shoulders
and dipping his head to look closely at her. The normally soft
hazel of his eyes were drenched into deeper hues by the pull of
his arousal. "I need you to make a decision for us."
She stared back at him, dazed, taking a minute to try and shift
gears. First he wanted her to let go of reason, now he wanted her
to stop and think in some kind of rational manner while her
thigh was taking a perfect reading of his pulse through his
jeans? What the hell?
"Okay...what?"
"I need you to think very carefully and tell me if this is what
you really want."
Her sharp and somewhat hurt intake of breath forced him
to rephrase his question.
"I know you want this--believe me, I know. What I need you
to realize is that if we let this happen tonight there's no going
back. We...*I* can't pretend like it never happened."
She opened her mouth to try and make a statement, but
words escaped her right now. Yes, there would be no going back.
She was sure she knew that.
"I don't think I want you to leave this all to me," she said.
"I'd agree, but we both know between the two of us...you're the
more sensible."
She sat still for a moment and let her mind begin to ponder
the significance of this night. He'd been playing it nonchalantly
only to put her at ease--now she understood his stakes were
much higher--he was much more terrified than she was. "I see,"
she said, and sat up straight, moving out of his lap and taking a
close seat next to him, wiping her mouth dry with the back of
her hand. His eyes followed her, desperate but committed
to whatever response she would give him. "I suppose we
should think about Monday," she said, coming more fully into
control.
He took her hand suddenly and held it firmly in his. "No, not that.
I'm not asking you to rationalize this or analyze the details. Don't
let your mind or body decide--neither one is very reliable
about these things. We've let our rationalizations bury us
long enough--don't listen to the reasons, listen to your feelings.
What is Dana Scully telling you to do?"
She closed her eyes and just breathed slowly, trying to find
herself deep down under the hurricane of lust raging within her.
This wasn't exactly the best time to bring this up. Still, she did
know the answer, she'd known it all along. She opened her eyes
and began to speak, staring at the swirling patters in the
white stucco wall.
"I believe I'm telling myself what I've always known from
the beginning. That I'll follow you into whatever danger or
challenge might present itself to us. I know my place is with you
--it's where I belong; it's where I feel right, complete." She turned
to face him directly.
"The truth is Mulder, the farther and harder I've tried to
distance myself from you, the more miserable I've been...we've
been. I know we belong to one another--I've always known that
and I don't, I can't believe that expressing this connection we have
is in any way going to change that. If death, separation,
suffering, insanity--if none of these things has broken us--how
could love possibly break us? How could love ever come between
us? That doesn't make any sense to me.
"So to answer for you, yes--I think you were right--there is
nothing wrong with what's happening between us tonight--it
was just our time."
His face, which he had been patiently holding very still for her
to finish her thoughts, softened then into something one could
only describe as utter adoration--if an expression taken from so
close to the heart could possibly be conveyed in this manner.
"Well come on then," he said standing, taking her hand. "Let's let
this happen."
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End (1/5)
TIME (2/5)
by Terma99
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Scully stood and let herself be pulled forward into his fierce hug,
his nose and lips falling to the base of her neck, nuzzling her.
"There's something I have to warn you about Scully," he said in
a rough voice, nipping the side of her neck. She arched her
back, pressing into him.
"What?"
"I like to use my mouth......a lot."
She sighed, shuddering in anticipation. "Think we can get a cab
out here?" Walking all the way back to the hotel seemed
an impossible venture to her, given the general fluid condition
of most of her lower body.
"Hold on--let me see..." he was digging into the pocket of his
jacket. Presently, his hand emerged fingering a key. "Maybe we
could try this," he said, handing it to her.
She responded with a wary look. "What is it?"
He shrugged, "It's a key, Scully."
"I see that. To what?" He nodded at her to take a closer look at it.
It had lettering on it, 371 Coit Terrace. Abruptly she turned to
look up at the door. 371 was the number stuccoed in tile to the
right of the frame. Giving him a raised brow, she tried the lock.
It clicked heavily, and she pulled the iron latch upward, opening
the door.
Inside was nothing short of amazing. Coit Terrace residents
certainly lived a cut above. The moonlight pouring in through the
tall arched multi-paned windows illuminated the rough white
adobe walls and terra-cotta tiled floor. She stepped in, raising
her eyes to view the open double story entryway that led to the
left, down into a sunken living room tastefully decorated in turn-
of-the-century Mediterranean handcrafted wood and ceramic. To
her right stood a wide, half spiral staircase which snaked its way
up to the open beams of the second floor landing.
Mulder leaned back into the heavy wood door, hearing it groan
and latch into place behind him. He reached his hand back and
fitted the bolt, his eyes never leaving her. Inside. They were
inside the door. He hadn't even thought to hope for it, even if he
had spent the better part of yesterday planning for the possibility.
Scully was ahead of him halfway into the foyer, looking up at
the high ceiling down to the long walls where dark woven
tapestries were hung with iron rods. Her pretty rose-red lips
were opened in awe. "Mulder. How on earth?"
He smiled at her, "Impressed?"
"Your mother?"
"Sort of, a friend of the family."
"Some friend. Do they know you've absconded with their key?"
"*Yes.* They heard I was coming out here and asked if I could
check on the place. The house is empty at the moment, furnished
for sale purposes."
Scully whirled around, giving him her best by-the-book stance.
"And you figured you could just bring me here?"
She couldn't help but make this difficult, could she? He
wasn't backing down now, no way. Quickly, he tried to
reassemble one of his best adventurous smirks from their
early days--whatever worked for her. "Come on Scully,
don't you want to find out how the other half lives?"
She raised her chin, her face becoming a sexy mixed expression
of skepticism and daring, "I think I could manage breaking a
few rules."
"That's my girl," he grinned, stepping forward, taking her arm
and leading her deeper into the house.
She looked impressed, very impressed. Something in his chest
cavity was doing back-flips. Tonight was going well. He could
almost not even allow himself to believe it. He'd gone from rigid
and scared to manic relief in a matter of seconds sitting beside
her on that little bench, inches from freedom. He had asked
the question, and if he could trust his ears to be honest, it
seemed she wanted this as every bit as much as he did, and
for the same reasons.
For months now, his faultless memory had tortured him with
replays of an event which was born of a desperate impulse. He
had been angry and frightened, she couldn't possibly have
been telling him what he was clearly hearing. She was leaving
him, and at all costs that was not something he was willing to
accept. Leaving, moving on, wasn't a choice they had anymore.
He had tried to communicate that fact--that there was no more
*him* without *her* anymore. He had bared himself to her and
she had done the most remarkable thing, she had reached for
him. Through her tears and frustration, she had reached for him,
and he could not help but to move his uncertain lips to hers.
His memory was true, her mouth just parting to accept his kiss,
he was sure of it--it had haunted his dreams. So cruel to be that
close to just miss and be left wanting and empty to start all
over again, like so many passions in his life. He almost expected
San Francisco to fall into the sea up on the hill tonight when
he moved to kiss her. He had wanted to sing with joy when his
gentle brush made its final contact.
His gamble was paying off. Her heart was opening to him through
the promises she had shown him; from the softening of her voice,
to the sweetness of her mouth, to the way she pressed to him as
he touched the silky warmth of her skin. He was thrumming
with anticipation, but consciously willing himself to stillness--to
take each offering as it came, to let her bloom slowly for him
into wantonness, a metamorphosis he never dared to imagine
he'd witness. And yet it was happening, and he didn't want to
miss a beat of it.
She was discovering the kitchen now, running her hand over
the dark hand-thrown ceramic tiles and steel fixtures. She came
to the double fridge which was humming dully, and in
curiosity, jerked it open. She turned to him with a quizzical eye.
"You don't bother to stock your own home this well Mulder.
When did you manage...?" she stopped herself. She just
discovered she knew. "You didn't have an old VCS parole
hearing yesterday, did you?"
He glanced shyly at the floor. "Nope."
She smiled suspiciously, turning to close the chilly door. "I
thought you were gone quite a while. What else did you buy?"
He tapped a cabinet confidently. "Just a few essentials for a
decent breakfast...or midnight snack...or both."
She nibbled her bottom lip warily. "You *are* being cocky about
this."
"On the contrary, Scully, I'm scared as shit. But at least I won't
starve if you make me sleep on the couch."
She tilted her head in consideration of the option, and he snorted
in disgust.
"You wouldn't really do that to a guy, would you?"
"I don't know--you haven't showed me the bedroom yet."
He took her hand and tucked it in his arm leading her back out
into the foyer. Leaning close to her ear he whispered, "That's the
next stop on the tour."
She dropped his arm when they reached the foot of the stairs
and ran her hand over the decorative ball at the end of the railing.
"Up the stairs?" she asked, tossing an impish look back at him
to make sure he'd follow close. Mulder encouraged her with a
smile and vigorous nod as he climbed the stairs after her. He
was smiling a lot now he realized, growing more hopeful,
less guarded, less suspicious. She had done this to him, in her
own time she had turned him into a creature he could almost
stand. He loved her so goddamned much it captured his breath.
She was simply everything, and tonight he wanted to lose himself
in her and in letting go be transformed and found complete. He
was following her upstairs, watching her round little ass as
it ascended above him. God, the things he wanted to do to her,
show her, confess to her--it made him dizzy to try and make order
to the chaos that was unfolding. So instead he disallowed himself
all contriving and structuring--free falling in the jump of his life.
