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I Crashed Bu.No.85836 and Lived to Tell About It 

"It was a memorable flight, for me, on 10 June, 1984. I departed from Brockway Airstrip at about 5:15 am. It was a murky and humid kind of a morning as I was flying a TBM-3E as the lead of "Brandy" section on a two plane spray formation. On the second spray turn recovery, as I lined up on the Cessna "pointer" plane to start the next line, I suddenly became aware that a tall and gnarled old pine tree, which protruded from the canopy of the foliage, was right in front of me. I was so close that evasive action was impossible. With an enormous metallic bang I hit it with the port wing. Control immediately deteriorated and I descended to the left, with full right aileron, full up elevator and full right rudder. I started through the tree tops with the propeller cutting and snapping trees as the engine laboured then gave up. The TBM was a rugged airplane and would usually allow the pilot to survive provided that some control was retained. If you were out of control, as I was, then your chance for survival became somewhat remote. I knew that I'd had it and that I was about to solve the great mystery of life. My perception of time was distorted and what was only a few seconds gave me time to ponder. First of all, I felt anger and denial. I had always thought that I might have an engine quit on me, someday, but not this. Then I was sad because I was going to die. It occurred to me that maybe I'd be reincarnated. Then I made my peace and I was ready. I thought, briefly, of how an old sled dog that I'd seen in Northern Saskatchewan must have felt. He'd outlived his usefulness and was about to be shot by a trapper. The dog seemed to know what was coming next as the rifle barrel was pointed at his head and he winced. So did I. The plane rolled to the left and pitched down for the impact. The ground yielded and the stricken plane cartwheeled. I was thrashed around the cockpit like a rag doll. The engine broke away and the wings were torn off and as the tail snapped off, the right rudder pedal smashed the sole of my boot and I could feel the bones in my ankle break. I didn't care for I thought that I was to die. Suddenly the motion stopped and against the odds, I had survived the impact. I opened my eyes to find what was left of the plane's nose pointed skyward. Oil and insecticide dripped onto my face and I was being sprayed with a mist of 100/130 octane aviation fuel from the centre tank. I then thought that my fate was to be burnt to a cinder and I didn't struggle. After a few moments, I realised that the wreckage wasn't going to explode and that I had a chance to escape. I opened the canopy and took a look around. I undid the harness and executed a partially controlled fall in which I landed like a sack of potatoes. I stood up and doffed my parachute and helmet and tried to walk away but my right leg and ankle were smashed so I crawled a safe distance away but not before noting the time down like a good pilot. As I waited, propped up on a tree stump, in the swampy ground with a cloud of mosquitoes and blackflies feasting on me, I realised that I ought to try and attract the attention of the pointer plane so I cast an eye skyward and took off my jacket to use as a flag. I felt an heightened awareness of my senses and drank in the feeling of all the living things around me and savoured them. My music was the sound of the breeze in the trees and the rustle of the leaves while birds sang. There, I was being hanged and the rope had parted. Soon I was spotted by a pointer who orbited the crash site, and before long I heard the staccato sound of an helicopter as it neared. The medic rappelled from the hovering machine to administer first aid and keep me company until a rescue team eventually made their way to us through thick brush. I was removed to a clearing some distance away, which would accomodate the landed helicopter, loaded on board and whisked away to Fredericton for treatment of my injuries. Appropriately, I'll quote a Second World War Royal Canadian Air Force Bomb Aimer, I once met, who summed up his own terrifying experiences simply by saying:

`It was quite an experience, one which I wouldn't care to repeat, nor would I recommend it to others...'"

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......"Lucky to be alive"

 

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