AWWWWWW YEAH!!!!! Two whole days in a row. How y'all like me now? I can't really believe it myself. I am going to try to do this more often. So I got four hits today. That's not so bad. that means, other than Mae (she reads this. Why? Don't ask me) I have three other readers. How the heck does anyone find me anyway? I can probably name all three of the readers too. Eli, Olvia, and that other guy from Kansas that e-mailed me. Sorry. I accidentally erased your message and I can't remember the name. Please don't hate me. If you are not mentioned on my list of guesses, e-mail me and tell me who you are. Muhahahahaha. That was a sinister plan to trick you into e-mailing me. Did it work? E-mail me and let me know. :) HAHAHAHA! I crack myself up. I think I'm the only one though.
Tomorrow is my last day at Grocery Bin. I am SO happy. I really hate it there. I should be thankful that I was fortunate to find such a good job with a friendly atmosphere and all tht crap but I'm not. I really hate being a checker. My boss is super nice to all of the customers but really he's just a greedy old bastard. But I guess that's just how things are. In the business world anyway.
There is a party this friday in J.R.'s cornfield. I want to go to say good-bye to everyone but I think my mom would be mad at me. She is really starting to hurt me the way she is always telling me that she doesn't want me to go. She acts like it means I don't love her. It's like she's trying to convince me that if I go I really don't love her. I do love my mom though. She just really knows how to make me feel like shit.
I don't know what to do about her. I do know that I am going to college in Michigan and I am going to have fun and I am going to do well. That doesn't have to mean that I am never coming back to Kansas. I just wish she knew that too. I guess it will come with time.
So I think I am seriously addicted to Coke. Coca-Cola Classic. Not cocaine. I have to have it now. I have always loved it but now I wake up and as soon as I sit up I want it. I am going to start to drink juice and stuff so I don't end up with a hole in my stomach. Can that really happen? I mean the hole in the stomach thing? I sure hope not. I love Coke. I don't think I could ever give it up. I just need to drink it a little less. I care a great deal for Grape Minute Maid Soda too. I guess I could drink that instead. But would that be the same as drinking Coke?
My boss and her husband are getting a divorce. I hate to see people call it quits like that. They have been together for 10 years. I hope when I get married it is forever. They always seem so happy together, too. This is my night manager, not my big boss, the owner. He's the greedy bastard.
So this is my last Wednesday entry while I'm still living here. For this summer anyway. I'm so excited to move. Is that selfish? Because I don't really think it is for me to want to go out and be alone for a while. I just wish everyone could see that I don't want to stay gone forever. Oh well, I'm tired of stressing out about how other people feel. It will only make me depressed.
Well, I guess that's about it for tonight. I will probably update again tomorrow. And everyday after that until I leave so,
See you tomorrow night,
Christina :)