Scully stood at the arch that opened up into the second floor
master bedroom and took inventory of the layout. The room was
long and narrow. At one end stood a large rough stone fireplace
and wood pile, in the center of the room were a set of
overstuffed linen chairs and low glass table. Just beyond them was
a sliding glass door which opened out onto a small deck. At the
far wall to her right, under a round plate-glass window, was a
large, high bed with a beige comforter tossed with earthtoned
pillows of various sizes up against a rough-cut hardwood
backboard. The room was both organic and comforting under
the shadowy glow of the moon.
Mulder's hand was stroking the back of her neck. "How'd I do?"
She nodded her head sighing, "Not bad at all." She couldn't look
at him just yet. Standing at the doorway to a bedroom in which
they were certainly sharing the rest of the night together, took
her back a moment. She needed some time to center herself.
"Ladies' room?"
He pointed to a door just behind them in the hall.
"Give me a minute."
"Sure..."
Scully shut the bathroom door behind her and closed her eyes.
She couldn't deny it, she was scared. It seemed far too many
things hinged on this evening--it had been too long in coming for
it to be easy. She felt flushed and cold at the same time; her
body wasn't operating in a manner she was accustomed to. He
was right, as soon as she left his arms she felt like she was going
to fall apart, come undone. To do this, to make it complete and
join with him, required a certain abandoning of the self. A self
she had closely guarded for many years--a self that had grown
used to certain sacrifices. No, she corrected herself, she
hadn't completely sacrificed her sexuality, just made it
more personal. And she had to admit, Mulder held his own
vaporous presence in that sexuality. She was extremely attracted
to him and always had been, even if he drove her absolutely
nuts with his single-minded recklessness, so unlike her
own sensibilities. She had to admit--it held a certain appeal.
But still, they had found it easy enough to channel those
unspoken energies into their work. They had created a special
type of intimacy over the years that hung balanced on a
delicate thread they each knew the dimensions of so well they
could navigate around it undisturbed, without drawing
undue attention to it. And that would have gone on indefinitely,
had she not broken the spell by trying to leave him. She wasn't
even sure if she had really meant it. She said the words as
if someone else had spoken them. She had tried to leave him
before, more times than she could admit. But something in the
end made her stay, and now she knew the identity of that thing
--love. They had achieved an understanding of one another
that made their separation an impossibility. She had to trust him
to take her the rest of the way. There was no direction but forward.
She opened her eyes and forced herself to look in the mirror.
The reflection matched the face she was accustomed to seeing,
aside from the flush to her lips and cheeks brushed into her
pale skin by his kisses. God, just thinking of them made her pool
with desire. Ahh, that was it--she could survive this if
she concentrated on the pleasure it would bring her. What he
could do to her. The thought of allowing him to release that drive
and passion he held within him on her both thrilled and
frightened her.
She shook her head, she didn't want to think anymore--the
decision had been made.
She hurried and finished with the facilities, noticing with a smile
that he'd stocked the bathroom as well with a few basic
amenities. She couldn't remember any man ever making such
careful plans for her before. She made use of the new toothbrush
and dragging her fingers through her hair, turned and opened
the door.
The bedroom was empty, but a fire had been lit, running ripples
of ruddy color across the white walls and thick matte carpeting.
She welcomed the added warmth on her hot and cold skin, the
heat helping to thaw her nerve-chilled hands as she came and sat
on the woven sheep's wool circle before the fireplace, and waited.
When Mulder came back into the upstairs room, he was taken
aback. Scully was flickered by firelight sitting, hugging her knees,
as she turned to look at him where he stood in the
doorway, captured by the vision. She was so small, slight,
sitting under the rising chimney of rough cut stones. Somehow
she had grown smaller, more precious in the last few hours. A
tiny gemstone that at last had thrown off its cover of dust opening
its inner radiance to him.
Despite the alluring memories of their earlier caresses, he was
almost afraid to touch her now, that she would continue to
shrink into an infinitesimal spark like the condensation of
space narrowing to a vanishing point. She was everything,
breath and life and darkness all in one. She was the gauge by
which he weighed the passions of his life--and after tonight
there would be just one. She would draw everything, already so
close to owning him whole. She had his heart, and now his
body dared to follow as far as they might go.
She smiled at him, and neither the shadows of the big room nor
the murky light from the night sky could hide its brilliance. He
went to her, drawn by it, and sank to his knees behind her,
brushing his hands over her shoulders. She moved into his
warmth, nestled between his thighs as she leaned back against him.
His hands moved up her neck and into her hair, stroking
it, smoothing it between his long fingers. It was softer than
he imagined and stronger as he gathered it and pulled it gently
from side to side as if he was trying to uncover the source of
the swirling colors--copper and amber upon red. She gave a
low hum, and he felt something in his chest rise at the sound. He
was enthralled by every new sound she uttered. After all these
years of hearing every word, every emotion, every tone her
voice could utter--her sighs and soft moans were entirely new
to him--an expressive foreign language he ached to learn and
master.
He could tell by the way his hands trembled as he drew her
hair through his fingers that tonight was going to be like nothing
else he had ever experienced. It was going to defy experience
--transcend him from the base and carnal lust surging through
him into something blessed and pure. Making love with her would
be like a kind of holy communion, a healing of the soul. She
was healing him even now as she let him stroke her hair--pulling
the broken pieces of him together--the isolation of the child,
the outcast of the man, brought home here in this stranger's
house tonight.
His hands reluctantly left the silky tresses and settled into
the smooth skin of her neck and shoulders, pressing and
drawing easy circles with his thumbs into the muscles beneath
--tracing the tendons and brushing the skin. His attentions
earned him a different sound, a relaxed sound, and she eased
more fully against him, more than happy to continue his
gentle kneading as her eyes closed and her breathing deepened.
His touch had drawn her into a light doze. Through half-closed
eyes she could see the color of the fire blur and mix with
blackness as she drifted. She wanted to sleep lightly, letting
him roam her body with his strong and tender hands--releasing
all her insecurities and fears with his touch. She wanted to come
to him pure and resolved, with no questions, no regrets.
He moved back and lowered her weakening form down onto
the plush rug under them, turning her onto her side and stomach
so he could continue to press circles down either side of her
spine, careful not to break the spell in which she seemed to
be captured. He lay down next to her, his left arm pillowing
them both as he held her, touching her, his hip to hers, letting
her rest in a feathery slumber. From here he took the opportunity
to sample the generous scent of her hair. How she created
that heavenly bouquet he'd never know--like rain and
autumn leaves tossed with the fire color of strands that
flurried about her face in the wind. He placed a small kiss just
above her ear. She sighed and nestled into him, content. He
relaxed completely, framed next to the small radiating warmth of
her body, and he too felt the pull of sleep take him forward
under the yellow-orange glow of the fire.
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END (2/5)
TIME (3/5)
by Terma99
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The merest brush of her hips against his groin brought him
back easily to wakefulness. Mulder blinked the unconsciousness
from his head and glanced at his watch. Almost an hour had
passed. He breathed deeply and hugged her tighter. She
mumbled something about carbon paper in a sleep-thickened
tongue. She was waking and he decided to welcome her back
with a feathery kiss to her temple.
"You awake, Scully?" he whispered into her ear, kissing the lobe.
Her eyes fluttered open to him--then suddenly went wide, her
body tensing, startled by the foreign location and the close
proximity of her partner's face inches from hers. Unabashed,
he caught her full on the mouth with a kiss and memories of
the evening came flooding back to her at the touch. Her
mouth parted and her tongue willingly slid over and over his in
a thick wet dance. She smiled sleepily at him, when at length
he drew back to look at her. "I thought I was dreaming," she said,
a little embarrassed, snuggling into the crook of his arm as
he planted a row of kisses across the top of her forehead.
"It's not a dream," he breathed between kisses.
"No it isn't. It just feels that way," she sighed, hiding a bashful smile.
He turned her then, lying behind her so they both could gaze into
the cracking wood of the fire.
"This is nice Scully," he said. "Being close to you like this." She
moved a little pleasantly in his arms, telling him she felt the
same, suddenly overcome by a monstrous yawn that quaked
her body.
She covered her mouth with a hand. "I guess I'm a little tired,"
she admitted.
He breathed a silent laugh into her ear, "That's fine, just fine. Go
back to sleep."
"Hmmm, " she closed her eyes. As pleasant as the allure of
sleeping soundly in his arms on a sheepskin rug appealed to
her right now, she really didn't want to spend any more time on
it. There were far more active fantasies to fulfill, to seek out. She
felt a stirring within her.
"I thought you had more on your mind than just sleeping
tonight," she said.
He drew a slow breath, searching for an appropriate reply. "I do.
I could, " he said, teasing the back of her neck with his nose.
She wanted him to say the words, to put to language his
obvious arousal waiting so patiently next to her, hard and still.
"So what *do* you want to have happen tonight?"
He sighed, planting a kiss on her shoulder. "Right now I want you
so badly I can't see straight. But I'd consider myself the
most grateful sonovabitch alive if you'd just let me hold you like
this until sunrise."
She twisted to look at him with a little smile. That was a
good answer. "Maybe we can try for both," she said, and lowering
her eyes, she reached for him, and brought his mouth to hers.
Their kiss was mild at first, but stealthily advancing. He
was seducing her with his lips--each kiss intensifying
and deepening--both taking their time to enjoy the sensations
of expressing themselves to one another. Scully's sweater
was inching up, exposing the pale skin of her stomach and he bent
to kiss her there, savoring the taste and tactile flutter of her skin
as it responded to his touch.
He moved his body, rolling her to her back and settled
himself between her legs. Although they were still clothed,
the position drove an intense tingling throb into her lower body.
