(This here is some various stuff for Genius Fridays (co-op / writing group / whatever you care to call it) class on March 29th, 2003... it was the poem at the end that I finally read for class, though. And some of you might recognize a particular poem (the one that begins with "Summer’s light fills my heart with conflicting joy and sorrow" and ends right before the last poem) from the awesome April 5th poetry reading / performance by Third Street and (of course!) the great Thrash Kann, hosted by Bob & Winston.)
AND THUS WAS BORN A POEM!
Green eyes
Sparkling in the shade
Searing sunlight streaming down
On the lawn where we laid
Outside of the house that we made
Lies down.
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Whiteness and blackness under the moon
Drifting flakes on a moonlit night
Calmness incarnate in a worldy body
When one is cozied up inside
In the winter it all seems so regular
One class and then another
One month and then another
Months go by but don’t seem to go at all
It all seems the same, the happy, happy same
The cycle of a happy life that needs no other
Content to live within the present for ever and forever
Grey sky and snow falling
Greyness slowing time
Hiding the truth
Concealing fading youth.
The seasons begin changing
Begin – that was long and long ago, son
You think the change has just begun?
Time never stops ‘til you reach the event horizon of a black hole -
And then you plunge on in
Moods and persons in this body ranging
The whole scope of human emotions, give or take a few
There’s nothing that I can do
That will be original –
There’s nothing that I can do
That has been done before.
Springtime flowers rise up from the mutual grave
The Earth takes and gives and takes
Where’s ‘Daylight Savings Time’ – can time be caught to save?
The houses that we make
Sometimes may endure for a while
But ultimately
Dust
Unto
More dust
Unto
Annihilation.
We can make our simple mark in the dust, but the wind blows long and low.
Summer’s light fills my heart with conflicting joy and sorrow
That never really conflicts
Joy is only increased by the presence of sorrow
My heart is full to overflow – sweet, sweet pain of youth
It got to be a cliche for a reason
Whether it makes me sound like a broken record or not.
A material possession can always break
Sanity is fleeting
Life unending is not a gift or curse given to our understanding now –
For the moment we seem rather caught up in a world of our own
A crazy world of our own making
Everybody’s dying –
Summer’s coming –
Fullness of life is roaring loudly
Raging health and powerful egos
Passions and follies
Sanity draining –
Sanity never truly gone –
Summer’s coming!
Spring is here
Summer’s coming!
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Poem for GF Mar.28, 2003 – by Benjamin M. Saalbach / Walsh
"Another poem about winter & summer"
Cold outside, the wind blows harsh
Color the world blanketed white
The wind bucks and thrashes
Wind’s might
Cold outside
Whips of cold and lashes.
Don’t stand outside when it’s cold outside
The moon illumes the wood
Bathing light
Wind’s might
Broken by trees.
Strong conifers
And spruces high
Evergreen trees
Of all shapes and colors –
Listen for the wind’s lonesome sigh.
Inside the cottages
Cozy and bright
Hot chocolate, dreamy
Atmosphere and light
Friendships cozy inside at night;
Mental romances laughing at their own
Cliched foundations
Feelings laughing at themselves
Shelves upon shelves of the same stories
Over and over again;
Calmness, youth, and sweetness
Beautiful sweetness –
Happy inside
Happiness
Can’t be denied.
Blossoming in spring!
After the coldness
This boldness of flowers
Sunflowers, April showers
Mayflowers and May flowers – pilgrims all –
Flowers rising out of the loamy ground –
Melting waters
Melting snow
Melting hearts – where did all that time go
When all was cozy and warm inside?
With the warmth comes outside
Why do I feel sad on the inside?
The transitory nature of Nature
Cycles its new life around again
Amen?
Sweet summer days
Sing with a joyful, careless sort of praise
Is it just because I used to hate the heat
That this bright sunlight makes me think of the defeat
Of humankind by time, marching onwards ever?
Never
Has there been this much warmth and heat on Earth.
Loud roar of passionate life
Burning in the summertime
As school comes to an end and the separate vacations begin...
If things have a beginning, then surely they must have an end
It wouldn’t look right in the mirror of time
For the reflection to reflect only one of the ways
But these days
For me, so much comes to an end in summer – even though I’ve made stating so a personal cliche.
The classes, work-to-be-done, familiar faces
All done weekly, biweekly, weekly, daily, monthly –
Slowly seeming to fade away into the summer, is that right?
Remembered first meetings in the past seem not so long ago now
But things change, and racing light shines over changes...
Annihilation –
Is that the price of birth?
Transitory Nature...
Summer’s gone, leaves are falling
Soon the cycle begins again... and what endures?
Love, memories, happiness – all seem to stay
Or sometimes seem to blow away
Tell me, is all this worth it to you?
Tell me... has anyone had a viable alternative in mind
Since the world began at zero O’clock, laughing brook, in springtime?