The origin of our friendship was the time in Sec 1 when she was feeling a little troubled and I was the only one that she felt comfortable talking to. I sort of became her Aunt Agony, trying to help her feel better. I must admit that I felt very flattered that she trusted me with her problems.

Her sunny disposition gained her a lot more friends. By now, everytime I go out with her, we're bound to see one of her friends, no matter where we go. I won't say that it is irritating, though slightly damaging to my ego. Hehe..

Now, we don't talk that often anymore, maybe because she already has a lot more "Aunt Agony"s to confide to. I have never been very comfortable telling her my problems, just like with most of my other friends too, for the simple fact that to her, I probably represent this invincible intelligent(haha) person. I really would rather keep it that way. =P

I really think she is very pretty, if only she would just admit it. She is also very intelligent, though she would rather project a more "blur" image. Somehow, I wish I'd know what it is that's keeping her back from showing her real self to the other people. I hope it is not a low self-esteem, cos if I were her, I would probably with an ego problem instead. hehe.

Our relationship now is on the brink of disintegrating into a more superficial level of friendship, which is not what I want, but undoubtedly brought about by my laziness to call..again...

I really feel apologetic towards her for not there to offer a listening ear as much as I wanted to. But I also know that I have a place in my heart for her. Call me and I will listen, dear~