She could feel him hard against her thigh as he began to move
in mild thrusts with the tempo of his long slow kisses. The
action broke her voice into a low sob as he released her mouth
long enough to drag his lips up and down her neck. She couldn't
help but lift her hips gently in time to his seductive pulse.
She wanted more, so much more. This was like a sadistic
practice run, just introducing their bodies to the promise of
pleasure that lay ahead. She found she wanted it so badly her
head was beginning to ring. She would have to speed things
up before it deafened her, and half shoved him off so she could
grip the end of her sweater and pull it up over her head.
He backed off, propping himself up on an elbow, a curious smile
on his face mixed with mild awe as his eyes ran up and down
her newly exposed chest and belly.
"You, too, Mulder," she ordered between breaths. "Lose the shirt."
He pointed a silly finger at his chest. "Me? You want me
naked, Scully?"
She rolled her eyes at him, both irritated and aroused.
"Yes. Now."
No mistaking the demand in her voice. He knew it was better not
to get on her bad side--he'd been there enough times already.
And right now he'd do anything to keep on her naked side. His
shirt and undershirt made a short flight across the bedroom
floor together where they flopped in a heap.
That won him a genuine purr from the woman sprawled
beneath him, as she traced the angles of the bone and muscle of
his chest with her fingertips. She looked very pleased. "Come
here," she sighed, and he lowered himself back into position, his
arms slipping under hers, his hands cradling her face for
another kiss. Her hands slid up over the smoothness of his
back, coming to rest with a push in the well at the base of his
spine to which he responded with another thrust between her
thighs as she lifted her hips to meet him in time.
He was kissing her chin now, whispering to her in small words
she could barely hear--telling her how beautiful she was, how
warm, how wonderful, words lost as he nibbled his way up the
side of her jawline to her ear, stopping for a little nuzzle
before touching his lips to her nose and the closed lids over her
eyes. He moved to the hollow of her neck, spending a moment
there to dip the tip of his tongue into the pulsing dimple.
Her fingers wound themselves back into his hair as she coaxed
his lips lower to her rising and falling chest. Shifting, he
settled himself in for an examination of her torso, kissing the top
of her breasts still held secure by her pale lace bra. He nuzzled
the pliant flesh with his nose, getting a good sense of the texture
and fullness. He ran his mouth over the lace, dragging his lips
across it until he discovered a rising nipple, which he took
between his careful teeth for a moment, driving the rough
material across her tender point. She arched into his mouth with
a moan, wishing he would simply remove the confining garment
and let her feel the full value of his mouth on her, suckling her
with abandon. At some point in the future she'd want him to go
slow, very slow. But not tonight. For now the waiting had
been enough.
"Mulder...?"
He peeked up at her.
"Let me up."
He looked confused, and sat up watching her as she quickly
removed her shoes and pants. Her pleasant female body was
softly curved and firm in all the right places. He was still,
enthralled by the creams and peaches of the surface of her
skin set mildly against the pale pink of her bra and panties.
"Let's get this thing moving along," she insisted, and leaned up
and kissed him, reaching for his hardness, pressing and squeezing
it with the palm of her hand through his jeans.
Mulder lay his hand on the tight slope of her belly. His eyes were
a fuzzy dull olive as he looked down at her, absently drawing the
tip of his tongue over his bottom lip. She was touching
him, acknowledging him, and inside his lust-addled brain he
could feel himself slip. He was beginning to lose it--becoming
over-saturated with wanting her to the point of confusion. If
he didn't clear his head and get her hand off his dick soon,
she'd have this over and done with in a minute. No good. He
wanted this to last as he had promised himself, always. At least
just this once...then, she could take him over however she liked,
rake him over the coals, whatever. But not this first shot.
He took her by the shoulders, shaking his head. "Not yet, Scully,
I think at least one of us should be the designated driver tonight."
"I thought you were complaining about poor vision," she teased,
still stroking him, pining for a look at the goods.
He stopped her hand and brought it to his lips. "I can still feel
my way around," he said, and stood up, bringing her to her feet.
She sighed, not wanting to leave the lassitude of the fire-
warmed rug.
She quickly dispelled her regrets as he came to stand behind
her, undoing the clasp of her bra, letting it fall silently to the
floor. He covered her bared breasts with his hands, cupping
them and kneading them gently as he rained kisses along
her shoulder.
In front of them just a few feet away, Scully could see her
reflection in the dark glass of the sliding door. She could see
him standing behind her, his hands on her, covering her
and beginning to draw light circles around the center of her
breasts--loose orbits that retraced, drew closer, until the pads of
his thumbs made final contact with the tips of her raised
nipples, flicking over them a moment in a flutter, before pulling
back to begin the orbiting tease again. She leaned her head back
and to the side and he met her halfway with a kiss, bathing
her mouth in time to the rhythm of his hands. She lifted her
arms over her head to grasp his face, to hold him close.
She moaned into his mouth as her over-sensitive nipples
were subjected to one last round of torture before he released
her, and coming around, kneeled before her and slipped
her moistened panties to the floor. She gladly stepped out of
them and mewled sweetly as she felt his warm tongue return,
tasting the sensitive skin of her belly. Her fingers wound in his
hair urging him lower, wanting him, needing him to taste her
arousal.
"No wait, come over here." He stood suddenly, a wild look to his
eyes, and turned her purposefully, her back to him. "Against
the glass."
She obeyed, stepping a few feet forward to stand naked and tense
in front of the glass door. She pressed her palms against the
chilled pane, watching him carefully in reflection against
the backdrop of the clear night sky, the descending rooftops, and
the dark waters of the bay below.
Mulder stood behind her and began to run his hands slowly
down from her shoulders to the curve of her waist, over the swell
of her hips and back, just feeling her skin gliding under his
fingers, getting accustomed to her shape.
He soon left her field of vision, dropping down to his knees, his
hands coming to move freely over the soft firm curves of her
ass, squeezing the rounded flesh--passing over in smooth circles
to the top of her thighs like a sculptor evening his work. Then he
ran his hands lower, down her thigh, just brushing, and back
up before shifting and paying equal attention to her other leg,
his hand moving dangerously close on the upsweep to the flurry
of tight curls at her apex--just teasing the threads with no more
than an accidental glance.
His touch was maddening. She could feel herself hot and swollen.
She needed him to acknowledge her arousal, feel it, brush it
between his stirring fingers. She moaned, and leaned forward
against the glass, needing the firmness of the pane to help
support her weakening limbs. She gasped as the taut hot tips of
her breasts collided with the chill of the door. She undulated
against it, the coolness easing the ache in her nipples,
smoothing them flat against the slick dew-kissed surface. She
needed his touch so badly she was ready to beg for it, plead with
him to pull her in. She moaned again, her breath tracing a
billowed pattern across the window, desperate.
In his own time he moved his lips to the sensitive flesh at the
inner edge of her thigh, using his nose to nudge her apart
finally allowing his tongue access to her slickened opening.
She arched in response to the sudden contact. Yes, this was going
to be good, so good. He took a few long loving tastes of her,
sampling her flavor, kneading her ass. She arched further, as best
as she could in her position, to grant him greater access to the
source of her hunger. His tongue obeyed, dipping into her, laving
the rim of her core in a tantalizing circle. Teasing her open,
inviting another slick taste. His lips murmured something against
her as he dipped once more into her, deeper--his warm
tongue fluttering inside her, and with a final kiss pulled away.
She whimpered in disapproval.
"Don't worry," he whispered below. "We're just getting
acquainted here."
She unstuck her breasts from the glass and turned her head,
trying to get a look at him, but he was shifting position under
her, moving to lean his back against the door, grasping her at
the hips and pulling her forward and lowering her curls down
onto his face.
She issued a low hard groan as his lips and tongue spread her
open, settling on her hot throbbing clit--kissing it, tugging it into
his mouth for a quick hard suckle before releasing it to fall back
into the securing folds. Then slowly and carefully, he began to
move the length of his tongue against her, bathing the swollen
folds to either side of her burning center, just glancing the
frenzied point with each pass.
She should have known he'd be good at this, as his fingers moved
in to pull the skin a little smoother, accentuating his long
wet caresses. She was drowning in sensation. It was so long
since she'd had a man pleasure her this way. So long she didn't
even remember it being anything like this--a thousand times
more gratifying than any touch she could conjure herself. The feel
of being so intimately tasted, kissed, and devoured by a man,
this man, was overwhelming. Why on earth had they waited so
long? God, if she knew it could have been like this all these
years, they would have had considerably fewer arguments.
Leaning forward, she rocked her face back and forth against
the glass, cooling the burning skin of her flushed cheeks. That
was better, but it did nothing to soothe the driving heat
building below. He was making her hotter, fuller and wetter
with each incredible stroke. He must he drowning, she realized
and looked down a moment--his eyes were closed, the back of
his head thudding dully against the glass. A soundless vibration
was issuing from somewhere deep in his throat as he went about
his task, thrilling her with its subtle tactile effect. She pressed
her face back against the pane, dazed. It was unreal seeing
him there, her partner, doing this to her. Unreal.
Before she could muster another thought his hand moved and
a selection of fingers slipped inside her, thrusting cautiously in
and out, easing the almost sharp ache of her interior muscles
--neglected for so long, their stimulation driving the
registering sensations on her clit to an even greater volume. She
was grinding into him now, her almost continuous moaning
clouding and obscuring the glass. She was making entirely too
much noise, but she didn't care, this was too good,
too unfuckingbelieveably good to censor--an expression of
primal need given in absence of coherent language.
