1- the computer I purchased several months ago, stills sits in a box for lack of time to unpack and make it ready to run my software and data files.

2- a life insurance policy of many years on Carla with an automatic premium pay disability rider, is cancelled for lack of time to file necessary paperwork.

3- my automobile insurance is cancelled for lack of time to challenge the insurance company's reasons for improper notice given to me for such cancellation.

4- the telephone is shut-off for lack of time to get funds in the bank to write a check.

5- our property is confiscated by our Village of domicile because I lacked time to prepare a case or hire a lawyer and was "willfully and wrongfully" convicted.

6- my appeal was dismissed for "default" for lack of time and ability to get counsel.

7- for several years since Carla's accident and up to the present, a lack of time to respond by letter to what lawyers consider a "fair" attempt at collecting money, eventually lead to default judgements in courts. Courts that I could not attend and often did not even have information informing me of their taking place.

8- forceps & pliers become the alternative to a dentist for lack of time to make necessary arrangements to go to him. My mouth is full of broken, jagged teeth, and empty sockets, but better than suffering swollen abscesses and endless pain.

Dispensing with above hardship, and resume with hardships dealing with my daughter .

1- my only teenager had an accident that left her requiring total care for life, and I had the "choice" of institutionalizing her or try to make her life comfortable and happy as possible in the home where she feels comfortable and safe.

2- our lawyer and long time friend handles several legal matters and leaves us worse off than before, then quits and "sues" us for his inability to resolve any of them.

3- my daughter desperately needs medical care, but the Governor of our state "ignores" repeated email requests and our Senator, a Social Security experts response is, "sorry, we are not an investigative authority and only do inquiries..."

4- the Supreme Court apparently ignores my answer to a Motion, and Orders us to pay the lawyer who "Quit" our cases and "hurt" us in his representation thereof.

5- acts of wrongdoing are only deemed "criminal" when they happen to the poor, handicapped, or elderly. I believe we are covered in all three descriptiveness

6- after having cried out (together with friends and advocates) for health care for Carla, my only option is to place her in an institution or continue giving her the 24-hour care she requires, myself.

7- my daughter "cries" all night long because ROM, so critically important to her survival was deprived her by the very agency our lawyer promised us, when I authorized a check to them for past expenditures, would be given her.

8- as a parent and "primary care giver", as determined by long, emotionally draining Surrogate's Court proceedings, I am subjected to Hot line investigations and harassment by lawyers and others claiming "it is in Carla's best interest."

9- Home Healthcare Nurse's are only allowed 4 hour per day visits to care for a human being that properly deserves 24 hour daily care. It is then, that the reality sets in and reminds me that the Horrifying Screams of pain emanating from my daughter, is really "society's response to the needs of their fellow-man."

10- ONLY an Appellate Court has the courage to display "Honor", in dealing with a perceived "Right of Justice", an extension of time to affect a "just" appeal.