OK. Hi how is everyone? I am doing pretty good. OK, now I am going to tell you all about what I wrote about the other day that all got erased. OK, here goes.
I have this best friend in Ohio named Shana. She's been my very best friend since kindergarden. Except for the fouth grade, we had a huge fight and didn't talk for as year.
Anyway, I am from a very strict Baptist family. I have always been taught that it is a sin to have sex out of wedlock. Shana goes to the same church. Her family is not as strict but she was always like the Queen Virgin. She would preach about it so much that it got pretty annoying. She was very into the whole virgin thing. Until she met Jason.
She only went out with him for about six months. It was our sophomore year. One day she called me to update me on her life. She does this a lot. And she was like, "Yeah, we've been doing stuff." And I was like, "Yeah, so what, so have Lane and I." And she goes, "No I mean REALLY DOING stuff." And I kind of laughed and I was like, "Oh, yeah, you're sleeping with him right? Hahaha." And Shana says, "Yup, I sure am." At first I didn't believe her. I thought she was messing around with me. But she was serious. I was like, " When did this happen?" And she was like, "The second week we were together." That just about blew me away. I couldn't believe she gave it up so easy. And I was like, "How did it happen?" And she said, "One thing just led to another. And we did it." I wanted to puke.
Well anyway after about three more months, he dumped her on her butt. I knew it would happen. I didn't talk to her for a while but one day she called me and told me about this new guy, Josh. they started sleeping together after only two days. That made me want to barf. It was like my best friend was turning into one of the girls I would hate at school. The kind who got drunk and "accidently" had sex with every guy at the party. It made me sick.
Well, then there was this guy Todd that she knew at church who is like 5 years older than us. Since I was 12 this guy has been after me. I always thought that was kind of perverted. Anyway, Shana has always been very competitive, so when this guy noticed me and not her it drove her crazy. So she had been getting on him since we were about 14. I didn't really care. But then they kind of started dating. Then of course, he dumped her. Then they were like good friends. And then a couple of weeks ago she tells me she slept with him too.
And then about a month ago she called me and told me that she had been seeing the preacher from the old churches son. And of course the first thing I asl her is, "Are you sleeping with him?" And at first she always lies to me and says no, but eventually she told me yes. I couldn't believe she was doing the preacher's son. FUCKING THE PREACHERS FREAKING SON!!!!!!! By best friend is a slut.
Oh, but that's not all. She started sleeping with Josh again for about three weeks and then he told her he had another girlfriend and now she seeing this guy John. I just know the minute they're alone together she going to have sex with him. It kind of bothers me because that isn't the kind of girl I would really want to be friends with. What to do??? She is out with John as we speak so she might already chalked up another one. I think I'll call her and find out in the morning. I just don't understand how someone who was so stuck on never having sex before marriage could give it up so easy.
I don't think I'll ever understand. I don't know what I should do, my last friend who started doing this I haven't spoken to in about a year. I don't know what to do. :(
I guess I should go now. Have a good night. If you have any opinions about what I should do about Shana, Let me know, E-Mail me!!!
Good-night,
-Christina