God! what he was doing to her, reducing her to. His pressure
was increasing, and somehow one long slim finger had found its
way deep and up to an erogenous zone she didn't even know she
had. It was flooding her with an intoxicating mixture of dark
gnawing pleasure and tender pain. Just a touch too deep, but so
good, so very, very good. She groaned against the glass, pressing
into him, begging him with her hips at all costs not to change a
single damn thing he was doing to her. She could feel her
climax building from across her lower back and up her spine, the
tug of impending dissolution. Fuck! She needed this, wanted
this more than she could have imagined. The fog across the
glass from her last tearing moan was dissolving and she could see
out across the tiled deck to the front windows of the house next
door. To her shock, she could just discern the outline of a
single figure standing in the window, dark and motionless. Was
she really seeing this? Was the neighbor really watching them?
It made her shudder with dread, but at the same time there
wasn't anything in the world that she could do to tell her body
to move, to delay even for a second the gathering of the
storming climax that was threatening to consume her.
So close, so close. Get a good long look buddy, because this is how
to please a woman, really take her over. Oh God! No! Her palm
made damp contact with the glass, sliding in a smear. It had
to happen soon. Please let it happen, please. The sweet pain
of waiting was becoming unbearable. Something about the way
he was reaching inside her was delaying the inevitable, distracting
it from gathering completely into the tight center of burning
nerves his tongue was continuing to bathe so thoroughly,
so deliberately. And then he pulled back, his internal
probing suddenly ceasing, his mouth focusing and coming down
hard on her clit, merciless. She bucked and screamed as the
storm clouds burst below and shuddered through her. Yes! That
was a scream, and slapped her palm again hard against the door
as she came, her hand stinging, threatening to rattle it off the
track, or shatter it into a thousand glinting pieces. She didn't care
if the walls fell in, she was no longer responsible for it, taken
over wholly by some violent enrapturing force. She was
falling, dropping to the floor and he was there to catch her, to
hold her as her body trembled and lost shape. His wet lips
brushed against her cheek and he held her to him
entangled together, stroking her back. Waiting patiently, securely
for her to come back into herself.
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END (3/5)
TIME (4/5)
by Terma99
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"Wow," he said after a few silent minutes, giving her a
squeeze. "You've *got* to let me do that again tonight."
"What? God, Mulder, no. You're going to kill me if you do that
again." A few stray stars were blinking across her field of vision.
Shit, had she ever come so hard in her life? She didn't think so,
but then thinking was a bit shaky right now. Maybe it had just
been too damn long. Maybe it was both. Right now she just needed
to breathe.
He was wearing an endearingly goofy grin. "I didn't think you
had that in you, Scully." She tossed her head back, raising her
storm-tossed blue eyes to his, trying to assemble some composure
--he was getting too smug far too fast.
She licked her lips seductively, "There's quite a few things about
me you don't know," she said, even if he had just minutes
ago uncovered about every last one of those things utilizing a
bare minimum of appendages. So what, let him think for the
moment this kind of thing happened to her on a more or less
regular basis. Lie and let him think he didn't just spoil her for
any other man in the world. He couldn't know could he? His
eyes were softened into the gentlest look she had ever seen him
give her. It was too much, she closed her eyes. No she
couldn't pretend with him--he knew her far too well. She wound
her arms around his neck instead and let herself be surrounded
by him, belonging to him completely.
"The object here tonight is see exactly how many times you can
let me hear you make that sound," he paused a moment, leaving
a tiny kiss on the top of her head. "By whatever means necessary."
She cupped his face, kissing his cheek and then the underside of
his chin, unusually smooth for after midnight. Some agent
she'd turned out to be--not taking note of the five o-clock
absence during dinner. The sweet bastard had shaved for her.
"First of all. It's about time you started playing fair, Mulder."
"What do you mean?"
"You're overdressed for this occasion," she said low and snaky,
letting her eyes drop to the crotch of his jeans. Still, she kept
herself from making a grab for it. He'd asked for the initiative
after all--the control. She looked into his eyes letting see full well
the restlessness there.
"Hmmm..." his voice rumbled warm in her ear. "Are you ready
for me, Scully?"
She twisted in his arms. "What do you think?"
He moved his hand and resampled the wetness between her
legs. Bringing the tip of his finger back to his lips with a kiss.
"I'd say so," he said grabbing her, and quickly rose to his feet
lifting her easily and taking a few steps toward the bed, tossed
her down on it with a lively bounce.
She giggled, rubbing her back against the downy bedcover.
He turned away from her and took little time to remove
the remainder of his clothes, giving her a nice view of the
backside before making a similar bouncy trip to the bed next to her.
Suddenly he was all there before her. Every inch of him, naked
and seriously aroused. Despite the distant familiarity, the
image didn't fail to startle her. She was staring blankly,
holding herself still; "mild shock" was her internal doctoral
diagnosis. Or maybe this was more like that thrilling pause when
you first realize you're finally getting that shiny new bike
for Christmas, or a pony. Yes, a pony. Oh God, don't laugh, she
chided herself. Laughing would not be good right now--worse
than staring. She bit her lip, hard.
He did the laughing for her. Her expression must have been
priceless given his reaction to it. "Well?" he asked, rubbing an eye.
She cleared her throat. "Well," she repeated in a professional
manner. "Nice."
"Nice?" He rolled his eyes, letting his head thump back against
the pillows.
She gave him a stubborn look, trying to recover from
her discomposure. "What are you used to hearing?"
"I'm *not* going to answer that."
"Are you going to let me touch you, then?" she asked impatiently.
He looked amused. "Certainly."
She made a dive for it.
"Wait--" He caught her wrist. "Go easy on me, okay? It's
been awhile."
She smiled, sinking down onto the bed on her side, her nose
even with his hip, answering his gaze. He looked unbearably
innocent right now, his hair mussed, his eyes dark and soft.
She began to stroke his abdomen. "How long has it been?"
He raised his brows in mild surprise, his lips eventually parting
into a smile that eclipsed hers in brilliance. "I don't think so...
you first."
"Ah...I'd say..." she had to pause to count. Since the day she met
him, but that was probably more information than she wanted
to give out right now. The idea of it gave her pause. *Had* she
been saving herself for him? She hadn't thought about it that
way before, but it appeared to be true. "...at least five years or
so..." she answered quietly.
He looked puzzled as if he was about to question, but thought
better of it. She knew what he was assuming. She may have
artistic evidence of her little sidetrip in Philly, but not to the
extent he had obviously considered.
"You...?" she asked shyly, somewhat nervous that she'd pressed
him on it. If his answer wasn't what she'd expected, they'd have
to start a whole new conversation.
He narrowed his eyes a moment in thought. "About the same,
I think."
"You think?"
He chuckled, "Okay, I can name the exact day, hour, and minute
if you wish, but I thought I'd be more subtle. I'm not exactly
dating material you know. Besides, I already had a woman in
my life," he said, the end of his sentence growing lost as he
touched her arm with the back of his finger.
Shit, he kept coming up with all the good lines. It didn't leave
her much room to improve upon. She wanted to tell him how she
felt, that he meant so desperately much to her. But he knew.
She could tell by the way he answered her regard, fondly
reflecting the trust and understanding they both held for
one another. So instead of words, she decided it might be better
if she just showed him, and moved her lips to the fuzzy place
below his belly.
Mulder was caught in a helpless trap. So much for being careful--
the woman was heading south drawing a very dangerous path
down his abdomen with her ripe wet mouth. He propped a
pillow behind his head settling himself for a good view, for what
he could hold out for at least. He quickly set his mental
sensation alarm on autopilot as she took him in hand with her
small soft fingers, caressing his length. Her hand flowed up to the
tip, sliding over the pool of ready moisture, polishing the end
with her palm. He couldn't help but let slip a moan at
the introduction of a foreign tactile sensation teasing his cock.
But that moan soon expanded into a gasp as he saw and felt
her mouth open to take him in. He had to shut his eyes a moment
to scramble for dominance over the rush of fantasy-fed
feral instincts running amuck through his mind. So much for
letting off a little steam this morning, the reality of experiencing
his richest self-gratification scenario was putting all his
careful promises and preparations to task.
He shook the indecent thoughts clear and reopened his eyes to
match a factual visual to the thrilling sensations running through
his groin. It may have been awhile, but his body seemed
to remember what to do by the way it took care to shut down
most of the vital systems in his body in favor of providing the
nerve endings currently experiencing the tantalizing skill of
his partner's tongue and lips with maximum serum levels.
It wasn't long before his sensation alarm began to blare wildly as
he watched her lips slip once again down and over the tight
textured skin his erection, and he cursed it for a snooze button. It
is abominably unfair a man has to hold out for the full course while
a woman can gleefully set a speed record for orgasmic
frequency with honors.
"Scully."
All he got in answer from her was a stifled moan, the vibrations
of which worsened the urgency of his condition.
"Scully...shit! Stop...!"
He jerked back, freeing himself from her, and she raised her
flushed face to him in dazed confusion--her lips parted, puffed
and rosy.
"Too much?"
He was lying panting, staring at the ceiling, thinking hard about
some really bad head wound special effects he saw in a recent
late-night B-movie. Come on, come on...blood, puss, maggots, blood...
"Mulder...?" she was crawling back up to his face, sounding a
bit worried.
He was blinking and taking deep breaths. Thank god...the gore
was working. He glanced at her, peach-pink breasts were bobbing
at just eye level as she wiggled toward him, filling his field of
vision. Crap. He closed them again.
"Hey, you in there?" She tapped his forehead with the back of
her fingers.
"Just barely..." he sighed, opening his eyes with a sheepish grin.
"I'll be lucky if I survive this."
"You'd better Agent Mulder, because I have plans for you."
