A Sacred Mushroom and Syrian Rue Experience
Following the discovery of McKenna et al., the shrooms + rue combination
has
become a popular technique in the arsenal of the modern entheogenic
explorer/guerrilla. Accordingly, I resolved to try this combination
for the
first time -- my first experience with any harmine preparation.
Boiling water (~2 cups) was poured over 1 tsp Syrian Rue (P. harmala).
A
splash (~1 Tsp) white vinegar was added and the mixture was stirred
and
allowed to steep for ~10 minutes, acquiring a pale red-brown color.
The
mixture was blended, brought to a boil again, and removed from
the heat. The
solids were allowed to settle and the liquids poured off. To this
mixture
was added a pinch of rue extract,* which gave the solution a much
darker
red-brown color. This preparation was split two ways (my companion
combined
his with 2C-B) and consumed on a fairly full stomach. The taste
was bitter
and alkaloid-y but not too bad (hold my nose definitely helped)
and did not
linger (unlike a certain revolting slimy cactus brew I can still
feel
sliding down my throat).
About 30 minutes later, ~1.75 g (dry) of USDA Prime S. cubensis
were
ingested straight and chewed and held in the mouth as long as
possible. I
wanted to start with a low dose to establish a baseline for the
shrooms +
rue combination.
As the effects were coming on, we went for a nice, rambling walk
around the
neighborhood, paying close attention to the trees and flowers
and the
beautiful summer sky. The intricate stained glass windows in a
small church
in a nearby park were particularly captivating. The anticipatory,
pre-level
1 effects provided a wonderful enhancement to the little expedition
that was
as much due to my sense of expectation as to the sensory alterations
themselves. I seemed to spend much more time "experiencing" rather
than
"thinking" as my subject-object barrier began to break down.
Harmine is often reputed to be a telepathic agent, and this aspect
was very
much in my mind as we were returning home. There did seem to be
some
enhancement in my ability to anticipate what people were about
to say and to
resolve unexpected conversational and conceptual leaps (for which
one of my
companions is well-known) without having to ask for an explanation.
Once we arrived back at the house, my trip rapidly settled into
a mellow,
level 2 experience -- about what might be expected for that dosage
of
mushrooms *without* the addition of rue. In fact, my experience
did not seem
substantially different from a straight shroom trip. My tendency
towards
introspection and self-contemplation was familiar enough. There
did seem to
be a slight sensory signature of *something* superimposed upon
the mushroom
effects, but nothing that made me sit up and take notice. Predominant
colors
tended toward pinks, purples, and blues, which are typically said
to be
characteristic of harmine combinations but could just as well
be attributed
to environment, which consisted of watching a gorgeous sunset
and hanging
out in a fairly dimly lit room.
But when I had settled comfortably into an enjoyable level 2 experience
and
had just reached what I assumed was the end of the peak, my trip
rapidly
accelerated to level 3 in a manner that left me unprepared and
unable to
cope with consensus reality -- which is not a bad thing necessarily,
but I
was unable to properly appreciate it and make use of it as it
has advanced
upon me so suddenly. I thus settled (somewhat involuntarily) into
an
attitude of "lets get it over with" rather than exploring the
possibilities
of the mental state I was in. I developed a very upleasant sensation
in my
mouth, like nausea without the visceral sensations, the residual
effects of
which later made a snack I ate tasteless and unnatural-feeling.
This
triggered what seems to have been a synesthetic effect and resulted
in what
were probably the most disgusting visuals I have ever experienced.
I saw an
endless progression of figures in a perpetual state of decay --
vomiting,
decomposing, bleeding, generally falling to pieces. This was unsettling,
but
I was strangely more bemused than frightened or repulsed.
After some time spent like this (I've no idea how much precisely),
I dropped
fairly rapidly to the afterglow stage, which seemed uncharacteristically
"dull." I was not filled with the usual sense of clumsy contentment,
and
residual relaxing visual effects were nonexistent, even with the
addition of
a few tokes of kind bud.
What seems to have happened is that my half-full stomach slowed
the
metabolism of the harmine much more than it did the shrooms, with
the result
that the much appreciated synergism manifested suddenly quite
late in the
trip, with the result that I *didn't* appreciate it, making the
trip as a
whole unfortunately rather unproductive. I'm not sure how enthusiastic
I am
about this combination. I'd like to try it again in hopes of obtaining
a
more characteristic (and enjoyable) effect, but I am in no hurry
to do so --
plain ol' shrooms are *just*fine*. I would probably be more interested
in
trying to *smoke* rue on top of mushrooms, as McKenna does with
B. caapi in
_True_Hallucinations_. His description of the delicate ayahuasca
visuals
dancing over the mushroom baseline is quite enticing.
*The extract was prepared by a friend who will remain anonymous.
I remain
ignorant of his method, but the extract was a beautiful deep red-brown
color
and consisted of sticky, flat crystals. Dosage used was specified
for one
person.