Self-reflection


when i look up into the sky i think...
for what is our purpose here on Earth?....
why are we here?....
i still ask myself those questions, and i find everyday the answer changes...
i try to be the best that i can be but i still find out that, thats not good enough...
what acctually happens when a loved one leaves us...
yes it hurts but some find strength in just that...
and some find they are much weaker than they expected.....
well i have found to be true that my purpose is to help others...
what bout u?


as my life slowly comes to a walk, i find myself asking a different question than i had before. . .
what have i done to help this world?, then i stop, and think, and say, i have only lived a day, but it seems like many years. who knows how long we've actually existed?, or if we are really living. we only know what we have been told, all the rumors about time. . .
but wait, many say that we are going back in time. . .
what is time?
maybe that is what we don't understand, or maybe it is like a rubberband, the more you stretch it. . . lets see. . .
the more likely it'll break, the harder it gets to stretch, or maybe the the more it'll hurt when you release it. who knows? i maybe right ontop of the answer, or i may jus be turning a page, then again, i maybe so far away, there is no use in turning or comming back. . .
or jus maybe, i've been watching too much TV. . .
who knows? not even "The Shadow", because he, she, it, they may jus be another thought put into our head. . .jus something to think about.

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