"Really?" he said, his hazel eyes darting across her face.
"Really," she mimicked, flopping herself across his chest.
"Not until you give me a chance to get to know you completely,"
he laughed, catching her at the waist, flipping her onto her back
and playfully capturing her arms back over her head.
"I missed a few parts earlier."
She was pinned under him wiggling, a devious smile on her
flushed face, her hair a blaze of red across the pillows, her
breasts peaked and rounded by the positioning of her arms. He
was arrested by the vision. Dana Scully, naked, aroused and
waiting eagerly under him in his bed. Well, his for the night at
least. Until something caught him as well, and he eased
back, softening.
She watched him as he loomed over her. His expression
suddenly changing into a mix of sorrow and devotion--a small
sigh escaping his mouth through his parted lips. He released
her wrists and pressed her readied nipples into the soft palms of
his hands. He held them there a moment still and uncertain,
a shadow of emotion flickering over his face. He looked pained,
and his hands moved back to the safety of her hips even if his
eyes couldn't help but continue to take careful inventory.
"What is it?" she asked, quietly.
His lips began to move but no sound emerged and he looked
away from her toward the window for a few seconds before
finding the words--his voice fragmented and almost lost under
the dying cracking of the fire.
"In all my life..." he whispered. "No one has ever known me like
you do, Scully." He looked down at her with saddened eyes,
brushing the hair from her face. "No one...I want you to know that."
Despite her best efforts, Scully felt the beginning moisture of
tears stinging her eyes. She stroked the back of his hand with
her thumb nodding gently.
"I do know that, Mulder. I do." A tear slipped itself out from her
lid and rolled down to the pillowcase with a pat. He used his
thumb to wipe the moisture from her cheek, calming their
emotions before they took the night over.
"Come on, partner. There'll be time for that later."
She nodded, smiling. "I know...kiss me...now."
He did, sliding himself alongside her, taking her head in his
hands and cherishing her lips with his. Beautiful kisses made
more tender by the way his fingers stroked her cheek, chin
and temple. He sat her up and undid the bed, pulling back
the comforter so they could slip inside between the gentle folds
of the brushed cotton sheets, loosely draping the lower half of
their bodies.
When he was finally able to set her mouth free for a moment
he turned his focus to the full seduction of her breasts. Kissing
and nuzzling them with his lips and nose, suckling the rosy tips
in cadence to her light amorous sighs, sliding her hips against
him, brushing the hot restraint of his erection against her open
thigh to the point of exquisite pain. He met her with his eyes--
dark and ready. She gave an almost imperceptible nod. It was
long enough, they'd dragged this on for more than forever--it
was time.
He shifted between her thighs and descended, sheathing into
her slowly, his breath leaving him as he became
rapturously enveloped by pure velvet warmth and wetness.
He backed off and pushed forward again, gently. He knew she
wasn't very accustomed to this and he was fully aware of
their proportional discrepancy. He did everything he could to not
be overcome by the amazingly intense sensations registering
below while taking careful note of her expression.
She was looking up at him dreamily expectant as they made
this final connection. She was so filled with love and desire right
now that it took her a moment to comprehend his hesitation.
She almost laughed but thought better of it. Instead she bit her
lip and smiled up at his far too serious expression.
"It's okay Mulder, I'm fine."
He looked at her a second, puzzled, then dropped his head with
a chuckle mid-push, hovering over her like an insect. He lifted
his head shaking it and met her eyes again all seriousness
effectively wiped from his face.
"Jesus Scully, I'm supposed to be having the most incredible
fucking experience of my life here and you're cracking me up."
She laughed then, a full belly laugh and he withdrew collapsing
next to her, dropping his face into the soft valley between
her breasts--kissing and nipping her warm pale skin
between chuckles. She held him close against her while they let
their nervous tensions transform into a cascade of mirthful
laughter. Somehow necessary and redeeming and moreover
made their impending connection all the more enthralling.
Presently their giggles ceased and became replaced by a
returning course of deepening breath and sighs. He was continuing
to nuzzle and fondle her, taking a nipple into his mouth.
She licked her lips, "Maybe we should let me get into the
driver's seat for a while." He looked up at her, the tip of her
breast still disappearing in his mouth.
"Sure, be my guest," he mumbled, releasing her and eyes
wide, watched her as she sat up and pushed him back onto the
bed beneath her.
"Let me take care of this." She moved and straddled him, sliding
her wetness up along the hot length of him. He hissed and shut
his eyes a moment against the sensation. She was kneeling over
him, her hands running up and down his chest as she rocked her
hips against him, over his pulsing cock lying flat against
his abdomen. He released a shaken breath and opened his eyes.
The vision was amazingly sexy, her leaning over him, letting
her breasts swing gently forward and back in time with her hips.
He reached up and moved his hands over them, cupping them
and teasing the nipples. She leaned into his touch with a sigh
and ground herself against him more forcefully. As incredible as
it felt to have her sliding over him, he was reaching the edge of
his patience and preyed she could sense it and deliver him from
his waiting. She could, she did, and she ran her hands low, raising
her hips, taking him in hand, and descended upon him in one
long downward motion. He whispered her name, he was inside
her, completely utterly taken up by her, surrounded by her
deepest embrace. She paused to let them savor the moment,
their eyes locking in acknowledgment and acceptance before
moving slowly up and down adjusting to the feel of him.
How could she forget this? Nothing in the world was a
proper substitute for a long stiff cock driven hard inside her.
She thrust against him, wanting him as deep as possible in her
--easing the aching flesh and muscle, opening her again,
releasing her, making her whole. He was perfect for her--
long and full--perfect. It amazed her. It was stirring her to
deep arousal frighteningly fast--that and the divine thrill
of witnessing his response. He was breathing in short pants, his
head tilted back slightly, lips parted, his eyes growing blurry
and disjointed as she savored him within her.
He was moaning with each descent of her tiny body, so sweet,
so tight, he couldn't believe the intensity of the sensations.
He wanted to weep with it was so good, so perfect. He ran his
hands up and down her thighs, encouraging her. It had been
forever since he had been with a woman. And longer than that
since he had been this completely taken in by one body and mind
as she moved him inside her--controlling the pace of his pleasure.
She was increasing the tempo now, moving a hand to stroke
the glistening folds between her thighs. He could feel her
fingers brushing against him as he slid up into her. Taking her ass
in his hands, he met her with a slow thrust of his own as she
arched upwards moaning with sensation as she adjusted the
pressure and angle of his cock to her liking as it stroked in and out
of her. She was biting her lower lip, her eyes a rage of blue fire--
she cried out his name and surged with wetness. It was so good,
each sensory input driving like fire into his spine--her eyes,
her hands, her sounds, her body, over him, making love to
him, flooding him with its intensity. He was experiencing a sense
of completion, of contentment he had never known before--it
filled him and surrounded him, driving him gloriously mad.
With deep regret he soon came to realize it couldn't go on this
way forever--the high limit of his control had somehow long
passed.
"Scully..." he rasped. "I can't...I can't last much longer in this
position."
Her face was a cloud of pleasure as her fingers moved more
rapidly against her clit. God, she was beautiful, so beautiful. He felt
a quickening, he couldn't stand it another minute, couldn't hold
onto himself for another moment--he had to finish, had to
release. "Please..." he begged her, but his plea was lost in the
deep heavy groan that ripped from her throat as she
arched, throwing her head back and thrusting down furiously
against him, her fingers a blur, her hot slick walls contracting
around him. The force of her orgasm was more than enough to
drive him over the edge as he grabbed her hips for one, two,
three, more hard thrusts as the world disassembled and fell
away into shattered bits of memory. He cried out, gripping her
tight as his body emptied into her in long thick pulses.
Mulder blinked, his skin cooling, taking a clean breath. That
was good. That was so very, very unbelievably good. Not
the marathon he had fantasized, surely, but what can one
expect from five years of longing and abstinence? Besides they
had the rest of the night for all-out fucking. This was, he hoped,
an introduction. And a fine one at that. Thank god she had
the presence of mind to find her own climax. Lord knows he
didn't. He wasn't driving anyway. Good call, Scully, good call.
Thank you for not making me look like an ass.
She was already groggy with spent lassitude and had fallen
forward boneless against his chest as he held her, stroking her
back, taking stock in the aftermath of the event. Fortunately for
her it isn't considered rude for a lady to passout after sex--it was,
in fact, a kind of flattery. After several minutes of hazy
recollections, he reluctantly pulled her off of him, settling
her sleepily into the pillows while he set about trying to wipe
things up a bit with his undershirt, returning it to the floor with
a toss.
He reached down and retrieved the tangle of coverings and
sheets that had wisely retreated to the foot of the bed and
fluffed them up and over them, curving himself snugly behind
her, his arm tucking possessively around her waist, and in a
manner of minutes joined her in a peaceful oblivion.
*************************
Some hours later Scully woke from a half-dream to feel
someone kissing the dip between her shoulder blades, feather
light, almost ticklish. She wiggled a little to shake it and realized
she was being held securely against a long warm body. She fought
off sleepiness long enough to register by scent the body as
familiar. Then she remembered. Her eyes opened. She was
sleeping in a strange bed, quite naked against an equally naked
and notably aroused government employee. Who it seemed
was making it his official business to make long sniffly noises
across the skin of her back.
"Mulder...?"
"Hmm...?" another sniff.
It tickled, and she wiggled under him. "Why are you sniffing me?"
He reached up, cupping her breast, "You smell good...you smell
like sex."
"I what?"
"Like sex, like us...like fucking."
She giggled. "You're tickling me."
