Ever....?

Ever tried to breathe the air,
When she isn't breathing the same air?
Ever tried to eat your lunch,
Knowing that you can't share it with her?
Ever tried to smell you clothes,
Convincing yourself that her scent's there?
Ever tried to call her house,
Although she has already flown away,
Ever tried to force yourself,
To say that things will be alright?
Ever tried to watch a movie,
Pretending that she's watching as well,
Ever tried to tell a joke,
Then laugh at the thought she may be laughing too?

Ever felt the warm feeling,
Even though she isn't close?
Ever felt a sense of unease,
Then finding out she was hurt?
Ever felt a pair of eyes,
Watching you throughtout the night?
Ever felt the sharp pain,
Of when she leaves you on your own?
Ever felt a calming blanket,
Cover you because you know you'll meet again?

Ever caught yourself thinking of her,
During an A-level exam?
Ever cried at the thought,
She won't be around for you to hold?
Ever wondered if she felt the same,
But was too afraid to make the move?
Ever realised that it's a waste of emotions,
If you're to scared to tell her you think you're in love?

So many things that we all need,
So many things that we don't have,
But one thing that is always important,
Is a person who always cares for us,
Knowing that they stick on our side,
Instead of letting them slip right through,
Let them know you love them true,
For who they are where they are,
Always love them near or far,

The girl of my dreams may go away,
But I know I'll see her somehow, someway,
She is the love of my dreams,
No matter how bad it seems,
Her name is that of angels; Kiliki (Kristy) it is,
Who brings me happiness in the world we live, 
Together; not close, but far from my side,
But hopefully one day she could become my bride!

                                  Dedicated to her time left in Malaysia.
                                I miss you already.

                                                          Love Lucas

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