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How can it be, you tell me, how can it possibly be?
How can I be in love with someone I have never met? It doesn’t make sense.
It totally boggles my mind. Yet here I sit, here I am. I love that guy. How did this happen?
I remember back, to a time when I was lonely, more lonely than anything else.
I was reaching out for anyone. It was Valentines day. I saw the add in the paper.
I thought, hey? Why not? I’ll give it a whirl. And I did. I didn’t meet anyone noteworthy that day.
In fact I don’t think I’ve kept in touch with anyone from that first visit.
No, Derek came later, not much later, maybe a week or so.
All I remember is I was looking around, checking out the personal adds.
I found his, it jumped out at me. Something about being Superman.
I mean I’ve always had this thing for Dean Cain, and I enjoyed watching Lois and Clark; t
he new Adventures of Superman, until they took it off the air that is.
So any ways I wrote him mail and forgot all about it.
It wasn’t long until I received mail back from him. Turns out he
had a highly unsuccessful response from his add. Which I thought was odd, but any ways
messages flew and it turns out we have tons of things in common. Once catch though (there’s
always a catch). He lives in Manitoba, I live in Ontario. Sure it doesn’t look far on the map but
believe me it’s far. Right now I’m sitting here wondering, wondering if we’ll ever meet.
He’s keen for the idea. I’m more reserved. I’ve had several bad experiences with meeting
people from the computer. They have never worked out. Yet something inside me hopes,
something inside me realizes that it just takes once. Any ways. My big dilemma is how I am
going to break it to my parents. You see I still live at home. Well I live away during the summer
for school (I’m in university) but for the summer (and it’s summer now) I live at home.
Yeah, I’ve never done anything like this before. So what do you think?
Should I just buy the ticket and tell them later? Or should I hint around it first?
Or should I just ask? Hummm... So much hassle. Is it going to be worth it?
I’m still afraid to meet him. Most of all I’m afraid of having my hopes dashed.
Have you ever met someone from the net? If so you’ll probably know what I mean.
Right now we share this amazing fantasy world. He’s such a wonderful writer.
He has sparked my imagination. Don’t ask me how he did it. It’s been so long since
someone sparked my imagination. I was beginning to think that the water that dashed it
had extinguished it forever. So is Derek going to grow into a fire? Hummm...
The distance is such a problem. Yet it’s part of the mystery. I know that when I finally
meet him that I’ll be ready. It’ll be so sweet, I’ve waited so long. Okay it hasn’t really
been long, but it feels as if I’ve known him all my life. Maybe I have. Do you believe in
soul mates? I do. I wonder if he’s my soul mate. I know I’m getting a little presumptuous
here, but I’d like to hope.
Hope is wonderful.
--by Angiebabe
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