He tucked his head between her neck and shoulder, breathing
into her ear. "Maybe I need to be a little more direct then," he
said, pressing her the rest of the way onto her stomach, urging
her legs apart with his knee. And quite suddenly, but with care,
she gasped as his newly resurrected erection found it's way up
and inside her.
"Mmm...that's better," he whispered in her hair, beginning to
move slowly, very slowly.
She sighed. "That's an interesting way to wake someone in
the middle of the night."
"You like that?" he asked, taking little nibbles from her
shoulder blade as he slipped a long arm down across her belly
and into the forest of damp curls below, searching and selecting
just the right rhythm and pressure to apply to her swelling clit.
"I could get used to it...oh, that is nice..." she made a yummy
sound and adjusted herself slightly to the side to take him in
more completely, meeting his languid thrust. He groaned against
her shoulder, biting a little harder.
"I'll have to get a muzzle for you Mulder," she observed drowsily.
"I think that one might leave a mark." He grumbled, kissing the
spot now, flicking it with his tongue.
"I warned you about this..." he hissed, nipping her again, but
with more care as he began to pick up his rhythm. "I can't
help it...you feel so damn good..."
"Hmm...you feel good too." She was rather enjoying the
overpowering feeling of his weight and presence pushing her into
the soft sheets from behind, but she wasn't going to let him
know that. She wanted to see exactly what he was capable of and
she thought she knew how to get them there.
"...But I could do with a bit more...ah...effort."
His hand left her moist thighs and squeezed her breast teasing
the stiffened nipple between his finger and thumb as his nose
rooted through her hair, inhaling deeply.
"Effort...?" he asked, dreamily.
"Yes...I want you, Mulder. Hard. I want you to really fuck me,"
she smiled, feeling him start at her choice of words, hiding her
blush in the pillow. God, this was fun--better than novelty stores.
At first all he was able to manage in response was a series of
noisy pants as he was struck by a powerful rush of additional
blood to his groin and an overwhelming urge to push deeper, faster.
"This is going to be over really fast if you keep talking to me
like that," he said gruffly in one breath, struggling to rein himself.
"You don't want me to talk?" She said in a calm, discerning voice--
not dissimilar from the way she would address one of his
manic theories, arms folded across a stiff impenetrable
double-breasted pantsuit--hiding at all costs the simmering
pleasure he was stoking inside her.
"No," he managed to squawk, answering her far better with a
more forceful thrust of his hips. Damn her, she wasn't even
breathing strangely, and he was being nearly strangled by the
feel of her beneath him, the intense need of her--fit so
unbearably warm and snug around his straining cock.
"Why?"
"Scully..."
"What?"
"Scully...shut-up."
"Whatever for...?" That was it--he'd have to kill her now.
"Because...I'm trying to see things through here," he panted, as
he lent one frustrated forearm out to toss the sheets off of
him before they became damp with sweat. Increasing his pace, he
let his fingers drive in time against her clit, hard. Not even a
peep. Christ! Was she even in the same bed with
him?
"See what through...?"
"I'm trying...to make you come." If she didn't shut up soon and
let him concentrate she wouldn't have the pleasure, and
he'd probably have the beginning foundations of a complex.
"You are, though."
He groaned, quickly losing track of the argument. Shit, he
was actually getting off on it. "What...?"
"Making me c..." the rest of her sentence was lost in a long
whispery hiss as she backed herself into him, grinding into
him, riding it out. Her contractions vibrating generously around
him as he instinctively impaled her in counterpoint.
He was at once all too shocked to truly savor the experience.
Where the hell did that come from? Where was she hiding it?
Enough of this. Time to get serious. He pulled out and roughly
flipped her over onto her back meeting her serene
flushed expression with his hard desperate one. He took only
a moment to dive back into her, letting himself seek out his
own gratification in her intoxicatingly slick depths. She was
without a doubt the most seductive arousing thing he had ever
had opportunity to seek absolution in. He let himself drop
all restraints and maddeningly pumped into her toward is own
end. She seemed to have no complaints and he growled in
approval as she lifted her hips and gripped his ass, rising to meet
his quickening pace thrust to thrust. He doubled his efforts, and
by his blurry estimation perhaps burying himself in her a bit
too forcefully for her size, but he almost couldn't control himself
at this point. She was amazing, just amazing to him. He'd
never thought in his wildest wet dreams she'd be so open, so
willing, so intensely fuckable. Speech had completely escaped him
so he devoured her lips with a kiss, trying to convey his
gratitude with a tenderness sorely lacking in his lower body at
the moment; to somehow begin to communicate how very much
he needed this, wanted this like nothing else, and how
ethereally kind she was to give herself up to him in this way.
But she knew, she knew in the way his eyes drank her in and
the way his arms gripped her tightly that she was the only thing
he really needed, really wanted to push away the shadows of
his past. She was his to seek solace from and she hoped she had
the capacity to fill him to bursting.
He dropped his head, screwing his eyes shut, and she felt his
lower body go rigid as a long gravely sound issued through
his clenched teeth as he came. A few sloppy thrusts followed,
and with a huge exhale, he collapsed on her, bathing her insides,
his golden skin dewed with sweat.
He slipped to the side to ease his weight off of her, but she held
his head close against her breast, stroking the damp hair at the
nape of his neck, kissing the top of his head. He was breathing
in shudders, overcome and temporarily incapacitated by his
efforts.
"I'm sorry....I just.." he tried to explain in an uneven tone.
"Shhh..." she breathed. "Don't be sorry, silly. You're wonderful.
I wanted you to let go...it was beautiful. You're beautiful."
All he could do was wrap his arms tightly around her--she was
too good, too good, he didn't deserve her. He held her close,
waiting for his welling emotions to reverse and wane, waiting
until he could find his voice again.
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END (4/5)
TIME (5/5)
by Terma99
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He was asleep beside her--really asleep. Scully smiled,
waking, stretching her pleasantly aching body, listening to
him breathe. His closed face reflected the picture of
someone engaged in a thorough exploration of unconsciousness.
She touched the hair that fell in a faint curl across his
eyebrow, moving it back so she could and lie there with
an unobstructed view. She loved watching his face--from his
soft lashes, to his adorably disproportionate nose and the
voluptuous curve of his singular mouth--an unusual combination
of features that taken one at a time would be ridiculous on
another, somehow parried and accompanied one another into
beauty. He was beautiful; she meant it. And he was hers, really
hers--all of him. She felt a peaceful sense of relief that went
well beyond sexual gratification of the thought. There would be
no more hiding or restraining her emotions. She could relax
into them and enjoy them for once without the all too
familiar frustration she'd felt to some degree ever since she met
him. What had she said to herself then, silently...when he first
looked over his shoulder at her through those adorable spectacles?
"Damn. He's beautiful, and I'll have to look at him everyday
and pretend I don't notice. Why couldn't they get me
someone wrinkly and bald?" Quickly followed by, "God, he's
arrogant. Maybe if I do look at him I can keep from shooting
him." That hadn't stopped her though, she reflected ruefully.
She'd left her mark on him, in more ways than one. They both had.
Her stomach made a gurgling sound, and she tried to shush it.
She didn't want to wake him, not while he was so still, so
peaceful. He rarely found peace and she wanted to give it to him
so very badly, the giving of it settling her own unrest and fears.
I have this man, she told herself. I have him completely and he
does me as well. We are indivisible--no one can touch us as long
as we stay connected, intertwined. I have his trust and
his knowledge, he is my guide and my inspiration and a damn
fine lover to boot.
Lover--she liked that word, the physicality it represented, and felt
a twinge of body memory flow through her. She could still feel
him in her as if he had never withdrawn. Her muscles were
molded to him now and pined to be filled again despite the
protest from the sensitivity of the flesh. She paid it no mind, he
felt too good for the tenderness to hurt.
Her stomach stubbornly interrupted her thoughts again. She
sighed defeatedly. She was surprisingly hungry even if she
had stuffed herself silly at dinner. I guess we worked it off,
she mused. Well, there *were* rations downstairs. She supposed
she could sneak down there and fumble around for something.
She leaned close to him and gave him a "be right back" peck on
the nose. He didn't move.
Scully slipped off the bed and began to search the moonlit floor
for recognizable articles of clothing. Bits of it seemed to have
floated everywhere. If she had known about this little event
she would have brought a robe, which would have made
stumbling around in the dark a bit quieter. Ah...! She found his
long sleeved shirt, still buttoned and pulled it on over her head.
The fabric gave her a tactile thrill as it settled over her bare
breasts. Hmm, it smelled of him, too. Of course she smelled
rather Muldery herself, but wearing one of his shirts around
the house had always been a secret urge, and she wasn't about
to deny herself anything. Satisfactorily dressed, she
slipped downstairs.
The sheets beside him had barely cooled to room temperature
before Mulder's extra-sensory alert system began to nudge at
him. His body thoroughly engaged in sleep, it took some
coaxing before his arm wearily slid forward to inspect the
scene, sliding across the sheet, searching, reaching emptiness.
His eyes and head rose in concern. She wasn't next to him. He sat
up, suddenly awkwardly awake.
"Scully?"
Maybe she was in the bathroom. He closed his eyes, rubbing
them, trying to pick up a sound. His nose came in first with
useful information. He smelled something. Something
good. Something frying. He'd probably best go investigate.
Mulder pushed to his feet and looked around for something to
put on, trying to create some semblance of decency. He stretched
his back, feeling a little snap as something settled back into
place. Idly scratching his chest, he scanned the room. He felt
good, tired, but good, pleasant even--a certain brand of
pleasantness he hadn't had opportunity to experience in
quite sometime--coupled by the sweet almond scent of a
woman rubbed into his skin. Frustrated by the scarce selection
of clothing, he chose a small knitted blanket from the
bedcovers which he threw over his shoulders and headed for
the lower floor.
The lights were on in the kitchen and the aroma and sizzle of
eggs and potatoes floated into the foyer. He peered around the
corner to encounter the vision of Dana Scully clad only in his
shirt, sleeves rolled up, ass peeking from under the tails as
she reached up to grab the paprika from an overhead spice rack.
She unscrewed the top in one full twist, shaking lightly, stirring
a yellowy concoction in the pan briskly with a pancake turner.
After letting his eyes take their fill of the presentation, he made
a noise in his throat and stepped in as to not startle her. Despite
his latent and persistent horniness, he was surprisingly hungry
and wondered if she didn't mind sharing.
She turned to him in mild surprise. "I see I've woken the dead."
He faced her remark with an identifying nod.
"You're cooking," he emphasized, as if her domestic display
was certainly a momentous occasion in itself.
"You're naked," she answered, eyeing his unusual attire.
"Someone stole my clothes."
She looked down at herself, a bit embarrassed at him finding her
this way. "You going to arrest me?"
"I would, but I left my handcuffs in my other pants."
That got him an eyebrow as she lifted the pan from the
stove, clicking the heat off.
"Good thing, that. How do you like your eggs?"
"Cooked."
"We got 'em," she said, spilling a mixture of scrambled eggs and
diced potatoes onto a large plate. He took a seat up on a stool at
the central counter, wearing the blanket draped over his
shoulders. He could easily imagine this little scene playing like
some soft-porn nuptial drama. Wouldn't that be perfect? The
little wife half-naked greeting him with a steaming pan of eggs...
Whoa. Hold on. Did he just upgrade his fantasies to marital? God,
he really did have it bad. Funny what a decent helping of
consensual sin will do to a guy. He lifted his eyebrows and accepted
a fork from her eagerly.
She took a stool across the corner of the counter from him and
they stabbed and nibbled at the lumpy mixture in unison,
feeding one another an occasional bite. They were some damn
fine eggs, too--infused with herbs and spices. Mulder never had
the pleasure of being fed by her before. He wasn't even aware
she knew how to turn on a stove. Scully certainly had her share
of little secrets. As cliched as it might sound, he felt as if he
was seeing his partner clearly for the first time.
Scully was looking up at him thoughtfully as she tangled forks
with him over the last few bites. Let it not be said they didn't have
a reputation for putting away food--another aspect to their
inherent competitiveness--fighting over the last scrap of take-
out like a couple of hounds sometimes. Pre-dawn breakfasts were
no exception, as he tagged her fork with his, stealing the final
wiggly yellow lump, popping it in his mouth with a grin.
"Did you ever imagine, Mulder, when you were young, what being
an adult would be like?" He blinked at her, surprised at the
sudden reappearance of conversation. They'd been silent during
their egg and potato duel--a comfortable silence only long-
term couples have learned to appreciate. She handed him a tall
glass of reddish-looking juice and he took several gulps of it
before answering.
"Sure, what kid doesn't..." he replied, curious as to the aim of
her introduction.
"What I mean is, I always thought being an adult was about
having total freedom--being able to stay up late to watch old
movies without being told to go to bed, or to have my own money
to spend on chocolate eclairs at the bakery..." she trailed off,
her expression growing solemnly wistful. She stared at her
hands, opening them. "You're never really told the whole story..."
He let the corner of his mouth rise to lighten the heaviness he
saw there. "You mean the part about how one third of your
yearly income will one day go toward mollusk
reproductive research?"
She answered his quip with a faint turn of her mouth.
"Yeah, something like that."
"I think we all wind up a little bitter about the reality of
becoming responsible for ourselves," he offered. "Having to
make decisions and take risks without having anyone to really
fall back on when you fuck up. I guess for me--I just don't
really look that far ahead. It makes screwing up that much easier
to live with."
She nodded in agreement to his assessment of his reckless
nature, and her expression warmed as she met him eye to eye.
"The amazing thing is Mulder, when I look at you sitting there in
that silly blanket, sharing this plate of eggs with me in this
strange kitchen--I feel it. I feel that imaginary reality I
pictured when I was a kid. I feel that freedom. You give me that,
the strength to make myself believe I can do anything. I think I
lost that somewhere along the way. You've brought me
back and...I've wanted to thank you for that for a long time now,"
she finished softly, her eyes regarding him tenderly.
He didn't move at first, just parted his lips slightly. He wanted
to crush her to him and whisper wild and desperate confessions
in her ear, tear himself open and let spill out a gush of
raw humanity; but feared his own sanity in the end, and instead
fell back on a familiar deflective tactic, the safer move, for now.
"I think that's the most incredible thing anyone's ever said to
me, Scully. Well, at least just after sex, anyway. I mean it's
usually, 'Where the hell is my underwear?' or 'Can you pay for
my cab?'
--Ow!" She whapped him on the head with the oven mitt, with a
full smile that brightened the sky-blue of her eyes.
"You're terrible, I never should have agreed to be assigned to you."
"What? And miss out on all the finely-tooled madness? Come on,
you can't do any better than me for livening up the work
day. Especially now."
"I wouldn't be making that assumption quite so fast. There's to be
no inappropriate behavior within the confines of the
Hoover Building."
He gave an exaggerated sigh, dropping his head into his arms.
He peeked up at her, pushing his lower lip into a pout. "Not
even after five?"
"Nope. Sorry. The desk stays in pristine order."
"What about the parking garage?"
"You'll have to hold it until you get home."
"Road trips?"
"You'll have to consult with me on a case by case basis only."
"You're an evil, evil woman, Scully."
"Tough. Be lucky you got me to this point at all."
"I am, I am. Weekends?"
She nodded once, "Sure."
He reached out and took her hand, lightly stroking it with his thumb.
"How about after this week we dig into our backlog of vacation
hours and I'll drive you to the coast for an extended weekend
of indecent behavior?"
"You're buying?"
"Absolutely."
"I could get used to this."
Scully leaned forward on her elbows across the edge of the
counter and gave him a gentle kiss, just their lips touching,
lightly. The way she leaned in, allowed him an amazing view
down the partially unbuttoned front of his shirt, occupied by
the finest pair of breasts he'd managed to get his mouth around
in a very long time. He licked her lip with the tip of his tongue
while his fingers brushed the soft material over her breast.
She pressed into his hand with a small whimper and he wasn't
too surprised to find himself stiffening in response to the sound.
She separated from him and peered down into his lap.
"That didn't take much," she teased.
"You complaining?"
"No..." she replied, and slipped down off of the stool with a
dangerous look in her eyes. Mulder felt his pulse leap in kind.
She was up to something.
She stood next to the counter, pushing their plate back and
beckoned him to her with a crooked finger. He slid to his feet,
letting the blanket flop onto the floor as he crossed to her. She
sighed and raised her arms and he lifted his shirt up and over
her head. She stood before him all skin and supple curves,
her nipples pointed and eager.
"Ready for round three?" she asked demurely.
"Sure," he whispered, unable to get the required air supply to
his vocal cords.
Mulder's jaw almost made contact with the floor when she
turned and draped herself down onto the countertop, her stomach
to the tile, her little ass wiggling invitingly as she took a step
apart exposing the swollen pink flesh of her sex, poised wet,
and ready for business.
Sweet mother of god! Still a few hours until sunrise and she
had already knocked out half of the top ten in the Fox
Mulder Fantasy 500. Then again she figured in most of the top
100 anyway. Time to invent some new ones and see if they floated
to the surface before sun-up. And he had been worried about this?
She blinked at him, biting her lip like she was just a little bit shy,
but not too ashamed to beg nevertheless. He moved to stand
behind her, dipping his fingers between her dampened legs and
she lifted her ass on tip-toe to meet his touch like a dog longing to
be petted. Damn! She was sexy as all hell. Fortunately his cock
knew exactly what to do and made a quick aim for her--up and
in, locked and solid.
Wow, the noise she made at that point was one he'd be replying
for the next several months. He pulled back and moved into
her again, all the way in to the hilt, and yes, she made the
noise again, like a drowning seal--if seals could drown. He
was immediately grateful for the incredible view this
position granted him. Fifty yard line full score seating of
everything that really counted. Damn! This round was gonna be
good. His video cabinet would certainly require dusting over the
next several months, years maybe if he was truly lucky. He took
full advantage of the situation as he savored the stimulating
visual effect of his cock disappearing into her just inches away in
full florescent illumination. Thank god someone'd paid the
electric bill.
Low strangled sobs began to rise from the counter beneath him.
She was writhing there, her voice rising in volume, beginning
to generate this unholy noise to his quickening thrusts. Whatever
it was, it sounded good and it was coming this way. He gripped
the flesh of her ass more forcefully and retooled his pace,
driving into her in a slow forward motion ending in a tiny jerk at
the end of each thrust. That seemed to do the trick, she
bucked against the little extra effort in each stroke, her
moans elevating, sounding gradually more pained and desperate.
God, what an amazing thing sex must be for a woman, to be able
to enjoy it in so many flavors. Careful and slow, to hard and
furious, they each created their own color of orgasm in a woman,
and he was so pleased to discover Scully was no exception to this.
He wanted nothing more from life than to seek each variation
out, start cataloguing them, giving them names--developing
a connoisseur's eye, selecting a menu for each and every all-
night bought of pleasure he'd experience with her from a
richly styled palette.
Her cries were strangling themselves into what sounded like
the tight wail of frustration, so he picked up the pace a bit,
running his hands over the smoothness of her back, glad for once
to have been sated enough times already tonight to finally get a
grip on the kind of attention she needed. Ah, that fit the bill,
her moans were lower again, rougher, and her hips were rising up
off the counter to meet him in collision pound for pound.
He decided to test the waters a bit and leaned forward, slipping
his hand over her hip, trapping her clit in a vee, between two
fingers, adjusting the aim of his cock a bit deeper and higher
towards a spot he thought he'd found earlier when he had her
up against the glass. She growled in approval and he began to
tease her center of pleasure in earnest, raising its sensitivity.
Her moans came up in pitch but grew longer, more
forceful, thickened. He guessed that was a good thing and kept it
up, just dragging and squeezing the skin to either side of her clit
with each pulse. Suddenly her hand came over his and forced
his fingers down on her nub hard, grinding down onto its
leading edge in a flurry, then a pause, then another flurry. Okay,
he thought he remembered that one from somewhere deep in
his past and took over for her. Her back arched up, almost
knocking him over as she reacted to the requested stimulation.
He held her at her hip as she slid herself further up on the
counter into an arched pose. Evidently this adjustment was the
right move because she began to shutter from ass to shoulders as
he crushed her clit between his fingers then released, crush
and release. Her head shot back as she writhed.
"Oh god..." she moaned low and dark. "Oh god, don't stop...don't
stop."
Thank god myself, he thought, because his lower back was
beginning to seriously protest this new position.
"Don't stop..." she cried in a more primal, torturous groan,
thrusting herself back against him hard. Jesus, it didn't even
sound like her. Barely sounded human. And it must have
triggered some deep seated bestial tendencies in him, because
her transformed voice was driving him suddenly and
violently toward the edge. Shit! Not now. He'd be damned if
he missed this one. Her hungry pleads were becoming more
and more manic as he thrust deeply, trying to disconnect
himself from the burning ache in his groin. Please god, I'll never
ask for another thing as long as I live if you'll just make her
come. Make her come. Please make her come.
He felt it might be time to reconsider his religious convictions
when in just another moment she jerked up onto her elbows in
an even tighter arch and let go a full throated howl, her entire
body wracking with a spasm as he shot into her as fast and hard
as he could without dropping her, his own climax peaking
and ringing in his ears as it flashed over him like whipcrack.
"Fuck...!" he cried, as he caught the counter's edge to keep
himself from falling full-force on her where she had
collapsed, leaving breath trails on the dark stone. Yeah, that
was original, he thought--the muscles in his arms and legs
shaking from the strain--time to work on the orgasm
vocabulary. And if he was not mistaken, he'd probably just
damned himself to hell for asking god to finish her off for
him. Smooth, buddy, smooth. Shit, who was trying to kill whom
here tonight?
"Mulder...?"
"What?" he panted, dragging his nose across her shoulder blade,
still wavering in a post-climatic haze.
"I need to get down."
"Sorry." He did his best to stand on his own legs, and pulled back
and away so she could straighten up.
His brain was beginning to function at the closest it had ever come
to total meltdown. He could hardly grasp what had just
happened. How could *that* be right? How could he have
possibly just bent his partner over a kitchen counter and fucked
her senseless?
She stood up, running her fingers through her hair and pulling
his shirt back over her head and down over her hips. He thought
if she had a purse with her she'd probably daintily re-apply a
touch of lipstick, too.
"Mulder, you're staring."
He shook his head a little. "Sorry..."
"Stop apologizing already, " she said with a lift of her chin, as
she began to gather up their plates and wash them under the
spray of the sink. "You have nothing to be sorry about. Believe
me."
He realized he was just about fucked stupid by now and in an
effort to ground himself, tried to be useful, handing her cups
and plates to wash--careful not to speak until at least a few
multi-syllabic words came to mind. He watched her, awed by
the simple way she had slipped in and taken him over so easily.
He wanted to tell her he loved her now, but after some
thought decided against it. Probably not the best time to bring it
up while standing buck-naked, hair askew, next to a dribble of
come on the floor of a stranger's kitchen. Despite that, the
words wouldn't sound right and he'd probably choke on them on
the way out, messing it up. He'd tell her soon, though, and he'd do
it right--buy her something nice, or take her someplace beautiful,
or both. For now he caught her soapy hand and brought it to his
lips, pressing into her palm, the bubbles tickling his nose.
She rose up and kissed his cheek.
"Grab a towel," she whispered. "You're drying."
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A thudding woke them both. Sitting up in the bed in the yellow
glow of morning, Mulder tried to make sense of the sound. It
was coming from downstairs. For a minute he felt panic,
was someone letting himself in?
"Mulder?" Scully sat up, too, trying to cover herself with the
rumpled sheet.
The thudding stopped.
"Oh. No it's okay, Scully," he said, rubbing his tired eyes. "It's
the hotel. I had our bags sent over."
"Oh...What time is it?"
He flopped back down on his back, closing his eyes again,
not wanting to let go of sleep just yet. She reached over and took
his arm, reading his watch.
"Mulder? What time is our flight?"
"Hmmm...?"
"Our flight. It's 9:25"
"What?" his eyes were quickly reopened, the look of panic
returning. He examined the face of his watch. "That's not good."
"What are you saying?"
"We've got to hurry," he muttered. Throwing the covers back,
he scrambled to a half-standing position, giving his exhausted body
a moment to catch up with his spinning head. And if he
wasn't mistaken, he appeared to be sporting another goddamn
erection--the origin of which didn't appear to have any
correlation to sleep, which he was sorely lacking in.
Scully was immediately on her feet and not just a little pissed, as
she fussed about, gathering her scattered articles.
"Shit Mulder, I thought you were in control of this situation."
He raised his brow at her. "In control? Right. I gave up
somewhere around, 'fuck me hard, Mulder,' I think."
"I *said* that?"
"Uh huh. That was you, I'm pretty sure."
"Where the hell is my bra?"
He smiled ironically, slipping his jeans up over his hips--now
this morning was beginning to wax familiar. Except maybe this
time he had a chance in hell of seeing the girl again. No, he had
more than a chance, he was willing to bet his life on it. He'd try
to spend every weekend for the rest of his life with her if he had
any say in the matter. Maybe she'd even give into the "rules" a
bit over time. His cock jumped at the thought--not the desk
scenario again. He'd really have to clean-up the fantasy rack if
he valued their partnership.
Mulder dragged their bags in and up the stairs while Scully got
first round of the shower. A duel cleansing was certainly out of
the question, she informed him. No need to be any later than
they already were. Too bad, he'd have to pick up on that
particular activity later. He couldn't complain though, he had
plenty of activities to reflect on over the next six hours.
She emerged from the shower, towel about her head, in time to
catch him attempting to reassemble the bed.
"What are you doing? We can't leave those here."
He shrugged, a rumpled sheet still gripped in his hand.
"Any ideas?"
She had a point, the maid wasn't going to be arriving any time soon.
"We'll have to take them with us."
"What?"
"I'm not leaving that for someone to find in six months, Mulder,"
she said exasperated, tugging the fitted sheet from the bed.
That was certainly an odd party favor to take along with them.
She was right. He hadn't planned for laundry. He thought he'd
better leave her to her cover-up mission and retreated into
the shower.
The hot spray pelting his skin helped ease the soreness in
various parts of his body. He felt like crap, but for once had
no regrets. All he had to do today was get their butts on the
plane, doze, watch badly edited movies, and eat peanuts until
they reached home. He wondered if Scully would mind a sleep-
over tonight--in the literal sense, okay, maybe a little
prodding before bed. Hmm...not likely--it was a school day
tomorrow after all. Why couldn't he fall ass-over-teapot for a
less responsible woman? Now he'd probably have to wait a
whole week before he got her naked again. He sighed, turning off
the water and reaching for a towel. He didn't think he'd make it
that long.
When he emerged, still a bit damp around the edges, he was
met with a perfectly re-set bedroom. Not a lint ball out of place
--even if the comforter was now only covering a bared
mattress. They could bill him. He dressed quickly, glancing
around admirably, he wondered if she thought to wipe down
the glass door for "prints." Probably not, he smirked. Now, that
was one way to leave a calling card for the new owners.
"Mulder...!"
Jesus, he was getting bellowed at already. He supposed that was
an acceptable sacrifice. He heard the oak door open, and grabbing
his bag, hurried down, taking the stairs two at a time. She
was standing flushed and impatient at the door, her face free
of makeup, her hair a half-assembled swath of damp waves.
Christ, she'd never looked more gorgeous.
"The cab's been honking for five minutes."
Without giving it a thought, he grabbed her arm and covered
her mouth with a rough kiss, pressing her to him until he felt
her stiff resistance falter and her mouth part under his--refusing
to let her go until he got a satisfying taste of her, parting with a
loud smack.
"Let's go already."
"One last thing, Mulder..."
"Yes?"
"You'd better have booked us seats together, because I plan
on passing out in your lap for the next six hours."
He could get used to this, he decided, smiling to himself as he
took one last look into the foyer before pulling the door shut
against the yellow glow of the early sun streaming in from the
high windows to the abandoned tile floor below.
END (5/5)
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Okay, how are we all feeling now? That was quite a lot of smut
for one story, I know. Go get some air, then
tell me all about it at Terma99@aol.com.
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What's next on Terma's drawing board?
A casefile!! Involving extinct volcanoes, hot springs,
lots of snow, buffaloes, shared body heat, and primitive life forms.
Oh yeah, and Scully gets to play doctor.